214 After tens of thousands of years of secluded cultivation, inner demons actually arise out of chaos
Since the last battle with Hongjun, Qingyun knew that his xinxing was the biggest problem now, so he immediately rushed back to the Martial World Martial Arts Peak for retreat. He first set up the time and space formation, and then told Xuangui, Hongyun, Gongsun Shu and others about his retreat, asking them not to disturb him unless there was anything important, and then entered the cave.
The nature of mind is an indescribable question, just like the face that remains unchanged in the secular world. Only when they experience more human connections and sophistication will their skin become thicker, and they will remain calm when faced with major events. This is the nature of mind. But for monks, this kind of experience is just one of them. There are other experiences such as merit, belief, etc. that monks must go through. In terms of loneliness, Qingyun has no shortage of things. The only thing he lacks now is faith.
The last time he was on Earth, Qingyun was confused about his future path. This was a broken belief. Actually speaking carefully, Qingyun's beliefs are constantly changing. When he first came to the primitive world, he thought about how to protect himself. Later, he added the protection of the Wu clan to self-protection. He succeeded, making the Witch Clan less of a thing of the past than it was in history. In the future, he hopes to become a saint, but his sanctification is a coincidence. It seems that he is not mentally prepared. But he quickly turned around and even set higher goals.
In the end, he promised Xuan Turtle to transcend the way of heaven, but his guarantee was not faith, but commitment. To others, his commitment may be worth a thousand pieces of gold, but to him, if his commitment is not worth his faith, it will change. For countless years in chaos, he experienced loneliness, which made his character stronger and stronger, but his shortcomings became more and more obvious. It wasn't until he returned to Honghuang that he relaxed, and that shortcoming suddenly burst out, making him what he is now.
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The compensation for one¡¯s character is easy to say and difficult to say. It depends on whether a person can think openly, just like a filial son faces the departure of his parents. If he thinks openly, even if he is sad, he will not be too sad. This does not mean that he is unfilial, but that he knows that he should let himself live. It's better, only in this way can parents rest in peace. But there are also some people who cannot be ignored and will suffer for a lifetime.
This attitude towards life is also useful in cultivation.
Today's Qingyun is to determine its own attitude and establish its own beliefs. It's just that he is really conflicted now. Perhaps due to the influence of his previous life, he didn't know what to do in the future. In the past, he wanted to be free from the world, but it was obvious that he couldn't be free with his abilities, so he also wanted to have absolute strength and transcend the way of heaven.
However, he forgot that there is no contradiction between the free world and the transcendent heaven. It is a contradiction in his own mind.
In my opinion, being free from the world is an attitude towards life. Just like Qingyun now, although he still works hard, he can still be free from the world. He forgot that he was a powerful saint, not like Zhunti or Nuwa. As long as he wanted to live freely in the world, no one dared to stop him. At the same time, doesn¡¯t he need to practice in a free world?
Don¡¯t forget that those who are free in the world need strength, just like those quasi-sages and Daluo Golden Immortals. Some of them are also free in the world, but when the disaster comes, they must work hard to protect themselves. This is the disadvantage of insufficient strength. Qingyun doesn't have to worry about this, it's also because of his strength.
Therefore, freedom from the world and the pursuit of strength are not contradictory to each other, but complementary to each other.
Today's Qingyun is trapped in a vicious cycle of contradictions created by himself. As long as he gets over this hurdle, his character will be perfect. But if he can't figure it out, he can only wander between freedom and strength. Finally, inner demons arise.
Qingyun's current situation is not very good. After he retreated, he hoped to make up for his lack of xinxing, but because of his thoughts, he fell into a disadvantage. Sometimes, the more you want to succeed, the harder it is to succeed, because this kind of obsession is also a kind of inner demon.
In seclusion, Qingyun didn't know how long it had been, but he felt more and more uncomfortable. Memories of the past inexplicably came out of his mind, and they were replayed in his mind bit by bit, like watching a movie. But these memories, All those bad memories. To put it simply, everything playing in his mind at this time is very detrimental to him, including his painful days, distressed days and days when he does bad things.
I want to get rid of these things, but these things are as if they are rooted in my mind, becoming more and more clear.
"Ah" Suddenly, Qingyun held his head and roared in pain. He shook his head vigorously, as if he wanted to throw everything out of his mind, but these movements were useless at all, and they would also deepen his memory.
At this moment, it seems that God is destined.
At some point, a black shadow appeared behind Qingyun. If you look closely at the shadow, isn't it the demonic energy that the Demon Lord left in his body? Back then, Qingyun refined this demonic energy and transformed it into his own energy. But now that his inner demons have grown, the demonic power has once again gained the upper hand, and the inner demons in his body have also condensed and taken shape with the help of a trace of the demonic energy.
But in general, Qingyun doesn¡¯t have much of a problem now. His cultivation level is frighteningly high after all, and even if there are flaws in his character, it¡¯s not unstoppable. You can tell by looking at the inner demon. Although he has taken shape, his eyes have no sparkle at all.
"Damn it" Qingyun cursed loudly. He quickly moved his hands in the air, creating gray air currents and binding the body of the inner demon in the air. At this moment, Qingyun couldn't solve his inner demons because he couldn't figure it out. In order to prevent things from getting worse for him, he could only take the last step to control his inner demons.
Locking the inner demon, Qingyun fixed him on his left hand. At this time, Qingyun's left hand was no longer the white jade color it once was, but turned into pitch black color. It can be said that at this time, his left hand turned into a devil's hand.
"Alas After tens of thousands of years of seclusion and hard training, not only has the character not been restored, but it has also become like this. It's really" Qingyun looked at his left hand and smiled bitterly. After years of seclusion, he had not gotten rid of his inner demons, so he stopped forcing himself. He knew that he couldn't figure it out now, and even if he continued to think about it, he still wouldn't be able to figure it out. He might as well go for a walk outside, maybe it would be better.
After walking out of the cave, Qingyun did not tell Xuan Turtle and others about his exit. He chose a place with few people and walked down the martial arts peak step by step, taking in the scenery of the martial world slowly and unhurriedly.
Speaking of which, although he created the martial arts world and usually monitors the entire martial arts world, he only observes it with his spiritual mind and has never really seen the martial arts world. Now that he had time, he also had the idea of ??watching the martial arts world.
Along the way, Qingyun, who watched the martial world with his naked eyes, discovered that this place was not a complete world like what he had imagined in his dreams.
A complete world should be like the mortal world and the immortal world. It should not only have monks, but also all kinds of mortals, especially the discordant buildings. And what about the current martial arts world? He is very natural, and naturally makes people happy when they come here, but this complete naturalness makes Qingyun feel a little conflicted.
"My own martial world cannot accommodate ordinary people, but there is no problem in housing various cultivators. To be honest, both the Earthly Immortal Realm and the Celestial Immortal Realm are inhabited by various cultivators, and their luck together exceeds that of other realms. I Although I can single-handedly control the martial arts world, when it comes to luck, I seem to be far behind."
Thinking in his mind, Qingyun made a spell and notified Xuangui and Hongyun to formally establish a sect and go to the Earthly Immortal Realm in person to recruit disciples. Of course, if there are people in the martial arts world who are willing to worship these two as their masters, then they can also practice their Taoism instead.
Having decided one thing, Qingyun felt much happier. He felt that this hiking method was very effective, and he immediately continued walking happily.
The further he walked, the more Qingyun became dissatisfied with the martial arts world. Just as he thought just now, the martial arts world is so natural. Everyone is hidden in the mountains, rivers and caves. The grasslands look very desolate. Even if you sometimes see one or two cities, there are not many people there. Only at certain times , there will be more people there.
Although such a world is suitable for cultivation, it is not suitable for cultivation at the same time, because it almost eliminates people's emotions and desires, and also cuts off the idea of ????people experiencing the world of mortals.
"It seems that I have to find a way to build a martial arts world." Shaking his head, Qingyun sighed helplessly. In the chaos, his martial world, Demon Lord's demon world, Hongjun, Tongtian's divine world, and holy world cannot be inhabited by ordinary people, because the raging spiritual energy is simply not something ordinary people can bear, unless they are born and raised here. A creature, but how could such a creature be born in such a short time?