Dis said, who had been walking silently behind Harry.
"Oh?" Upon hearing this, Harry stopped walking and turned back to stare at Dis.
Since the two people met just now, Dis has always been worried and hesitant to speak after the initial joy. Harry could see that in addition to worrying about his sister, Dis seemed to have a deep burden in his heart.
"Because because I felt that Sister Betty would be in great danger, and I couldn't think of any way to escape. I I had no choice but to take action under disgraceful circumstances. "Dis stammered and told Harry the complete story. During this process, all Harry did was listen quietly without interrupting Dis's speech.
"If you don't kill him, do you think you will die?" Harry asked him after Diss finished speaking.
"That person clearly showed his intention to kill and silence him. I don't think I made a mistake in my judgment. But a person fell in front of me like that, and I used a gun" Dis said.
"Dis, do you know how old I was when I first killed someone with a gun?" Harry asked.
Diss shook his head and said he didn't know.
¡°The first time I killed someone with a gun was when I was twelve years old, even younger than you are now,¡± Harry said.
¡°At that time, I was killing a man who committed serial murders on the street. That man even killed the priest who had raised him in the church,¡± Harry said. Hearing Harry's words, Dis had a look of disgust on his face.
"At that time, the Holy See was extremely outraged by the crime of killing clergy in the seat of the Archbishop. So it not only put pressure on the local law enforcement agencies, but also issued a reward and dispatched the Holy See's special operations team."
"But that person is a person with the ability to cut off the optic nerve conduction of everyone around him in a short period of time. It is very difficult to capture him. But in the end he did not escape from my gun." Recalling his first murder experience , Harry sighed softly.
"That man deserved it." Hearing Harry mention the past, Dis put his worries aside for the time being.
"Yes, you deserve it." Harry murmured, repeating Dis's words.
¡°I thought so too at the time.¡± He said softly.
"So, except for the discomfort of taking another person's life for the first time, I don't feel any guilt in my heart. I firmly believe that my actions are righteous and will be protected by the Lord."
"But it turned out that the priest he killed was a guy with an abnormal psychological orientation. When he was a child, he was violated by the priest, which left deep psychological trauma. So, in order to Only by relieving this pressure would he continue to select specific targets to commit murders."
Considering Dis¡¯s age, Harry tried to speak as tactfully as possible. However, Diss clearly understood what he was trying to downplay.
"My chastity was in great danger just now. The guy I killed also said he was going to let his master love me." Dis shrank his shoulders and said with lingering fear.
"Today's children" Harry sighed in his heart.
"That was the truth revealed to the news media a few years later by another child who was similarly hurt." After listening to Dis's words, Harry paused for a while before he could speak again.
"Do you think I did something wrong by killing that man? Should I have just let him escape from me like that?" Harry asked.
"Thisthis" Dis couldn't answer. He respected his teacher very much, and in his heart he didn't think there was anything wrong with what Harry did at that time. But he didn't know how to express his thoughts.
"What would you do if it were you?" Seeing Dis's hesitation, Harry asked again.
"If it were meI" Dis was hesitant in his heart.
"What will I do? Can I do it? Does that person really deserve it?" Dis asked himself repeatedly in his heart.
"You're already dead!" Harry suddenly interrupted Dis's thinking and said to him.
"What?" Dis asked blankly.
"I mean, if you were in my position, you would be dead now." Harry said lightly.
"Butbut" Dis wanted to say something.
"Dis, everyEveryone has his own path to walk. As your mentor and leader in becoming a Gunner, I do not require you to fully accept my values ??or become my shadow. I'm just telling you my current thoughts truthfully. "
¡°If I were in the same situation now, I would still do the same thing,¡± Harry told Deese.
"Because he killed many innocent people, do you want to punish him?" Dis asked.
"That's not quite the case," Harry said.
"His sins are punished by the law during his lifetime, and will be judged by God after his death. Although the law may not be able to achieve justice, I believe that the Lord's judgment will be just."
"I would shoot just because that person's ability had affected me at that time. He was rushing towards me and wanted to end my life. Dis"
"You must have enough respect for all lives, and the same goes for your own life. When you are in danger, taking another person's life for your own safety, although it cannot be said to be right, is the most forgivable. "
"When a man whose virtue you respect very much accuses you of a trumped-up crime and wants to take your life, will you just sit back and wait?" Harry asked.
"No." Dis replied honestly.
"What if you are indeed guilty?" Harry asked again.
"Really guilty?" Dis said softly.
"If I am indeed guilty, I am willing to accept any form of punishment." Dis said firmly. Looking at Dis with a serious expression, Harry smiled and patted his head, turned around and walked forward.
"Isn't this right?" Dis followed up and asked.
"I'm not saying you are wrong. It's just that, as time goes by, you will find that almost everyone who commits a crime does not think that they are guilty. When they hurt others, they think that they are the ones being persecuted. That side.¡±
"If a person sincerely regrets the mistakes he has committed, he will have been forgiven at that moment. Dis"
"From a certain perspective, we are all sinners."
"They are all sinners?" Dis couldn't understand what Harry meant.
"Because we all have guns, and we have used them in the past and in the future to take the lives of others. Orfall under the power of others." Harry said.
"Is it sinful to kill without asking for any reason? Even if the other person is a heinous villain like Jeta Lee." Dis asked.
"Dis, there is no such thing as a uniform standard of evil people in this world. Just like I asked you when I first taught you how to shoot. You said that you learned how to shoot to protect your family, so, for you, Anyone who tries to hurt your family is a bad person. But don¡¯t forget, these people have families too. That may never be the case for these people¡¯s families.¡±
Dis was scratching his hair, confused by Harry's words. He seemed to be able to understand the meaning of what Harry said, but there were many things he didn't quite understand.
"Can't you intervene in something you think is unfair?" Dis asked in confusion.
"Of course you can intervene. What I mean is that I don't want you to be deceived by the appearance of the matter, and you must make your own judgment in your actions. People who always regard themselves as messengers of justice and strive to achieve justice in the eyes of others are sometimes the worst. Fallible.¡±
"You have to maintain a minimum of respect for any of your opponents, so as to avoid regrets in the future. Dis, a murderer, always kills people. In my opinion, as long as you don't abuse your power on those who have no power. From From the moment you pick up the gun and point it at your opponent, there can be no hesitation."
¡°There is nothing more dangerous to a shooter than hesitating at the moment of pulling the trigger.¡±
"Dis, did you hesitate when shooting today?" Harry asked.
"No. But" Dis shook his head.
"But now you don't know whether what you did was right or wrong, do you?" Harry asked.
"Because" Dis nodded.
"Because you were afraid of killing someone you shouldn't have killed?" Harry asked.
"Yes." Dis nodded.
"This question will be answered tonight. Moreover, you don't need to worry too much. In any case, the man named Berry is also restricting your freedom of movement, although the reason is still wrong for you to follow secretly. Butas long as you promise to repent carefully when you go back, I will forgive all the sins you committed today on behalf of the Lord.?. "
"Amen"
Harry said to Dis, crossing himself on his chest.
"Will the Lord really forgive me?" After receiving Harry's assurance, the heavy feeling in Dis's heart had dissipated, but he was still a little worried.
"Don't worry, even if the Lord refuses to forgive you, I will forgive you. What you did today will be borne solely by me as a teacher. You don't need to worry." Harry smiled.
"This makes me really relieved." Dis stuck out his tongue and smiled at Harry. Dis was actually more concerned about Harry's reproach than the Lord's judgment after death. He didn't want the person in front of him, whom he admired and respected so much, to be disappointed.
"So, teacher, you never worry about making mistakes when you play against others?" After a while, Dis asked again.
"If I am the one being challenged, then I will not hesitate to fight no matter what kind of opponent it is. If I am the one who is challenging, I will also make judgments based on my own values. In this way If the other person dies, I will send him to God to be judged as soon as possible. If I die, I will not complain to the person who killed me, because I also want to know early on what the Lord has done to me. What do you think?" Harry said with a smile and a wink at Dis. At this time, Harry seemed to have transformed from a mature man into a big boy again.
"Why do I feel like I'm being sophistical?" Dis raised his head and looked at Harry.
"Hehehe Just think of what I said as a boring excuse for a boring person. Many things will gradually become clear as you grow older."
"So, Teacher Harry, if you were still as old as me and knew the truth of the matter at that time, would you still shoot without hesitation?" Dis asked.
After a long silence, looking at the villa door looming among the trees not far away, with a smile on his face, Harry replied