Add Bookmark | Recommend this book | Back to the book page | My bookshelf | Mobile Reading

Free Web Novel,Novel online - All in oicq.net -> Romance -> Autumn cicada s spring

Text Chapter 68: Happiness is not a game

Previous page        Return to Catalog        Next page

    Chapter 68

    1. Happiness is not a game

    Some time passed quietly, and the surroundings changed.  This world is very short, as if in just a moment, everything in front of her has changed, the sky has changed, the earth has changed, and the beauty of nature has become more beautiful and more vibrant.  When I first went to that place, there seemed to be no sound of any living thing. The empty land was like a picture, with beautiful colors and heroic postures, connected to the vast horizon.  The character of nature is determined by the water system and hurricanes. Whether it is the floating clouds or the wind system, they are part of the universe and fulfill their tasks and responsibilities according to the laws of nature.  Perhaps due to the impact of atmospheric currents, the clouds in the sky were like blue waves, quickly covered by a fire cloud, flowing slowly in the sky; birds flew far away to find their nests, and the green grass stretched out hundreds of millions of leaves  , swaying back and forth in the moist wind.

    At this time, the color of the earth is particularly brilliant, and the air is very clean with the smell of tender grass, which enters the lungs through the long respiratory tract.  At this time, there seemed to be some small creatures that were hard to see clearly in the grass that had been awakened. They were so fast that it was difficult to distinguish their accurate direction, and they seemed to be flashing in the wind.  She stood on the grass, and these little inkworms seemed to be faster than the wind, swarming in from nowhere.  She waved her arms and protected her face with a handkerchief.  If today is an auspicious day, it is novel to welcome her in this way.

    In such a large open space, she had never found so many little inkworms living together in groups, closely united, swarming up and playing a grand welcome song above her head - yes, this is also life.  There are many lives in the world that are just born, and some of them disappear in less than a few seconds. However, the survival time of these small creatures may be even shorter.  There are still many beings living in harsh environments who dare to fight against the harsh weather in nature. It is really a wonder to see a life like this that is not as big as a grain of sand appear in front of him.

    Nature nurtures the birth of life, and it is also nature that pushes life to death.

    Thirty minutes later, the weather suddenly changed.  The wind that was still weak before began to increase and strengthen. The little life as big as a grain of sand was suddenly attacked. It obviously had no place to stand in the wilderness, and was blown thousands of miles away by the strong wind in an instant.  Although the wind was so strong and fierce, the widow in the dream was not afraid at all, as if her curves were particularly proud and open, and her Chinese style was unique and bold.

    The wind was like a pair of strong, strong hands, roughly holding her silk dress under the white clouds.  At this moment, she allowed him to lift her and embrace her. Her plump breasts were high, and a slit in her chest revealed her obvious fullness.  The high snow-capped mountains stand between the sky and the earth, clearly and beautifully forming the steep peaks of the mountains in the middle.  The wind seemed to be getting stronger, blowing her transparent silk dress close to her breasts, with sexy curves like a spring leaf.  However, she seemed to see her complete beauty through keen eyesight, and saw that the features of her whole body appeared in the open space to be more standard and more attractive than before her marriage.

    ??Can this attraction represent all beauty?

    Not necessarily, it can only occupy a small part of her.

    Women¡¯s advantages and characteristics are inherently close to the standard, just like the opposite sex and emotional union.  Who doesn't admit this, and who goes against reality and opposes this; if you think about it carefully, it makes sense. If you simply use the opposite sex to explain life, it's not very scientific, but the use of the opposite sex in life through practical adhering and scientific use is not  Bad things, at least in today's life, have been found to occupy a high proportion of this pattern, and seem to have become a social danger - objective existence is the ultimate goal of realistic recognition of the laws of life.

    She smiled again.  Her excited face smiled sweetly and brightly in her sweet dream.

    She looked at the white clouds, the sky, and those unknown lives and laughed for about two minutes, her voice sounding particularly infatuated.  When she quieted down, within two minutes she started laughing again.  This time she laughed for about four minutes, and there was a strong hint of melancholy in her laughter, so she became quiet again as before.  She was obviously very calm at this time, as calm as if she was thinking about a serious question that she had not thought of for a long time.

    Some time ago, he thought of approaching her early and having a frank talk with her.  Who knew that this thought was getting stronger and stronger, the dream was stronger than reality, and the desire to see her soon became unbearable for him, and he did not leave her even in the dream.

    The sky, white clouds, and grassland embellish the sky with transparency and moisture. The white clouds are cut into countless snow-white clouds, the grassland is green, and the skylarks begin to sing overhead again. The transparent rain gauze covers the earth, and the sky and the earth seem to be here.  The bed is in a natural tent.  She lay happily on the soft green carpet, looking up at the white clouds and becoming more and more infatuated with her thoughts. Different moods enveloped the hazy phantom.

    Ah - he was handsome, his thick hands hugged her slender waist, her breasts were pressed against his thick skin, and fierce impulses began to attack her.  At this time, she didn't know what happened, and her head suddenly felt heavy.There was no light in front of me, as if I was looking for direction in a dark world.  At this time, he hugged her tighter, as if he could hear the beating of her heart. As you can guess, his face was so calm and expressionless that if you look closely, it looked like a wooden stake stuck in the soft green carpet.  She looked at him, the light in her eyes seemed to be burning, conveying the message of affection and love; she had no strength to push him away, let alone the courage to resist.

    "Why don't you say anything? I don't like someone wrapping me around like a stake."

    "My previous feelings are dead. I have never hurt anyone. Respecting others and respecting myself is my consistent character code."

    "Why did she leave you?"

    "As you know, the situation in Nanfang was very disturbing. Not long after I was laid off, conflicts began to arise in my family. I tolerated it at first, always trying to find opportunities to make amends and meet her physical demands as much as possible. But then I gained some strength.  It was easy to negotiate a peace if she had no income and no income. Later, she was laid off, and the two of them could not find a job at home. The hard-earned money of working-age youth was also spent, and sometimes the family had to buy rice.  No. I'm such a coward. If a grown man can't control the life of a family, is he still a man?"

    "Yes, we have the same experience. We sold off our seniority and signed a new labor contract. The difference is that I am still working at Jinjiang Company, but you sold your seniority and were laid off. Later, was she the one who proposed to divorce you?  ?¡±

    "Not long after, she went to work outside the city. I found a job in this city. The income was not high, and it was difficult to maintain basic life. Besides, my daughter still had to go to school. I worked in this city mainly to take care of my daughter. Such a life is not  How long did it last? We often quarreled, and neither side gave in to the other. The conflict had reached the point where it could not be reconciled. Later I heard that she had found a wealthy man outside. He was twenty years older than her, but very rich."

    "I'm sorry, it's my fault. I shouldn't mention the sad things."

    "Later, she took the initiative to divorce me. To be honest, I really didn't want a divorce. At this time, my daughter would be the biggest victim of divorce, and it would be irreparable for her physical and mental health. What should I do? It's not painful, you say.  It's false. As the saying goes, a couple's kindness lasts a hundred days, and emotions outweigh conflicts, so we sat down and talked calmly. During the conversation, both parties were calm. There were no quarrels, angry words, or divulging old scores. She took the initiative  She offered to let my daughter follow me. She also proposed to change which apartment to belong to her daughter and give her 600 yuan a month in support."

    "Do you still love her now?"

    "She is already someone else's wife, I am not qualified to love her."

    "Cha Qing, I hurt you in the past, in public places in front of so many people. Why didn't you scold me then?"

    "You are very bad. I have scolded you for this in my heart for a long time. I even wanted to do something stupid when I was angry. I would strip you naked, then violently rape you, then tie you up, and then let you suffer enough."

    "Okay, Cha Qing, tell me about morality, character, and respect for people in the first sentence. How do you explain your humanity by insulting me in this way?"

    Magnolia is a bit sentimental, but not malicious.

    "I can't explain this. Maybe I hated you very much at the time and wanted to make you look bad, so that you would never see anyone again, so that you could truly see my humanity."

    "Cha Qing, you are so hateful. If you say such things again, I will ignore you."

    "I don't think so. Others say I'm hateful, but I've never done anything bad, and I don't want to be hateful to others. Take you as an example, if I really did what I wanted, the result would have been worse and I would have insulted you.  Well, what am I afraid of if I kill you? But what I fear is that I will never see you again, and my conscience will not be forgiven."

    "Oh - that's right. But I don't want you to forgive me. Why do you want to forgive me? Why don't you kill me?"

    "Becausebecause I can't answer your question."

    "I know, I know everything without answering."

    She still looked at him wildly, with a mysterious visual glance, as if she saw some incredible bad ending.

    "Are you afraid of destroying the happiness of other people's families? Are you willing to explain this problem because you feel guilty? Or is your human morality praying for your conscience?"

    "Destroy the family? Your family already has my presence and our achievements. What do you think it counts, a union or an affair. Yulan, you have to face reality. Happiness is not a game, happiness is life, and it is filled with wealth.  Emotional life.¡±

    "Give me some more time. Xiaoming will be my husband after all. There must be a reason to break up with him. Cha Qing, believe me, that day will come soon."

    "One family is united and another family is divided. This makes me feel like I have found happiness again."

    "That's not right! Don't youBecause this is destroying other people's happiness?  "

    "Can a marriage without financial foundation be happy? So far I am not wrong, at least now I can convince you in this way. Of course you are not wrong either, what is wrong with using embarrassed love to find love with financial foundation, we all  correct."

    "Whose fault is it?"

    "have no idea."

    Yulan interprets the ending of this kind of love that is not love as a trial marriage and trial love, but this kind of love is not the love of marriage. This kind of love cannot stand the test of time and is eliminated by the cruel reality.  However, the man in front of her was her true love. This love made her push hard with all her tenacious strength, but he couldn't push her no matter what, as if he was tying her to a boulder five times heavier than her.  The boulders were heavy and unsympathetic.  She continued to push and resist, but still didn't move.  Then she began to roar, and she could be heard shouting from a distance.
Didn't finish reading? Add this book to your favoritesI'm a member and bookmarked this chapterCopy the address of this book and recommend it to your friends for pointsChapter error? Click here to report