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Text Chapter 41: It¡¯s hard to describe the situation without being deceived

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    Chapter 41

    1. It¡¯s hard to describe the situation without being deceived.

    However, good things always bring Qiu Chan a good mood and good luck.

    It really felt like she was being bullied. Obviously during this period, Qiu Chan felt that time passed too fast. Some things she wished for had passed by day before they came, and night came quietly again.  Sometimes she would open her eyes and think more, but what she would find before her when she woke up was the evening of the next day.  If she is lacking something during these times, according to her - her youthful cells have been greatly damaged at the moment.

    Yes, the analysis of youth science has these sayings: There is a close relationship between man and nature. Man was originally a part of nature, and later became a strong group in nature, completely separated from the primitive society of animals, and then transformed into a person with the ability to think.  A human society that can make tools and transform nature.  Due to human conquest and transformation, nature has become a transformed nature with human participation, and all objects have become the objectification of human beings themselves.  Such as the sense of space, the sense of movement, and the reproduction of life are all components of natural beauty.  Human youth cells are formed in nature and slowly fade away in nature, just like winter has passed and another spring appears in front of us.

    Human life is very fragile. Without super intelligence, it cannot compare with other animals in the harsh environment of nature.  The climate in the alpine region with an altitude of more than 5,000 meters is constantly changing. In such a harsh environment lives the Tibetan antelope, the plateau spirit, a first-level protected animal in my country.  If people completely rely on wild nature in this environment, it will be difficult to survive, so they will think of transforming the environment, destroying the natural ecology, building luxury villas, and hiding from the harsh original natural environment.

    In the past, Qiu Chan has never been as depressed and in a trance as she is now.  She is gambling with her youth on tomorrow, using her beauty and body to wander in the complex and ever-changing society, looking for second-hand love, to have sex with a grown man.  If this is a life choice in the age of wealth, then she is not choosing this game out of thin air, but is betting on the future and tomorrow - betting on the second half of her life with gold and silver wealth!

    Currently, she has an unspeakable distress all the time. Especially in the past few days, her performance has become more prominent and she is often restless.  Later, she admitted that this kind of mental abnormality was completely related to him. For a period of time, this desire was very strong. When she needed him, that kind of strong idea arose in her heart.  This kind of situation is caused by the insatiable desire. What is more important for a girl than to be fascinated by the soul of another person.

    At the same time, she said to herself: "This is such a lovely family. If a third party intervenes, this family may be unfortunate." She thought of this sentence accidentally, but her conscience forced her to  Don't want to do this.

    But now Qiu Chan is very conflicted in her heart. Sometimes she feels unbearable guilt, helpless mistakes, and the subtle ways in which she is described as an unseemly woman.  She sometimes thinks very naively. If she could be given another choice, she would ask God to give her a second chance to cleanse her soul.  Things went against her wishes, and even if she was willing to report to God and ask God for forgiveness, God would not agree.

    There are no such good things in the world, and if there are, they will not be perfect - life, love, conflicts, selfishness, women competing for men, these wishes will bring her a false face that cannot be regretted.  However, she said in her heart: "No, I can't give up on her so lightly. He is a handsome and lovely man. His chic and prince-like demeanor is the standard lover pursued by many women No, no, really  Can't give up. Yes, he has many advantages, and there are many things about him that make women obsessed with admiration. Although his soul is not bright enough, his conscience may not be placed at the center of the conscience of an upright person. Perhaps her wife cannot  To satisfy his empty sexual happiness, he will desperately look for a third person outside - if so, isn't he too selfish?"

    "Ah, what's wrong with me? How terrible it will be when another person falls in love and pursues the happiness that others have had." This was the truth Qiu Chan said, but she couldn't find the ideal answer, and her mind was filled with confusion.  Blank, like there's nothing there.

    "Qiu Chan, what do you think of my clothes? Does it look good?" Tian Yaqin happily opened the door and said optimistically: "What's the matter, are you sick again?"

    "I have nothing - nothing to do." Qiu Chan's mood was up and down, just like the clouds in the sky changing at any time, as if she was soulless standing in front of Tian Yaqin: "My head is a little dizzy, it doesn't matter, after a while  It will be fine if you do.¡±

    "Qiu Chan, do you want to see a doctor?" Yaqin threw her clothes on the bed and asked with concern.

    "No, I'll be fine soon. It's okay. Sister Yaqin, can you sit with me for a while?" Qiu Chan looked at the new clothes on the bed: "Yaqin, we are rarely together these days, there are so many things on our minds.  If you want to sayI know you are very busy."

    Qiu Chan¡¯s words are on her lipsHe made another big turn, feeling a little nervous, with a look of worry on his quiet face.

    "Qiu Chan, what's on your mind? Is he¡ª¡ª?" Yaqin said this without thinking, feeling a little regretful: "I mean you have something to say to me, nothing, we should  Let¡¯s sit down and talk.¡±

    Qiu Chan was not in a good mood, but she tried to stay optimistic in front of Tian Yaqin and tried to keep her mood consistent with her tone of voice.  "Sister Yaqin, when a person falls in love with another person, and this person has their own connection, or this person loves another woman, do you still love him?"

    Tian Yaqin looked at her in surprise, guessing that Qiu Chan must have encountered emotional problems, or that there was something wrong with her from a third party.

    "I meant that there might be such a situation, but it's not really the case." She was afraid that Tian Yaqin would misunderstand, so she added a negative word.  However, there were still flaws in her chaotic mood. Sometimes she felt depressed, and sometimes she felt worried.

    "Qiu Chan, how are you today? You must be confused because of the fever. You talk like a ghost or a ghost." Tian Yaqin seemed to have guessed most of it: "I can see that you are worried. You must be encountering something very distressing. Or maybe it is.  Caught in love, your pure heart begins to produce demonic qualities.¡±

    Tian Yaqin suddenly glanced at her. At this moment, Qiu Chan's uneasy expression seemed to be slightly stimulated. Sometimes she laughed, sometimes she was immersed in sorrow, and sometimes it was covered up by a motto.

    "This is my feeling. If I am wrong, it means we lack understanding in our long-term friendship as classmates."

    Qiu Chan is still in a worried silence, as if the emotional struggle in her soul is burning, and she is unable to speak out for fear of being peeked by others.

    At this time, Tian Yaqin moved a wooden stool beside her and put the new clothes she just bought on her lap.  Today she went to the Municipal Economic and Trade Committee for a meeting. When she came back, she passed by a shopping mall and saw this dress. The color was a popular color and the style was a new style that had just been launched. It looked very good and she bought it.  I wanted to come back and put it on for Qiu Chan to see and comment on her aesthetics and art appreciation level, but she didn't know that she was trapped in love and was very unhappy.  She had no choice but to put down her unlucky clothes. She sat in front of Qiu Chan, as kindly as if she cared about her little sister.  She stroked her beautiful hair, looked at her quiet, white and red face, and stared at her serious expression.  So she asked with concern: "Did you really encounter any problems?"

    "No, no." The words Qiu Chan was about to say were turned around by the innocent, shy, rosy-faced, hesitant mouth, and the words were diverted thousands of miles away.

    However, her mood was better than before, and her pure face showed an innocent smile.  But she was deceiving herself: "I made a good friend. She is very beautiful and has an outgoing personality. She is an innocent and unfortunate girl; her passionate eyes are troubled and sad, and her face is affectionate.  It seemed very painful. She suffered misfortune for some reason in her life. Later, she was occupied by someone else, and she felt very sad after her death. After hearing the news, I was scared, conflicted, and sympathized with her. At that time, I heard  This kind of thing is also very hateful to that inhuman man - she asked me to help her for this matter, but I am really embarrassed about this matter."

    Yaqin suddenly felt surprised. She couldn't find the right words for a while - she didn't know who the girl Qiu Chan was talking about was.

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