Night falls. The surroundings had fallen into silence. It's just that in this silence, I can't sleep peacefully no matter what My chest is wrapped in an inexplicable irritability. At the same time, the moment I close my eyes, a large number of fragmented memories will continue to reappear in front of my eyes Obviously, he looks very happy. Obviously, he showed a smile. Whyis it so annoying
"Forget it" In this case, the so-called [sleep] is no longer an option The most I can do is make myself unconscious and then be woken up in the morning That can't be called rest at all
He gently lifted the quilt aside, took the coat on the side, and put it on himselfopened the paper door, walked to the courtyard without disturbing others, and sat down against a cherry blossom tree. , began to look at the round moon in the sky, and became stunned It is obviously the underworld, but there is a sky It is really strange
While looking at the sky, the fragments in my mind are slowly being sorted into fragments one after another. When eating, when fighting, and when going to school. No matter which clip it is, there will always be a girl with chestnut hair and two small braids who looks very energetic and cute But every time I see that smiling face, my chest There will always be a surge of pain that seems to be about to tear apart
It¡¯s not just her. So is the girl with blond twintails So is the girl with short brown hair and sitting in a wheelchair They should be friends They should be partners But I can't remember their names, their voices , what is their relationship with them? All I can think of is their smiles and the constant pain in their chests
"" My current mood should be the so-called [Contradiction] Because I have lost my memory, I am constantly searching and trying to find what I have lost But why is it so painful Why do I feel so painful whenever I see the faces of those peopleIf that's the case
That kind of memorymaybe it would be easier if you didn't have it¡ª¡ª
"What, something?" I felt something dripping on the back of my hand I stuck out my tongue and licked it What came from the tip of my tongue was bitter and salty. It was terrible. The smell this should be my tears, right Why should I cry? Although it is painful, there are times when the pain is even worse I obviously didn't shed tears when I was about to die, so why now
"I don't understand, ah" Let the liquid slowly slide down the cheekWhy on earth would I shed tears because of this kind of thing. Why on earth do I feel this way To me, those people are¡ª¡ª
¡¾Betrayer¡¿
"Betrayer" He repeated this word in his mouth Every time he repeated it, a higher and higher fire-like emotion would surge up in his chest It made people uncomfortable, disgusted, irritable, and wanted The feeling of seeing the red liquid "Obviouslyit belongs to a friend¡ª¡ª!?"
A message of severe pain came from my head At the same time, a large number of fragments of unseen memories exploded in my mind After I saw the three girls pointing at something with something, For a moment, there was a strong pain in my chest that I had never experienced before I see Betrayer, is this what you mean I was betrayed by those people Just why In the eyes of those people
There are only pain, fear and sad feelings inside? ¡¡hateful¡¡! What on earth happened! ! If you want to remember, please give me some pleasure! ! !
Don¡¯t be like thisit¡¯s painful! ! ! ! Unconsciously, I grabbed my arms hard Some long nails scratched the skin and dug into the flesh, causing blood to flow out But now I can't feel any pain at all All I can feel is the overwhelming negative emotions that I don't know how to vent. However, at this moment, something came into contact with his face something soft a little cold, but not offensive at all¡ª¡ª
"Ah la ah la If you don't lie down on the bed and sleep obediently at this time, what are you doing in the courtyard~~?" His face was lifted up by those cold hands and what came into view at the same time was under the moonlight. Looking extremely beautiful, Saigyouji Yuyuko "Oh~~? You're actually crying~~? You really don't look like a boy~~"
"I'm sorry for waking you up" I let go of the hands that were holding my arms tightly just now, and tried to wipe away the tears on my facebut before I took action, my face had already Surrounded by a pair of soft objects¡"Lord Youyouzi? Excuse me, is this"
I can¡¯t understand why Master Youyuko acted like this I can¡¯t understand what the complicated feelings are that are welling up in my heart right now (Voice of Heaven: Maybe that's a carp!? wwwMisundere's Voice: The Chinese characters are wrong www) Obviously Lady Yuyuko's body is a bit cold, why does there appear to be this illusion that starting from the chest, the whole body is warm ? I just don't hate this feeling. This is the only thing that is certain -
"Good boy, good boy~~Don't cry, don't cry~~" The neck was gently wrapped around, and at the same time, the feeling of the hair being slowly stroked came from the head Why, my chest feels sore Why, There seems to be a feeling that liquid is about to gush out of the eyes that I just wiped clean But, as Yuyuko-sama said, as a man, crying or something is really worthless
"I'm sorryfor causing you any trouble" I gently broke away from Yuyuko-sama's arms and took a deep breath to ensure that the liquid in my eyes would not fall againI just don't know why. , Master Youyouzi seemed a little dissatisfied. It must be an illusion, right? "justwhy?"
No matter how you think about it, there is no need for Yuyuko-sama to reach this point Originally, it should be done here to do various things to repay Yuyuko-sama and Youmu But in the end, Yuyuko-sama was Adults comforting you and so on This is really bad, as a man (Voice of the Sky: You are not considered a man yet www)
"Because, Hirois the same as me~~?" Yuyuko-sama smiled, but what he said made me unable to understandthe same? "As for me, I am an undead~~? Siro-kun also knows that, right~~?"
"¡¡Yeah. I know¡¡"
"Besides, Ihave no memory of my life~~" He said something very heavy without any hesitation. "What kind of person was he when he was alive? What kind of life did he lead? I can't even remember any of this. Is Heero-kun also like this? So it's the same. Oh~~"
¡°¡I¡¯m sorry¡I think it made Yuyuko-sama think of something unpleasant¡ª¡±
"Really~~! I didn't say this because I wanted you to apologize~~? It turns out that Hiro-kun doesn't understand girls' thoughts at all~~!" He gently floated behind me and hugged me. Lord Yuyuko who came over felt something soft pressing against her back. Is it an illusion? "When you are in pain or unhappy, it always makes you feel better when someone is around, right?"
¡°¡I can¡¯t, I¡¯ll cause you more trouble¡ª¡± However, before he finished speaking, his mouth was covered by Yuyuko-sama¡¯s hand¡
"Hiro-kun is really stubborn He wouldn't even think about causing trouble or anything like that~~? Because Hiro-kun, we are already family~~"
"Family" I felt cramping pains in my chest again. It¡¯s just that this time it¡¯s not just pain, it¡¯s accompanied by an unknown feeling of warmth and peace of mind¡ ¡°¡Then¡ you¡¯re welcome¡¡± He relaxed the muscles that were still on guard and leaned against him. I fell into Lady Yuyuko's arms My chest was filled with a warm feeling The anxiety just now seemed to disappear in an instant
¡°¡Hey, Master Yuyouzi¡is there anything you want to do¡?¡±
"Hmm~~Not yet~~? However, if there is something you want to do, I will definitely tell Hiro-kun and Youmu~~I'll leave it to you then~~?"
"Ahas long as it is your wishit will definitely come true" He secretly clenched his fists
The favorability level with Youyouzi has increased significantly. Reached limit [family]. (A special flag needs to be triggered to break the restriction)