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Another world: Yakumo family route Chapter 10 Confessions of a hypothetical patient

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    "Compared with them, I have neither talent nor special abilities Compared to them, I am just an extremely ordinary person But at that time, I dreamed of becoming someone who could save the entire world.  The world is a superhero who can save everyone, so when the opportunity to gain power came, I accepted it without any hesitation" Thinking of my innocence back then, I laughed unconsciously I laughed very hard.  Bitter.

    "Then, just as I hoped I became a being different from ordinary people I gained strength I gained a power that can be said to be very powerful. Although I almost died, I was still very satisfied.  Butjust when I thought I was satisfiedI saw a scene that shocked me so much that it could even be said to have completely destroyed my outlook on life up to that point"

    "That night, I saw for the first time what a so-called genius looks like. It was obviously just her first battle She was just a young girl but the power shown in front of me was much stronger than mine.  Times Even though that girl is my friend, I still can't help but think Why Why am I still so weak even though I risked my life!! Ha Now that I think about it,  That's really a childish behaviorbut, I'm really jealousfor the so-called genius." It was obviously only 1 or 2 years ago, but now that I think about it, it makes me nostalgic  This is also a change in mentality

    "Soyou've been estranged from them since then?" Youmu seemed a little apologeticit seemed like he had misunderstood something.

    "NoI'm jealous, but I'm not so narrow-mindedand she is one of the few friends I havebut because I care more, I started to do activities with her.  As a result, the more we do activities together, the more I feelI am still too weak. No matter which aspect it is"

    "She Nanoha always thinks about others, always desperately wants to help others, and doesn't even care about herself Compared to her, my reason for wanting to gain power seems to be  It was a little too inferiorand thenunknowingly, all the jealousy disappeared completelyI started to envy her. Because"

    "Always together always smiling at me It's impossible to hate this kind of person, right? But because that person is really pushing herself too hard, it makes people want to pull her away.  Ahit's just that this is an almost impossible task for me. BecauseI was still too weak at that time"

    "So I kept trying to get stronger Although I didn't expect to be able to catch up with the genius, at least I wanted to be able to do it so that I wouldn't hold her back Then I started experimenting with various methods.  All kinds of evil heretics It is commonplace to eat unpurified cursed items with strong magical power I have also done more dangerous simulated battles that can almost kill you Although it has changed  I am stronger than before, but at the same time, the enemy and Nanoha have also become stronger As a result, it has not changed in the end I am just a person who holds others back, a useless person"

    "That kind of thing is impossible, right? I have fought against you, Hiro, and I know very well how strong you are -"

    "That was now [In the past], my combat experience and strength were less than 20% of what I am now You can also imagine how weak I was at that time, right? That's why I did whatever it took.  Looking for ways to become stronger"

    "Indeed if it is less than 20% of what it is now it is indeed quite weak Although it is a bit hurtful, but at that level, even the goblins may not be able to defeat here"

    "It doesn't matter. I know best how weak I was at that time" He smiled slightlybut it was really a complicated moodObviously, not a long time had passed, and everything that happened at that time had already happened.  It became a mere memory "Then Slowly, Nanoha also got her own partner. Of course, that person also became our friend, but originally she could only play a supporting role.  My existence became even more dispensable at that time So I began to pursue the so-called evil path more intensely. Gaia was also born at that time" I patted the chain on my hand gently, and I  continued.

    "It's just it's still not strong enough. Compared to the enemy, it's far from enough. Because that's an enemy that is very difficult even for Nanoha and the others To me, it's not on the same level at all.  . But I still want to stay by their side I don’t want to become a useless existence to them And at that time, I met someone I will never forget in my life.People"

    "Huh? The person that Shiro will never forget in his life must be a good person, right?"

    "No that was a son of a high-ranking official who was both arrogant and provocative like an idiot The most important thing is that he was killed by me myself I broke his neck with my own hands." Recalling the twisting at that time  The screams he made when that bastard's neck was pressed, and the face that refused to believe in disbelief, that kind of pleasure It was really unbearable Haha

    "H-Hiro!? What's wrong? His face has turned so scary" Youmu, who seemed to be slightly frightened, said in a worried tone (Voice of the Sky: That face please refer to it.  [Planning Pass] Yagami Tsuki at the time)

    "Ah I'm sorry After killing that bastard, I was also surrounded by that guy's guards, and my whole body became like a honeycomb I should have died at that time, for some reason  , came back to lifebut he appeared here the moment he woke upprobably because of the orange color."

    "In that caseHiro, do youhate Orange? After all, this is not your world"

    "That kind of thingcan't happen, right?" He smiled softly.  "Rather than hating Orange, I want to thank her Because if I were resurrected in that world, I would probably be in a very embarrassing situation After all I am no longer a human being  " I gently opened the wings on my back, and said a little sadly "I, I once saw such a passage in a game [Humans want to have wings, that is yearning for them]  A symbol of freedom. But the moment humans have wings, humans are no longer humans, they are just simple monsters]ah"

    "Ihave been pursuing the power not to lose to thembut the moment I gained the power, I already paid a high price"

    "Ican't go back to them anymore" I smiled bitterly, looking at the sky without any dark clouds, who didn't understand my mood at all.  "I'm sorryI made you listen to so much of my nonsense."

    "No. Hiroyou must like them very much."

    "Ah I like it the most. But just because I like it, I want to run away from them Even if they will be sad, I don't want to be hated by them I am really a coward to the extreme  I" Suddenly, there was the touch of a cold hard object next to my hand "Did you really peek, Master Zi But this time, I really want to thank you for giving me something that suits me so well.  Something about mood"

    "Hey Youmu, although you seem to have drank a lot but would you like to drink some more?" I raised the bottle of wine in my hand and extended an invitation to Youmu.

    "I'm very happy." The smiling Youmu raised the wine glass in his hand.

    ?…Everyone, from now on our relationship will be severed…but I will never forget you…

    Bye now.  Nanohabe happy.

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    The favorability level with Youmu has increased a bit.

    The plot mission [Memory] is completed.  Since the debuff [Indecisive] is removed, combat effectiveness increases by 15%.

    Obtained plot cg [Wine of Memories under the Moon].

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    ????????????????????????? This place is a little different from the main text… The main text says that the bastard was killed after being dehumanized, well, don’t pay attention to such small things.  Occasionally I want to write something like this Don't expect me to control the plot.  I just write what I want to write
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