In the silent night, the whole city fell into a deep sleep. No car passed by on the road for a long time. Occasionally, there would be a restless car, and the sound of coming from far away and then leaving would highlight the extra quietness.
He turned on his phone and took a look at the time. Li Fan was already nearly three hours later than his usual schedule, but he still didn't feel sleepy at all.
Watching the time above suddenly change to two o'clock in the morning, Li Fan reached out and dialed Zhang Lei's number. At this time, he didn't know who to ask for help, because his heart was in a mess, and he felt that he was about to fall into this. In the endless chaos, why are such simple issues between men and women so complicated when it comes to Li Fan.
He couldn't tell whether Lu Sisi really liked him, or whether he was just a boring support for Lu Sisi. He couldn't tell whether he really liked Lu Sisi, or whether he just liked Lu Sisi. The simplicity in Sisi's body would be the same even if it were Lu Sisi replaced by someone else.
He couldn't tell whether Mo Bailing really had feelings for him, but the two of them had a spiritual connection, and he could feel Mo Bailing's affection for him. He was sure that he would not be interested in a ghost, but he I don't know how to deal with their relationship.
At night, Li Fan put a stick of incense on Mo Bailing and removed the seal on her body, but Mo Bailing didn't say a word and didn't come out for air. She stayed quietly inside the body sculpting body and lost her usual liveliness. This made Li Fan feel extremely uncomfortable. He felt as if he was isolated. Even the ghost mouse used its big butt to hit him. All day long.
In fact, seeing Li Fan not resting until late at night, Mo Bailing was also very worried. Originally, she planned to hide all these things in her heart, but when she thought about it sadly, she got excited and asked Li Fan to hide it. Explore all the secrets.
She didn¡¯t know what Li Fan¡¯s plans were. She just hoped that Li Fan would not reincarnate her. As long as she could stay with Li Fan and be a ghost, she would be satisfied.
It was long past the usual rest time. Looking at Li Fan lying on the window talking to someone on the phone, Mo Bailing wanted to hear what he was talking about, but when he thought about the connection between the two of them, Li Fan was still distracted by Li Fan. If Fan cut off, since he didn't turn it on again, it meant that he didn't want to be heard. Thinking of this, Mo Bailing just looked at Li Fan's back quietly, just like she usually watched Li Fan sleep quietly.
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After a sleepless night, Li Fan and Zhang Lei had been lying on the bed thinking about everything that had happened recently after they finished talking on the phone. Zhang Lei and the others talked a lot last night, and his knot was still unsolved when the phone ran out of battery.
He thought a lot that night, and his mind was filled with Zhang Lei¡¯s words.
"True love is one that takes responsibility for each other's future. It is not only spiritual reliance, but also a commitment between each other."
What can he promise? He is confident that he can be like Zhang Lei and stay close to him when being beaten, but this is just an example for others. The premise is that he really likes such a violent woman.
"Brother Li Fan, each age group has a different understanding of love. Although you are a Taoist, I still recommend that you consider it after a few years. You still have a childlike innocence, you know."
"The childlike innocence is still there"
Like a sledgehammer hitting his head, he woke up a lot after a moment of dizziness. How could he still be childlike? He had been a human being for two lives, but he just lacked experience, but what about Lu Sisi? She didn't live in two lifetimes
"Reading the books of sages, the great Confucians learn from the experience of their predecessors, have a strong will, and have a clear direction in life. As a member of Xuanmen, Xiaoqing has also gone to the mountains to practice, understand the way of heaven, and hone his mind Li Isn¡¯t it time for Brother Fan to meditate?¡±
¡°Retreat¡.¡±
Zhang Lei's words lingered in Li Fan's mind for a long time. Yes, too many things have happened since joining the world. What he has done recently is comparable to what he did in the past two years. It seems that it is time to take a good rest, little one. The art of Maoshan is not meant to hone the mind in the first place. It is inevitable to lose your way in the bustling and noisy city.
Thinking of this, Li Fan stood up and glanced out the window. It was raining heavily, but he still couldn't practice.
Taking out his cell phone, Li Fan hesitated for a moment and then dialed Zhang Lei's number again.
"When can you come back?"
"There's about half a month left. We plan to go find you for our honeymoon." It was not surprising to Zhang Lei to receive a call from Li Fan. He knew that Li Fan should have made a decision.
¡°I¡¯ll return the store to you and help me take care of my parents¡± Li Fan¡¯s voice was hesitant.
"How long will you be gone?"
"I don't know, but I know how to??Come. "At this moment, his voice became extremely firm again.
"Do not worry!"
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After talking to Zhang Lei and Grizzly Xiong on the phone respectively, Li Fan dialed the number to Lu Sisi. Looking at the familiar number, he hesitated for a while and finally chose to delete it.
The number on the phone has been deleted, but the number in my heart is still unforgettable.
Recalling all the love and care given by his parents at home, Li Fan felt a little reluctant, but after all, they were people from two worlds, and Li Fan had his own responsibilities and path.
After accompanying his parents for the last breakfast before leaving, Li Fan took a family photo with his parents, and then lied and told them that he planned to go out to buy some antiques. He did not tell the specific time when he would return, but he gave his bank card Stayed at home.
The grizzly bear downstairs has been waiting for a long time. Although the rain is very light, he is already soaked.
Seeing Li Fan coming out of the building with the Ghost Rat as if on a trip, the Grizzly Bear took a long drag on the cigarette in his mouth and threw it into the green belt.
"Have you decided where to go?"
Grizzly drove very slowly, not at all in his usual style, and his mood seemed to become a little dull with the weather.
¡°Let¡¯s go back to the sect first and then find a place to meditate for a while and travel around.¡±
"Oh! I'm so reluctant to give up. Once you leave, there won't even be anyone with whom I can communicate unscrupulously." Grizzly Bear's face showed a trace of reluctance, but there was no way. He couldn't stop Li Fan from practicing. Most of the friendships in the sect are like this. Today you meditate, and tomorrow I will have an epiphany. The friendship between Li Fan and others is already relatively deep.
"Heh, I'm back, what are you worried about?" The grizzly bear's dull look made Li Fan a little funny.
"It will be a few years from now at the earliest when you come back. I don't know if I will still be here at that time." The grizzly bear shook his head, and he seemed to have some plans.
He planned to go to another two years. If there was still no news from Fuji, then he should go to practice. After all, he had only cultivated the strength of the physical body until now. When he saw Situ Yuan of Kunshan split the general with a knife, he also Very envious.
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"Okay, let's go back." The grizzly bear sent Li Fan outside the city. Li Fan waved at the grizzly bear and then turned his head and walked away from the city
It may have been a mistake to take you with me. Now let you be free and make your own choice.
Li Fan walked to the outskirts and opened the cage. The ghost rat inside glanced at Li Fan warily. Then, a white light flashed past and disappeared.
"And you?"
Standing up and looking at the empty cage, Li Fan's reluctance to let go resounded in Mo Bailing's soul.
"Would you please let me stay by your side?" There was a hint of prayer in his voice.
The hazy weather soon passed, and the sun gradually emerged from the clouds.
"It seems that we have to walk faster, otherwise the weather will get hot again." Looking at the sunny sky, Li Fan smiled slightly, turned around and left quickly, but when he turned around, a white afterimage passed behind him , and then there was a mouse covered in mud on his shoulder.