Hu Qin entered the bathtub and submerged her beautiful body into the warm water, feeling the pleasure of relaxing her pores, and at the same time, a strange emotion flowed in her heart.
It wasn't that Xia Yu had just used her bathtub before. Although she was not allowed to use it even to death, she didn't feel any strange because of it. What she was thinking about at this time was more about what Xia Yu said before. A few words.
When the bathroom door is closed, it becomes her private space, and she can fully enter her own thoughts. She knew that many people said she was proud, but she knew that she was just stubborn and strong. She doesn't like to be dominated by men, and she doesn't like to rely on men. She is a very individual and independent woman. From a distance, she is an exquisite beauty that is very attractive to the opposite sex, but when they get together, various problems arise.
¡°For example, when she and Jiang Hao tried to get closer, the conflicts between the two began to escalate. The only person she felt most comfortable with was Xia Yu.
However, various changes occurred by mistake at that time, which caused the relationship between the two to become very subtle and complicated. Finally, in the face of the cruel reality, the two began to have cracks, so that there is no way to make up for it today.
What caused the relationship between the two to become like this? Hu Qin asked herself countless times every night after Xia Yu left. She blamed her family and the cruel restrictions on her. She blamed society. It was this deformed society that led to all kinds of values ??that should not exist. She had also blamed Xia Yu, and felt that even if he was driven away, he should not sever all contact with her, but she had never blamed herself. She believed that she had done nothing wrong. She just couldn't resist.
Now think about it. Is there really no problem with you?
If you had asked yourself what was in your heart. If you face it bravely, will you still be confused because you don¡¯t know how to choose a stance? It was clear that I no longer had any feelings for Jiang Hao. Why didn't they separate immediately? Why did they have to take Xia Yu to be bullied by others again and again? She now understood that the reason why she was with Xia Yu was because of the excuse to cover up her and Jiang Hao. She didn't want to let this excuse disappear and cause embarrassment when facing Xia Yu.
Why is it embarrassing? Because she no longer had this excuse, she wanted to be with Xia Yu again. Could she admit that she liked him? Let yourself, a beautiful girl from heaven, take the initiative to admit that you like the shield you originally pulled? She can't do it!
Thinking about it now. Isn't this all her fault? If she could put down her dignity and make a decision, would she have asked Xia Yu to help her out again and again? Would she have let Xia Yu be jealous of Jiang Hao and others? She wouldn't offend the Japanese because she had to deal with Jiang Hao and others. In the end, Xia Yu had to pay for her mistake. Wasn't she the culprit?
Hu Qin suddenly felt a little annoyed and patted the water hard.
What was your attitude when you found Xia Yu? It's because he has the ability but doesn't connect with himself. So I was sulking on purpose, but have I ever cared about what Xia Yu has been like these past few years?
Xia Yu¡¯s words just now touched her too much. For the first time, she began to reflect on the relationship between the two people at the deepest level, but the more she thought about it, the more she felt that she had failed to do too many things. People are like this many times. When their thoughts enter a misunderstanding, sometimes they cannot get out of it for the rest of their lives. , and sometimes, an occasional word or scene can make her rush out.
But is there any point in thinking about it now Xia Yu already has so many confidantes. The most important thing is that he has forgotten everything in the past between the two of them. Does he still have any place in her heart?
With complicated emotions, she put on her pajamas and walked out of the bathroom. When she saw Xia Yu lying on his side on the ground, he had fallen into a deep sleep. At that moment, she didn't know why, but she felt that her whole heart was tightening, very tight. pain.
He walked to Xia Yu and squatted down, gently shook his shoulders and said softly: "Xia Yu, go to bed and sleep. The ground is cold."
Before she finished speaking, Xia Yu's whole body tensed up, and he suddenly jumped up. One hand quickly and indiscriminately grabbed her neck. A cold light flashed in his eyes, clearly with murderous intent. The next second he saw clearly that it was Hu Qin. , then quickly let go and said apologetically: "I'm sorry, I fell asleep. Are you okay?"
"It's okay." Hu Qin looked at Xia Yu with distressed eyes. Such a sensitive state showed that he must have been in a state of extreme nervousness before.
Xia Yu rubbed his face, "Is it morning? I didn't expect to sleep so hard."
Hu Qin said apologetically: "No, you haven't slept for long. I asked you to go to bed. The floor is too cold."
Xia Yu looked at her strangely, which made Hu Qin feel a little scared. He touched his face and asked, "What's wrong? What's on my face?"
Xia Yu smiled and said: "You just went to take a bath, why do you feel like a different person when you come back?". "
"Yes, yes?"
Xia Yu did not continue the topic, looked at the big bed, and said with a smile: "I sleep on the bed, do you sleep on the floor?"
Hu Qin's fair face blushed slightly, and she glared at Xia Yu as if to hide it and said, "You have a good idea, such a big bed is enough for the two of us to sleep on, but you are only allowed to occupy one-third of it, and you are not allowed to pass it. boundary."
Xia Yu was not polite to her at all, and climbed directly onto the bed and said: "Old rule, of course one-third of it belongs to me."
When Hu Qin heard him talk about the old rules, she remembered the last time the two of them were huddled on the bed. Her ears became even hotter, but she pretended to be calm and said, "You know how to behave." She said this, but her movements when she lay down on her were A little stiff, she felt a little better when she saw Xia Yu facing the wall sideways. She lay down and calmed down. Suddenly she remembered that Xia Yu must have never eaten anything while running for his life. She couldn't help but said softly: "Do you want me to help you with something to eat?" Yes, you must have not eaten for a long time, right?"
Xia Yu said: "No, if you go get food now, someone will rush up to you in less than ten minutes. Don't worry, you won't die of hunger after one or two meals."
¡°Tell me the truth, how long has it been since you¡¯ve eaten?¡±
Xia Yu hesitated for a moment and then said: "I ate a piece of bread in the morning, and I haven't eaten it since."
"Oh my god, you have to starve to death, how can this be okay?"
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"Okay" Hu Qin looked sideways at the man lying next to her. For some reason, she suddenly lost the tension and shyness. It seemed that only Xia Yu could give her this sense of calm.
Thinking back to when he was in college, he was all alone, but now
"Xia Yu, can you tell me about you?"
"Huh? What's the matter with me?" Xia Yu's voice was obviously much softer.
"Anything is fine. I want to know what happened today and everything that happened after you left Beifu."
"Today, I received a text message from the kidnapper. They only gave me one hour to rescue Tang Tang and tell me the location. But it turned out that it was at a military performance venue. They used me to distract the military's attention while I was rescuing people and took the opportunity to assassinate General Lin. , and you put the blame on me, you will know later, I ran away like a dog." Xia Yu casually told the danger today, and then talked about the past things, maybe he was too sleepy, so he said nothing They were all fragments, so they were confusing. The more he spoke, the lower his voice became. In the end, there was only a slight sound of snoring. If he turned around at this time, he would find that Hu Qin had tears streaming down his face.
Although Xia Yu spoke in an understated tone, she could hear the sadness between the lines. She was sad to find a job because she didn't have a diploma, was jealous and framed at her job, and because of the female boss's personal identity. Such favor led him to quietly leave the job he was just familiar with again.
Those years of wandering witnessed the growth of a young man.
As for the interesting things about school later, Xia Yu was already confused at the beginning, but he already knew everything he wanted to know.
Who did she have to blame him? Hu Qin pulled away the blanket between the two of them and wanted to gently turn Xia Yu around. Unexpectedly, she just pulled Xia Yu gently and turned over. He came over and took her into his arms.
Hu Qin's whole body froze, but she didn't struggle at all. She just felt that her heart was in her throat. If Xia Yu wanted her at this time, she might just close her eyes, but Xia Yu just held her and made no further moves. A sneak peek revealed that Xia Yu was still sleeping soundly, it was just his subconscious action.
Hu Qin relaxed and did not break away from his embrace. She just moved her body down to find a comfortable position, buried her head in his arms, and listened to Xia Yu's strong heartbeat. After a while, she fell asleep. The past(To be continued)