The darkness seemed to be condensed into some kind of living thing, restless in the darkness. He sat quietly in the darkness as if he was swallowed up and assimilated by the rich and strange color.
Smoke, the smoke shining with dim stars becomes brighter and brighter when it touches the corner of the lips.
The light illuminates not only the twisted darkness, but also the lonely face that has been assimilated by the darkness.
The thick smoke overflowed from the lips as thin as a blade, and the eyes as deep as the night also flickered with the changing of light spots.
"I am coming."
The voice came from the corners of those slightly twitching lips, but in this restless darkness, apart from his voice, no sound could be found.
"It's not because of any trouble this time." He said in that hollow and confused voice: "I just want to see you, simply."
"You have always taken good care of me during this period, but I have only brought you more trouble every time."
"Now, Brother Nan, you are a good person. Although in the eyes of many people, you will always be the origin of many right and wrongs, in my eyes, you are not only a trustworthy friend, but also a coveted elder brother. "
The smoke at his fingertips gradually dimmed, and his resolute outline was once again assimilated by the rich dark color.
"Hey, Brother Nan, the irony is that you are an out-and-out gangster. How can a gangster be a good person?"
"At first, I was always confused by these questions, but gradually I understood that these so-called questions were just bullshit. You don't care at all how others look at you, just because you are Namjoon, no matter how others look at you, No matter how I look at you, no matter how difficult it is for you, you are still you and have never changed."
"Your honesty comes from your free and easy, and your free and easy is only because of your eclectic soul called freedom. Therefore, you will always make people have overwhelming expectations, and you will always make people rely on you with peace of mind.
"Speaking of which, I don't know when I started to become too dependent on you. Even if it's some trivial matters, I still look forward to your opinion. However, I have never heard of your troubles or seen your thoughts. Confused."
"Hey, Brother Nan, are you really not confused"
When the gloomy words came to an end, the scattered points of light in the stagnation and darkness also fell.
Dark, in those frightening and confusing rich colors, trivial sounds sounded.
The light danced in the palm of my hand in the form of a flame, igniting the wrinkled cigarette and once again illuminating the decadent and lonely face.
The bed, at the end of the firelight, the white corners of the bed flashed.
A bed can always make people think of many things, but this kind of bed does not. It is just because its color is too monotonous, and therefore there is a person lying quietly on the bed at this moment.
The weak firelight did not give people too much vision. It only made people vaguely capture the slender outline lying in the darkness before it went out again.
The silence seems to last forever, and in this strange and restless darkness, the only thing that can be captured is the gradually dimming smoke star.
The glimmer of light brought by the smoke star was quickly swallowed up by darkness. I don¡¯t know how long it took, but his hollow voice rose again.
"Hey, Brother Nan, if I could choose in life, I really want to have a brother like you. Although I once said that it is Jiajia's misfortune to have a brother like you, I did not say it from the bottom of my heart. Just because when I said this, I was envious."
"Jiajia is a beautiful girl. Just like most beautiful girls, she is willful beyond imagination. At first, I simply thought that this willfulness was just due to her beautiful pride, but it was not until later that I understood that she The willfulness is just to hide the clumsiness that I don¡¯t know how to express.¡±
He was still talking to himself, like a lonely fool, quietly looking at the bed engulfed in darkness in front of him, waiting for answers that would never come.
The firelight reappeared, and the wrinkled cigarette became brighter and brighter under his deep inhalation.
"Of course you understand, how can anyone in this world know her better than you? You love her, protect her, and will never tolerate anyone hurting her, because she is far more precious in your heart than any treasure."
"But how could you leave her so easily? How could you entrust her to me so easily?"
¡°I really don¡¯t know how to answer, I really don¡¯t know! I am like a plague, always bringing misfortune to the people around me.¡±
"Because of me, the Japs and the others were injured, because of me, Ariel had to leave, and it was also because of me that"If these things hadn't happened for me, you wouldn't have"
The voice as heavy as lead slowly fell. It took him a while to adjust his excitement, and then said: "I know you will not blame me, and you will definitely tell me with a smile that it is not my fault. .¡±
"But I can't forgive you. I can't forgive this weak but self-righteous me, nor can I forgive you who should be enjoying life."
"Hey, Brother Nan, if I could choose, I would rather it was me lying here than you, but I understand that this is not the world of what-if."
"At least since I came to this world, I have no right to choose."
"I promise you, no matter what happens, I will definitely survive as the second you."
"I promise you, no matter what happens, I will definitely take care of Jiajia for you."
"But there is only one thing I can't promise you. I will never let him go, never!"
"Hey, Brother Nan, just wait, someone will be with you soon, very soon."
He stood up slowly, threw away the burned cigarette butt in his hand, and looked quietly at the silent darkness in front of him.
"I know you will be disappointed, but this time, I must use these hands to do something for you."
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In the dimly lit hall, Li Tianying and others were leaning against the wall with solemn expressions. They still could not believe the fact that Namjoon was dead.
Until a slight sound called them out of silence.
His hand is still that fair and slender hand, and he is still that handsome and resolute young man.
However, when Li Tianying and others saw the unfamiliar young man in front of them, a look of fear flashed through their pupils.
He is laughing, at this time when he should never laugh, at this place where he must never laugh, and on that face that definitely should not have a smile, there is a faint smile at this moment.