It's New Year's Day. I wish you all a lot of money in the new year, okay?
Sitting in front of the computer, I closed my eyes and thought about some things that happened last year. I found that there are some things that I still remember every month. At the same time, some things have become blurry. It¡¯s okay not to talk about those old things, but to look forward For the future , I also have some hopes, but I won¡¯t express them here for the time being. I¡¯ll think about it carefully after some time.
I watched the New Year's Eve party last night. I went to Dehua and Xiao Qi. I drank some wine alone. The new year just arrived. After watching TV, I sat in bed and read a book. I didn't expect that At eight o'clock in the morning, I came back and sat in front of the computer to read the private diary I wrote a few years ago. When I saw a sentence I wrote a long time ago, I suddenly felt dizzy.
Don¡¯t let your dreams die. This year, I first came to Zhengzhou. I was very poor and kind-hearted. Every good kid has a girlfriend, but I don¡¯t.
The rain that night made me feel like a drowned rat. I was like an unwanted child, begging her hard not to leave.
Thinking about it now, I still remember the mood when I wrote this sentence, and I couldn¡¯t help but feel very emotional.
If this city is like a torrent, in the past few years I have been swimming in it, and I have seen only shocking betrayals and unbearable separations. In order to fight for something, I was despised and ridiculed by others. After countless cold looks, I finally finally A body of scales was born that was invulnerable to all poisons. Every day in this city, I continue to learn, learn to forget, learn to be indifferent, and learn to be cold-blooded. Over time, every scale becomes a knife.
The weak die, the strong eat, the city is a jungle, either kill or be killed, there is never a middle way.
I can hold the knife in my hand tightly, but I can't hold a single drop of true tears.
Maturity means degradation, and life is nothing more than a process of becoming mediocre.
I can¡¯t resist, I can only be cruel to the sun.
It seems that I have finally found what I am looking for. Sometimes I am happy about it, but more often than not, I would rather I had never been there.
This is what I want to say to everyone today.
People eat fast food, make quick money, and seek happiness. The educated show off their knowledge, and the talented show off their figures. Others show off their fathers, ancestors, buttocks, and the three inches below their navel. They show off nothing but boredom.
I'm going to ask for leave - don't scold me, my body really can't bear it anymore. Now I have to do it in front of the computer for half an hour. My whole back, especially my shoulder blades, is so painful. It takes me a long time to turn over when I go to sleep. The doctor said I'm catching a cold. , rheumatism, I have been wearing plaster and taking Chinese medicine.
Is this considered an occupational disease?
I can¡¯t describe the feeling in my whole back. I just can¡¯t sit down often. When it hurts, I can¡¯t help but want to scream. When I scream, I feel so lewd. Now the whole floor suspects that I have sex every day
This month¡¯s update will not be as stable as before, but I will adjust it as soon as possible.
PS: Thank you for your love for me over the past year, like Jinrong, Shitou, Brother Feng, Brother Five, Xueer, etc. I will give you a hug and a kiss by the wayah! What are you doing? Please, no, it hurts.
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