If Saria knew that she was a "cancer" in this world, given her character, she would probably beg Totori to kill her. Perhaps, this is also a relief for herself.
Totori didn't know what kind of feeling she had for Saria. Totori could feel the same closeness from the earth from her - sometimes like a brother and sister, sometimes like a mother and daughter, both sides. Their identities change, and sometimes they don¡¯t know who is taking care of whom. It's not clear whether there is any other "love" mixed with it.
But no matter what, asking Totori to attack Saria is something the girl cannot accept
There must be a mistake somewhere, right? Or is there some conspiracy at all?
What on earth do Peat want to win, you bastard!
Totori told her magical girls about this, and everyone had mixed feelings - perhaps Totori thought so because of her wishful thinking. Huanyue and Rustili don't have deep feelings for Saria, but Qianai and Chenglan have frequent contact with Saria. Maybe they will feel sorry for Saria.
The final decision rests with Totori, and this decision-making power is particularly heavy.
Is there no other way? ¡ª¡ªTotori felt very heavy, even when she returned to Linbo from the center of the world. Totori was not in the mood to appreciate the world after rebirth, and it seemed to her that nothing had changed. She didn't feel the surveillance of the gods, nor was she attacked in any way, and she didn't know if her mood affected her feelings.
After returning to Linbo, Totori asked the girls to do their own things and do whatever they wanted. Huanyue and Rustili left quite simply, which was not surprising to Totori. Chenglan and Qianai both liked Totori a little, but the girl pushed them away because she wanted to get close.
When you are upset, it is better to be alone.
Totori wandered aimlessly in the city. The girl wanted to think about what she could do to keep Saria alive and preserve the state of the world. But there is nothing we can do! No clue at all! It was the first time that the girl felt so powerless. She didn't know the structure of the world at all. The little knowledge she learned from the Fairy Notes was completely insufficient. After thinking about all the cosplayers who had the power to change the world, she realized that cosplay and other things were in the world machine. In front of me, it has no effect at all.
Thinking about it some time ago, the purpose of changing the rules of the world through cosplay of a certain round god was just a small change without changing the basic structure of the world. As for the destruction that Saria brought to the world it was no longer something Totori could accept.
Tortori got on the light rail tram, which was not very good. The trams connected to the various satellite towns in Linbo still ran according to the set trajectories. It was almost November, and the dark time became earlier. At about six o'clock, the sun His face seemed to have been hidden under the sea level, leaving only the orange light that dyed the sky red. People in the tram were silent in tacit agreement. The white-collar workers in suits after get off work and the school uniforms of students who always had something in common made Totori in casual clothes stand out in the crowd.
But no one seemed to care about her, as if she was in a heavy pv video - this is probably how Totori feels, right? I want to find courage, but the despair in my heart often turns into despair.
What should you think about? Totori didn't want to give up on herself just like that, but at this time, she probably didn't know how she should complain now. She suppressed the despair in her heart that she didn't want to say, and it seemed that all it brought was a blank in her heart.
In this way, the girl came to Feilengcui in a daze. To avoid being pursued by the government and gods, Totori has not been to this place for a while. Now, Feilengcui is still the same as in the memory - when night falls, the feast of the night market starts.
As if walking on a familiar road with inertia, she somehow arrived at the mountainside - her own home in this world. When Tori opened the door, she suddenly realized that it could not be opened - the lock had been changed, and there was something on the door. There was a seal, so Shan instantly knew what had happened.
"Ugh, I accidentally forgot that Ikari Yuantang sealed this house in order to control himself." Totori laughed dumbly. Although the house was sealed, such a seal was not an obstacle at all to Totori's alchemy.
The seal at the door disrupted the girl's confused thoughts, but just because of this, Totori had something else in her stiff mind.
Totori was stunned for a moment, curled her lips, then turned around and looked out.?Go. My parents are not at home, and there seems to be no point in going in. God knows if Ikari Yuantang has any ambush. Well, don¡¯t be afraid even if there is.
Directly opposite Totori's home is the foot of the emerald mountain. Under half of the bright red sky, the familiar small town is glowing with vitality. Under the sky, the slender and neat hair of the black-haired girl standing under the railing is flying in the wind. The light green light shines through the dress quietly in the dark night.
Totori¡¯s pupils shrank sharply, and the beating of her heart became faster.
This is the pattern of the magic pattern on Saria's body. Totori, who had been with Saria for a long time, soon understood.
"SaSalia" Totori couldn't help but call out to the girl almost inaudibly. The girl under the dark night had been waiting here for a long time. When she heard Totori's call, she turned her head faintly. The crystal eyes reflected the brilliance of the crescent moon already hanging in the sky. Just like when she used her own body to save Totori, the girl's face overflowed with a touch of tenacity and a virgin-like brilliance.
The moment the girls¡¯ eyes met, they seemed to read something from each other¡¯s souls.
¡ª¡ªWhy is Saria here?
¡ª¡ªTotori must already know my secret, right?
The eyes looked at each other in silence, and words without emotion seemed to be conveyed. Totori was startled when she saw the returning white pigeons flying over Yam. She broke the silence and asked, "Saliawhy are you here?"
???????????? Obviously I don¡¯t want to ask this question at all but Totori really can¡¯t ask it!
When talking to Saria, there was a suffocating feeling of fear.
"" Saria opened her mouth slightly, as if she wanted to say something, but in the end the words got stuck in her throat and turned into a sultry smile. She is very beautiful, but it makes Totori feel uncomfortable." Lea said: "Because I know Totori is looking for me"
Yes, I do want to find you
but¡¡
Totori always felt that Saria had a different tone. Totori didn't know how to respond and was speechless.
"I know Totori saved the world, because these ominous things in me glow. It's the same as that person said. So Totori just needs to make me disappear. Yes! So I'm going to find Totori!" Saria didn't have any extra words. She seemed to know that she said something else, so she couldn't say this.
She seemed to be about to say something, but was rudely interrupted by Totori.
"Not at all!" Totori shouted loudly, looking confident, but this was deception. The contradiction between her heart and her words made Totori's sophistry extremely funny. As if looking at her coquettish sister, Thalia smiled. She walked up, with some crystal water drops in her eyes, reflecting Totori's lavender eyes that seemed to be stained with mist.
"There's no need to lie, Totori. I already know it. There's no way to change it." Saria stood in front of Totori, her body trembling slightly. She stretched out her hand, as if she wanted to touch Totori's face, but she was thinking about something and kept hesitating.
¡ª¡ªThere must be a way to change it, there must be! It is absolutely impossible to just sit back and wait for death.
"There must be a way! Give me time to think about it, and it will definitely be solved!" - Totori wanted to say this, but her brain had been suppressed to a blank, so she did not have the courage to make this promise.
Think about it more carefully, think about it more carefully, there must be a way! There must be some!
Totori, who seemed to be immersing her whole body in "thinking", was like a rag doll that could not speak, and only Saria was talking alone. The black-haired girl reached out and hesitated for a long time, and finally took her hand away from Totori's cheek. Lea was very reluctant to let go, but she felt faintly happy.
¡ª¡ªAt least, this is a kind of satisfaction.
"Tori must be a very kind child, so I asked Senior Celty to wait a moment and she will let me disappear from this world¡Ð Tori must not hate her¡Ð Tori must not be sad either " Saria exhaled forcefully, and the tears finally couldn't be stopped by her eyes, and flowed down in Saria's smile.
"I'm very happy! I can see Totori I'm very satisfied to have this happiness." Sobbing, but keeping a smile, Saria said happily - a heartbreaking feeling. The parting scene that only appears in TV dramas happened right in front of Totori.
"This kind of pinching that has been used so badlycan you please stop showing up, you bastard!"
It seems that he wants to use complaints to cheer upWhen saying goodbye, it seems that as the person being said goodbye, Totori should also forcefully smile and say to Saliya, "I will always remember you." ¡± or something like ¡°Wait for me and I¡¯ll come to you.¡±
Butshe couldn't say it.
The girl stubbornly believed that she would be able to think of a solution - now that she has all the power, cosplay, magical girls As long as she can think of a solution, she has gone through it in her mind countless times.
It¡¯s just that the reality has always been so helpless.
"I" Saria seemed to want to say something else, but at this moment, her body suddenly burst out with a strong light, and the warm world in the evening suddenly shook at this moment. No one knew what was happening. What, but in everyone's heart, they felt the disgust they felt when they heard the sound of nails digging into the wood.
¡ª¡ªThisis the darkness contained in Saria?
"I almost can't hold on anymore!" Saria covered her heart fiercely. The green light emitted from her body made her expression a little scary, but she seemed to be trying her best to keep her smile. At this time, the headless horseman Bama Celti, whom Totori had been looking for these past few days, silently jumped out from the side. Without her head, she seemed to be looking here with indifferent eyes.
¡ª¡ªThis guyis here to kill Saliya!
Totori's expression turned ferocious for a moment. She wanted to organize, but somehow she had no power to stop her. What she thought was reason told her at this moment that if there was no other way, she could only accept this. A farewell, right?
Get moving!
You can¡¯t do this, move!
The girl kept pushing her body like this, but what she got in return was her legs that fell down because she could no longer support her body, and tears that instantly burst out of her eyes.
Saria seemed to know the danger on her body and slowly took several steps back. Although not far away, an insurmountable chasm suddenly formed between Tortori and her - the boundary between death and life. Lea glanced at the Headless Horseman, who immediately raised his head as if understanding. scythe, and walked towards Saria without hesitation.
"The slender girl without a head is the god of death under the night." Lea and her and the night on the other side of the mountain seemed to be solidified into a picture. Tori had no strength to stop it, and there was no way to stop it. Only under the cover of night, as a bystander, he quietly watched the girl who was once inextricably linked to him being judged under the scythe of death.
Maybe at this time, I really want to pray for Saria for a while.
The endless despair and helplessness actually gave rise to the decisive determination that Totori never wanted to have.
¡ª¡ªI am Totori, even though I lost. But at least when defeated, he must give a tough impression to the girl he "loves". There was a blank in the picture, but Totori couldn't help but forced a smile to Saria.
As if there was a ray of sunshine, Saria's face that had become a little ferocious because of what she had endured instantly became clear. Under the black scythe, the girl's most beautiful smile bloomed, and her crimson lips appeared under Totori's eyes. In my heart, I engraved this unfinished sentence: "I love you"
This was a declaration that resounded in Totori¡¯s heart, and time seemed to have stopped at this moment.
"Love." This simple word, like a magic sound filling her ears, instantly cleansed Totori's heart. The girl understood something at this moment. Everything he didn't know and what he knew was instantly connected into a thread - it was instantly intertwined between himself and Saria.
Totori felt empty in her heart. At this moment, she no longer had any worries.
"That's rightthis isthe answer."
¡ª¡ªThank you for your confession, Saria
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Volume five, finished.
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As for what the ending is like? Although I don¡¯t want to spoil it, I¡¯ll give it a short spin. The ending is definitely not a tragedy. , this is the real end of this book