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Volume 3: The Place Closest to the Sky Chapter 26: The Curtain Opens

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    As mentioned before, Kotomine Kirei is an empty shell with nothing inside.

    Kotomine Kirei is a hollow man who doesn¡¯t even understand the meaning of this war, even though he is in the middle of it.

    Emiya Kiritsugu understood Kotomine Kirei, and it was precisely because of this that Kirei made the conclusion, "If there is someone who understands him, that person must be the same type of person as him." With this understanding, he felt that Emiya  Kiritsugu lived up to his expectations.  Although he had never met her once, he made the most appropriate evaluation of Kotomine Kirei.  To him, this is gospel.  The man Emiya Kiritsugu was exactly what he imagined.

    But in fact, Kotomine Kirei has nothing in the spirit of Emiya Kiritsugu.  On the surface, Kiritsugu would only engage in meaningless wars - a man who gained nothing from it and just repeated killings.  It's so deviant from common sense, so futile, but he is by no means a confused person.  Emiya Kiritsugu's long-cherished wish is to save humanity.  Cut off all war and bloodshed and achieve eternal world peace.

    "This kind of desire that even small students no longer have"

    "The inexplicable words made Kotomine Kirei feel as if he had lost his soul, as if he had gone through all the imaginable tests but could not get the answer he was looking for, and the roar of his soul was like the anguish of his soul.

    "¡ª¡ªwhat is this?"

    Facing Kirei Iwamine¡¯s voiceless questioning, he somehow knew that it was not questioning him, but Kiritsugu, the Kiritsugu whom he had mistakenly thought was the same person and placed his hope in that person.

    "This is not true! You don't understand Emiya Kiritsugu at all!"

    ¡°Tsk¡ªI can¡¯t explain this because it doesn¡¯t make sense.

    "Whether you believe it or not, let me tell you who Emiya Kiritsugu is. That person is the real rationalist."

    "Butstruggle is the nature of human beings. To eradicate it is no different from eradicating human beings. Isn't it meaningless or something? Emiya Kiritsugu's so-called ideal cannot be called thought from the beginning, it is just a child's dream talk  !How can it be!"

    "That's why he wants the Holy Grail. 'Kino' is my clone, so I've known him for several years. At least I know this kind of thing."

    Faced with the inexplicable revelation that he and Chino were the same person, Kotomine Kirei didn't pay any attention to this kind of information that the church would pay attention to.  He thought about the two women who desperately tried to stop him in the jungle of Einbern City when they faced danger.

    "Whatthat's why I can't understand Emiya Kiritsugu.  Since you love this wife, since you are in love with each other, why should you talk about eternal world peace?  Why sacrifice your loved ones for such a meaningless ideal?  How could he not know that that woman was the container of the Holy Grail!  ?

    "He lost everything for the ideal he pursued In order to save the contradiction of those who cannot be saved, he always endured punishment and was deprived of everything around him. So far, he has been forced to make sacrifices more than once  It¡¯s the decision of the one you love¡­¡±

    ¡°You mean, it¡¯s not just this one time¡ªit¡¯s this man¡¯s way of survival?¡±

    "Ah, that's how that person is. Even if he knows that he will lose him one day, he still doesn't hesitate to give out his feelings." He somehow knew that this would be a huge blow to Kirei, but sooner or later, this was something he would have to face.  The truth, telling him now, may not be a bad thing. "If you don't believe it, you can ask Irisviel for confirmation. I think you will get a positive answer. After all, they have lived together for nine years. Kiritsugu cannot deceive her for nine years."  Nian, you must know that her firm will cannot be forged by lies."

    "I understand," Kirei said calmly, "I finally understand. This is Emiya Kiritsugu."

    Judging from the results, Kirei was wrong from the beginning - the questions were answered, and the expectations turned into disappointment.

    Emiya Kiritsugu is not searching for the truth in meaningless disputes.

    That man just reduced all meaningful things to nothingness.

    It¡¯s not that he has no wishes, but because he has such a whimsical wish, he falls into a chain of nothingness.  This futility, this waste, stupid and hopeless.

    Kiritsugu might be able to see through Kotomine Kirei's empty heart, and he might be afraid of that emptiness and be wary of it.  However, he could never imagine the meaning of having such emptiness.  The crazy desire that Kirei held was something he couldn't understand at all.

    Emiya Kiritsugu¡¯s life can be summed up as giving up everything over and over again.

    The joy and happiness that man gave up.  Even if it's just a fragment, in Kirei's eyes, it has something worth spending his life on.To protect it, even at the cost of dying for it.

    For a man who cannot find even these small pieces of joy and happiness and continues to be confused, Kiritsugu's living situation exists in his own envy and longing.

    How can it be tolerated that hungers that cannot be satisfied, deficiencies that cannot be filled, are so belittled and made stupid?  How can we prevent him from feeling hatred?

    The gloomy emotions welling up in his heart made Kirei's smile become distorted.  He finally understood the meaning of war.

    I have no interest in the Holy Grail.  It doesn't matter even if there is no thought of realizing the wish in my heart.  If I could personally crush the ideals of this man who focused everything on miracles - even the Holy Grail, which was worthless to me, would still have meaning in seizing it.

    The excitement of the approaching battle made Kirei's hands tremble.  The high-spirited fighting spirit burned in his chest, as if he was about to pull out the black key and pierce everything in front of him.  Kotomine Kirei laughed loudly.  The beating of the soul has never stopped in the past few years.

    "Jealousy and hatred" he sighed inexplicably and looked down at Kirei who was laughing. "Hey, although gaining some feelings shouldn't be a bad thing, but it turned out to be these negative things in the beginning, is that okay?"

    "What are you talking about, Demon King No, it's the seventh ancestor!" Kotomine Kirei couldn't fully understand his current state of mind, but he still had a rare feeling that he planned to do one thing with all his strength. "You,  I also want the Holy Grail, so I have to be an enemy of that person, what can I do?¡±

    "Nothing is needed"

    "¡ª¡ª!"

    "Hatred will make you lose the direction of your search." Inexplicably, with lightning speed, he pressed his hand on Kirei's forehead. "Just a moment, go get some sleep. Don't worry, Emiya Kiritsugu will not get the Holy Grail. Of course.  , what you are looking for may be found at some point in the future. Now"

    "Youdon't look like the Demon King at all" Kirei reluctantly said this, and then his vision dimmed

    "Faragni."

    "Yes." White flames floated in the air.

    "Place him well, I don't intend to let what happens next affect people outside the script"

    "knew"

    ¡­¡­¡­¡­The Great Holy Grail¡­¡­¡­¡­

    In the darkness enclosed in the deep underground, [it] is lost in the abyss of shallow sleep.

    What I dreamed about in my light sleep was the countless incoherent and far-fetched [prayings] that were entrusted to me a long time ago.

    wonderful world.  Beautiful life.  A soul without flaws.

    Because this desire is so strong, all other sins must be entrusted to one place, and this is the desire of weak people.

    By answering that [prayer], [it] once saved a world.

    There is no sin except me.  No flaws but me.

    I am the only one who deserves to be hated.  I am the only one who deserves to be hated.

    By doing so, they saved the world and brought peace to them.

    therefore¡ª¡ª

    ¡°[It] is not a saint who saves people and saves the world.  There is no praise, no reverence, no singing, only contempt, only curses, only contempt I don¡¯t know when even the name when I was a human was taken away, leaving only the name of its [mode of existence], which eventually became a name passed down from generation to generation.  concept.

    Until now, everything has become a dream of memories that has been baptized by the years.

    How many years have passed since then?

    At this time, [it] was sleeping peacefully on the cog bunk, thinking blankly.

    It feels like there has been some complicated evolution.  Yes, just about sixty years ago.  It was almost an instant ago.

    Because the thing happened suddenly, I didn¡¯t fully understand it - when I came back to my senses, [it] was already in a place like a mother¡¯s warm placenta.

    The infinite darkness sighs in the deepest part of the earth.

    It used to be an [egg]-like place where infinite possibilities were hidden.  One day, a seed-like [it] entered and took root here.  From that day on, it became the belly that gave birth to darkness that did not belong to anything. It literally became the ** that cultivated [it] to maturity.

    From then on, [it] slept slightly while like a baby receiving nourishment from the mother's placenta, reliably absorbing the magic power flowing in from the place of spiritual veins.  [It] is growing steadily while waiting for the opportunity to come without anyone noticing.

    Waiting for one day to leave this hot and deep darkness and the moment of birth.

    Suddenly, [it]¡ª¡ªvertical??My ears listened to the sounds coming from nearby.

    Just now, someone did speak.

    "Oh, is this an evil in this world? This ishownobleThen, just come with me"

    Ah, someone is calling me.

    You are called together with blessings.

    Respond to him.  Now, it must be possible.

    The magic vortex that had already expanded to an extremely huge size in the darkness gave [it] a definite form.

    ??The countless [wishes] placed in the distant past should be able to come true now.

    "Existence" like what is being prayed for.

    ¡¾Do¡¿Everything that is desired.

    The pieces of the puzzle have all come together.

    The gears of destiny are meshing with each other, and they are now turning bravely with the goal of completion.

    The rest - just wait for the channel to open.

    "[It] was dreaming in a light sleep, while crying out a cry that would dye the world the color of a red lotus

    [It] is also repeating fetal movements in the unknown, dark underground.

    (A certain snake: double update)-

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