The day is approaching day by day, and most people can't suppress their excitement, but Ren Yuan's heart is very calm.
This kind of calmness is both normal and strange. What is about to happen seems to fall on yourself as well as on others. It feels strange and mysterious. No matter how strange it is, time will move forward at a neither fast nor slow speed. finally reached. Sixteen years ago today, Ren Yuan escaped from the hospital and left a letter to Su Ye, and everything changed.
The unknown master, the fairy sword, the practice in the mountains, the sixteen-year agreement, everything was clearly played back in front of Ren Yuan, and Ren Yuan was no longer calm.
Ren Yuan strolled in front of a car, walking alone in the city.
Xiao Huang and Xiao Bai were guarding the red building, and they naturally felt that today was unusual.
Not being calm means struggling. It is the different selves that want to make a sound, so they are lively, and then wait for the boiling moment.
After Ren Yuan guarded the body, he discovered that there is a body in the body, doctors discovered that there are acupuncture points, and practitioners discovered that there are orifices, but Ren Yuan discovered that the human body has the root of all things. The so-called transformation of the physical body is to find this mystery and excavate it. For example, if Ren Yuan found the snake veins and cultivated them, he could transform into a long tongue. The same is true for transforming into a dragon. However, in the past month, Ren Yuan discovered that there were thoughts underneath his thoughts. Thoughts that have not been discovered before and thought not to exist may actually exist. Ren Yuan found that he could not achieve true purity. Entering concentration and samadhi again and again is actually just getting closer to that purity.
At this moment, as Ren Yuanyu was walking slowly on the streets of the bustling city, a thought suddenly occurred to him, that is, the reason why he was with Su Chen and Chen Kexin was that apart from worldly love and the reason from his previous life, there was actually another reason. It turned out that deep down in Ren Yuan's heart, he didn't want to see Su Ye as the only one.
Ren Yuan is terminally ill and must forget his feelings in order to survive. Ren Yuan recovered from his illness and continued to forget his feelings for the sake of practicing Taoism. However, he could not forget his feelings after all, so he entered the world. As soon as you touch the earthly world, you are sentient. Su Ye's love was too profound and infatuating. Ren Yuan took over Su Ye's diary from Su Chen. The love network weaved over fourteen years, even with Ren Yuan's ability, he lost his composure on the spot.
Ren Yuan can actually refuse Su Chen's love and Chen Kexin's love. At the same time, as long as he handles it well, it won't make them too sad. However, Ren Yuan let it go. Ren Yuan used to think that it was because he had lost something before that he cherished the present very much. Now it seems, at least not all of them are like this. Being with Su Chen and Chen Kexin is more or less trying to dilute the love for Su Ye in my heart. Su Ye's love is too strong.
Ren Yuan was slightly surprised when such an idea came up. However, Ren Yuan did not deny it, but chose to look directly at it. Ren Yuan couldn't help but think that if Su Ye was still the Su Ye of sixteen years, she would acquiesce in the existence of two other relationships. She is almost unconditional about herself. However, what will Su Ye think sixteen years later? Will she regard her relationship with Su Chen and Chen Kexin as a kind of betrayal, or will she feel uncomfortable even though she doesn't think so. Thinking about this, Ren Yuan understood more and more why Su Chen and Chen Kexin chose to go out at this time. They were also posing a question for themselves, that is, when he saw Su Ye, he would talk about the two of them. Ren Yuan thought that they were both proud after all, and this would not change because they loved themselves.
Ren Yuan walked and found that he was already on the campus of Aurora University.
The classrooms in each teaching building and the reading rooms in the library of Aurora University are all lit up, making the campus bright. Boys and girls were walking quickly along the main streets of the campus, and some were walking in twos and threes on the campus grassland and bamboo forest. Couples were more common. Ren Yuan thought, there was a time when he and Su Ye walked around campus like this, making others envious. Time is like water, Ren Yuan couldn't help but sigh.
Suddenly, Ren Yuan caught a glimpse of Qin Jian, and to his surprise, there was Feng Yu next to Qin Jian. The two of them walked together in perfect harmony, equally envious of others. Ren Yuan could tell that if the two were separated, their relationship should still be simple, but in the future, he couldn't say for sure. Seeing such a man and woman, Ren Yuan couldn't help but hope that they would be together. Qin Jian and Feng Yu at this time were just like him and Su Ye for more than ten years. On college campuses, it seems that there are always sentimental love stories with the same content and different forms. Ren Yuan hid quietly in the woods because Feng Yuya would be embarrassed to see him.
Ren Yuan was walking around the campus of Aurora University carefully. Aurora University now has many new buildings, and there are not many places where the memories of him and Su Ye are engraved. Ren Yuan walked around, then left the school and sat in the bar street outside the school. At about ten o'clock, Ren Yuan left the bar and took a taxi to the place where he and Su Ye used to live.
Ren Yuan did not go upstairs, he stood downstairs and watched. The house they used to live in now had lights on. Ren Yuan lingered for a while and then left. It was close to early morning when Ren Yuan arrived at Huashan People's Hospital, and he did not enter through the main door. He doesn't want to interfere with others. His body floated, and he jumped in with the help of the night.
Once we settled down, the grass remained the same. Ren Yuan will be here soonWent under the oncology inpatient building back then. Back then, he slipped out of that ward window and climbed down the sewer. At this place, at this moment, Ren Yuan began to feel that Sixteen Years Old Ren Yuan was beginning to possess him. Complete despair and the determination to break up with her lover rippled in her chest for a moment, and a powerful emotional wave hit Ren Yuan. Ren Yuan allowed himself to recall bit by bit, and also allowed himself to go back to sixteen years ago. If you let this go, you will feel like you are a small boat in the middle of strong winds and waves, in danger of being engulfed at any time.
I don¡¯t know how much time passed, but Ren Yuan suddenly heard a familiar painful moan in his ears. Ren Yuan's brows moved slightly, and the moans immediately turned from one into two, from two into four, and into many, many more. This moaning sound was not a hallucination, it came from various wards in the oncology department. The sounds, whether loud or small, or the moans in his heart, rang in Ren Yuan's ears very clearly. Here, it is easiest to see life, old age, illness and death in the world. Death, in particular, is extremely cruel and painful. The past is the present, the present is the future, and this building plays out the same story day and night. Knowing this, Ren Yuan thought that he was extremely lucky. It was a one-in-a-million chance to survive despite death.
The full moon was originally in the sky, but suddenly it was covered by a group of dark clouds, making the night darker. The moans gradually subsided, and the people suffering from the disease fell into nightmares due to exhaustion. Suddenly, Ren Yuan felt his heart beat an obviously unusual beat, and a woman suddenly appeared in front of Yingying Chuochuo.
The dark clouds dispersed, and the moonlight was like water, illuminating the woman's beautiful face.
Ren Yuan immediately walked forward quickly.
"Ren Yuan." The woman called softly, her voice sounding like it came from a thousand years ago.
Those eyebrows, those eyes, that nose, who else could it be if it wasn¡¯t Su Ye? ! Ren Yuan's nose felt sore at first, and after walking a few steps, his body suddenly became firm, his eyes were sharp, and he shouted: "Who are you?"