Only idealism can penetrate the soul! When a person lives his whole life, what he lives after all is not the world, but the world.
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Hearing Ye's words at this time, Chen Xiaoming suddenly recalled the scene when he and Ye first met.
"Who are you?"
"I am night."
"Are you a wrist wheel?"
"I am night."
"you are human?"
"I am night."
Time and time again, Ye just repeated the name. Chen Xiaoming once regarded this as Ye's nonsense, but he did not expect that at that time, he was also so hesitant.
"Night" Chen Xiaoming shouldn't say it, so he could only sigh sadly.
Ye seemed to be a little excited, his voice was sonorous and powerful, like a barrage of cannons, without stopping, "The name I am forced to remember, the name I cannot forget, I must because I forget everything, only remember the name far away, I The memory I want to retrieve, the reason for our soul apostle¡¯s arrogance.
After all, I am nothing more than this. I also have the same desire. It is these desires that have always supported me.
Therefore, I have been working hard to train you and urge you to increase your authority.
My instinct tells me that when the authority is increased, maybe I can find the root of all this. "
Ye¡¯s judgment was correct. After the authority was upgraded to D level, Black Moon, the existence that brought Ye hope, appeared.
Chen Xiaoming could imagine Ye's excitement at this time, because he was equally excited.
"I understand." Chen Xiaoming said suddenly, "Remember, my companion and I said that day: No matter what kind of response the star people make, I have to face it, together with Y. Even if I don't want to admit it, it is meaningless. , I have already carried this burden heavily."
This is Chen Xiaoming's decision. Whether it is Ye's selfishness or Ye's burden, he will not escape.
Since he has to go against the will of heaven, Chen Xiaoming will never give up the only chance - Ye.
Ye was silent again. When he spoke again, he didn't seem to hear Chen Xiaoming's muttering to himself. He just continued, "Apostle? - The literal meaning is a devout person who is sent."
Only devout people can be called apostles, but neither you nor I know who our 'lord' is, let alone being devout to others. Logically speaking, it is impossible for us to become soul apostles. "
"But we have still become soul apostles" Chen Xiaoming's voice was unhesitating and full of arrogance, "In other words, we have a pious goal, that is"
"No." Ye's voice was deep and powerful, "Without the Lord, we still need faith and be devoted to our faith. So, I taught you faith"
"Faith" Chen Xiaoming finally gave the answer he already knew.
No, he had already experienced all kinds of extreme joys, sorrows and joys through training night after night. In order to teach him whether he is trustworthy or not in such a limit.
¡°Everything may be psychedelic, the candy house can strangle people to death, the lover may leave at any time, but the disappearing enemy will definitely appear in front of you at any time, with severed heads.
There is no use being numb and forgetting history. What happened will always be imprinted in the soul, and escaping can only make the pain appear in a more terrifying form.
In such a world, you can live, you can't, you can live, and you will come to an end. In those soul shocks, Chen Xiaoming experienced too many ups and downs, and also found his true faith.
Yes, he is worthy of being Ye¡¯s disciple. Chen Xiaoming finally made the same choice as Ye. Since the world is so illusory, then I only have faith.
The ability to believe, the choice of belief, and the meaning of belief.
Of course, this kind of belief is not selfish or lonely, but an idealistic belief.
Faith does not mean being disinterested in others or history, nor does it mean being cynical about the world. Faith is all choices of faith, and it is also everything of faith.
This can be a decision or a dream.
Soul Apostles are never materialists. Only idealism can penetrate the soul. This may be the source of the strength of Soul Apostles, but who can.
Chen Xiaoming is an extraordinary soul apostle who should believe in him. Maybe this is just Chen Xiaoming's abnormal thoughts. His abnormal beliefs eventually turned into such abnormal beliefs.
"However, he does not regret it, because he has no faith.
Only, is the source of the soul.
As long as you can become stronger, so what if you go against the axioms of the world? When a person lives his whole life, what he lives after all is not the world, but
Ye said coldly, "Accept it. It is precisely because of faith that we are often not so-called 'good people'. Soul apostles are inherently complicated, good or evil, as you please.
me either.
The day you conquered the Soul Eater, I got an opportunity. That's Miaoya's obsession. "
"Meowa?" Chen Xiaoming suddenly mentioned this name overnight.
"Now think about it, is there really only one way out of that crisis? Just like the Mist Immortal who only has a few soul elves left, but still manages to stay together. If I really try my best, maybe I can really save Miao Ya the way of the soul,
But, I still chose that path.
I have never told you that breaking through authority is not that simple. In addition to the accumulation of soul force, it also requires many special conditions. For example, upgrading from F to E level requires a jsx environment, which means entering a new world.
And upgrading from level E to level D requires the obsession and sacrifice of the soul to achieve the pride and belief of the soul apostle.
I fulfilled Miaoya¡¯s wish, but I also took advantage of him. I devoured his obsession, and finally completed the opportunity to break through the D-level bottleneck. "
Ye stopped here. He didn't seem to care about the consequences of these words being revealed. He seemed to rather be a villain and to be hated by Chen Xiaoming?
Chen Xiaoming shook his head and said, "Ye, I'm very happy that you can tell me this. But I'm not a bad person. I remember what I said when I made up my mind. I also have a lot of obsessions, and I won't give up. , when I need it, I will not hesitate to kill Miaoya with my own hands.
¡° Moreover, with such an ending, Miaoya is also satisfied.
This is its choice, and it has enough awareness.
So, you don¡¯t have to worry about me, we are the same kind of people, right? "