It sounds cruel and inhumane, and it makes people feel that he is too ruthless.
But it is indeed so.
Xia Xian is dead, Sister Yan Yan disappeared to save me, and Sally Elle was also in danger for me. []
I have been betrayed by others, and I have betrayed someone. Seeing the person he loved lying in a pool of blood. After going through all this, suffering, enduring torture, I finally understood what the so-called happiness is.
What is happiness?
I originally didn¡¯t have a clear definition of these two words.
"Just like before, I thought that if others could be happy, then it wouldn't matter to me. Speaking of which, for people like me, it is unreasonable to seek happiness, right?
?That¡¯s what I thought at the time.
It¡¯s indeed ridiculous.
If there are really people in the world who think like me, just think about the good of others and you will be happy if you think of others being happy. So what happens when these two people meet?
Ah, you must be happy.
¡°Ah, no, no, no, you are the one who wants to be happy. For people like me, it doesn't matter.
That¡¯s what I said.
As a result, neither of them could find happiness.
This is a very sad thing. But it is a very realistic thing, because here, I can now stand up and say, "In the Gensokyo I live in, there are really many such people."
They are my most important people and my favorite people.
I hope they can be happy, and presumably they think so too, right?
Hehe, maybe a little narcissistic. But now that I can think about it like this, I can indeed feel very happy in my heart.
??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? Being able to drink black tea made by Sakuya herself in the early morning, and then chatting with Suzusen, makes me feel very happy in this kind of life.
I just thought for a moment that I could quarrel and bicker with Meihong when I go out, and then the two of them walk together. This kind of life feels very happy.
????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? I just thought about being able to stay with Alice when I¡¯m bored, and then the two of them sew dolls, this kind of life feels very happy.
In your free time, you can go to Taziwu to teach, or go to Eternal Pavilion to learn medical knowledge from Shixiang. I feel very happy living this way. I long for that kind of life and look forward to that kind of life. For me, that is happiness.
Because I like Sakuya and Suzusen, I feel happy. Because I like Meihong, I feel happy. Because I like Alice, I feel happy. There are other people
It¡¯s great to meet each other, it¡¯s great to know each other.
I never dared to imagine that a heartless monster like myself could one day know what happiness is like.
I no longer only care about the happiness of others, because I know that if I am not happy, then others will not be happy either.
Especially them.
Ah, thinking of this, let¡¯s write down the last words.
To those of you who I like.
"Don't cry, don't feel sad.
Having made such a decision, I really feel very happy. Just thinking about what I can do for you makes me smile from ear to ear.
? ? Okay, okayit's almost time. It's time for me to leave.
I embark on the final journey, for you, and for the Gensokyo you love more, and at the same time, it is also to fulfill my original responsibility as a container.
Finally, maybe this is a bit too cunning, but I still want to say something.
I like you, very, very much.
So, I will definitely come back. I will come to Gensokyo again.