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Volume 4: The boy who longs to become a doll Chapter 44: Experience pain and then move forward

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    Chu Tong saw a glimmer of light in the dark mire.

    It was very faint. If it were in other places, he would never be able to see it, but here in the endless deep darkness, there was a faint light that was more dazzling than anywhere else.  []

    He wants to sink like this. He doesn¡¯t want to suffer anymore, and he doesn¡¯t want to see the people he loves suffer anymore.  Avoiding and unwilling to face it, hoping to become a puppet and letting the darkness wipe out all his thoughts.

    But seeing the light that although weak still persisted in shaking in the darkness, trying to illuminate the front, Chu Tong's eyes that were slightly closed slowly opened.  His body was still pierced by black sharp thorns, but he could no longer feel the pain at all.

    He subconsciously stretched out his hand and grabbed for the bright light, as if he wanted to hold it in his hand.  So he heard some subtle sounds in this dead place, which were very familiar.

    The light gradually amplified, and the sound became clearer. He listened carefully, and it was the sound of a piano.

    The song is also a song that I am very familiar with.

    There must be someone ahead of you who you want to see, someone you want to see no matter what.

    With this thought in mind, he stretched out his hand to hold the black thorn embedded in his chest, and then pulled it out with force.

    Severe pain struck without warning, and the wound that was no longer painful once again made him miserable.

    Black blood spurted out, but the light became brighter and brighter, gradually filling Chu Tong's vision.

    He endured the pain, stretched out his hand again, and pulled out the sharp black thorns on his body. Then there was another burst of pain, blood splashed out again, and the light became more abundant.

    He didn¡¯t stop, because Chu Tong knew that if he stopped because of timidity, he would never have the courage to pull out the sharp thorns on his body.  In order to see someone behind that light, he risked everything and was never timid.

    He originally didn¡¯t care about his own life, but because of Sally, he understood that the existence of life must have meaning.

    He originally thought that he could not bring happiness to others, but because of the welcome party at Hakurei Shrine, he understood that he could also do such great things.

    He originally thought that no matter how hard he struggled, he would never be recognized by others, but when You Dingtian faced the Emperor for the second time, the appearance of the masters and craftsmen let him know that they had finally established an intersection.

    He originally thought that he would never find a place to stay, but Feng Jian Youxiang clearly told him that he was her younger brother, and she was his place to stay.

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    After understanding so much, am I still a coward unwilling to face the facts?

    He took a step forward, and the black thorn on one foot was pulled out. The pain made him almost fall to his knees, but he still stood unsteadily, so he took out the other foot.

    There was still a shaking and blood splattered everywhere.  Although he was scarred and his body was wet with blood, all the sharp thorns that trapped him were pulled out.  Without any hesitation, he stepped forward towards the light ahead.

    So, gentle light filled my eyes, and the beautiful piano sound lingered around my ears.

    "Sister YanyanSally Aier"

    The black lava pool has cooled rocks at its feet.

    Looking around, black thorns are rising into the sky, and black breath is constantly rushing out from them, forming new thorns that are growing upward crazily.

    The sharp spikes penetrated into the rock, shattering many small stones.

    Sally Elle floated in the center of the lava pool, wrapped in a thick black aura. Countless black chains split from her body and connected to countless black thorns.

    Not far away from Chu Tong was Jian Yanyan. She was sitting in front of the Noble Phantasm [Tris' Four Hands], playing a piece of music that Chu Tong was very familiar with.

    When I first learned to compose music, I was faced with a lot of obstacles, so the piano piece I finally composed was jokingly called "Experiencing Pain and Then Moving Forward" by Chu Tong and Sister Yan Yan.

    Alice sat behind Chu Tong, her eyes blank.

    How could it become like this?

    Chu Tong began to think hard about the memory fragments in his mind, and he couldn't even care about the joy of seeing Sister Yan Yan.

    Finally, I rememberedthat was when I was absorbing the black aura.  Not wanting to be annihilated by negative emotions, Sally Air finally took action, expelling the black breath from Chu Tong's body, and then guided it towards herself. The black breath immediately turned into black thorns and broke through some kind of seal.

    Is it still my fault in the end

    Chu Tong, who had just regained consciousness, was in a state of confusion and subconsciously knelt down.??On the ground.

    At this time, the sound of the piano was heard.

    Chu Tong subconsciously raised his head and looked at Sister Yan Yan, whom he missed day and night.  As a result, he found that the person had already arrived in front of him.

    He looked at that delicate face. Jian Yanyan seemed to want to say something harsh, but when she looked at Chu Tong, there was only a gentleness between her brows: "Don't start a fight."  You can't do it in spirit. So many girls have made sacrifices for you. As a boy, shouldn't you be responsible for this?"

    "But, I can't defeat Yakumo Purple, and I can't think of a way to save Sally Elle. Even Sakuya and Meihong, I can only watch them helplessly"

    As Chu Tong talked, he expressed his joy at seeing Sister Yan Yan again, Sally's regret for making the sacrifice because of him, helplessness and grief as he watched Saku Ye and Meihong fall in front of him, and also  Feeling sorry for Alice, all of this turned into various contradictions sweeping over this 17-year-old boy.

    "Sister Yanyan! I'm in so much pain" He cried like a child: "I like you, I also like Sally Aier, Sakuye and Meihong. I like them allbut I don't  I can find a way to protect you. I hate myself for being so powerless, and I hate myself for being so helpless, but I have also tried to save something. I wanted to save you back then, and I wanted to kill that monster for Sally Elle.  I want to watch Sakuya quietly making black tea, I want to argue with Meihong, andandbut"

    He paused, then hugged the person in front of him with all his strength, and buried his head in her arms. Jian Yanyan also hugged Chu Tong's head, with a little sadness on her face.

    "ButI can't do anything except cry."

    Jian Yanyan smiled softly, and she stroked the head of the boy she loved: "Do you really like Sakuye and Meihong? If so, of course crying can't do anything."

    "I like them. I have liked them for a long time. I just avoided saying it" As Chu Tong said this, he felt his heart hurt again: "Hey, Sister Yanyan, tell me, how can I do it?"  Without pain? How can we not hurt others? How can we save others?"

    Jian Yanyan gently held up Chu Tong's head, looked at the young man who was still crying, and then wiped the tears on his face: "He is still a crybaby If you want to be free from pain, you can be free from pain."  If you hurt others and want to save othersthen"

    She closed her eyes and smiled, then opened her eyes and looked at Chu Tong: "Then be a person who can smile even when you are in pain."

    Jian Yanyan touched Chu Tong¡¯s face, and then pointed behind Chu Tong. Chu Tong looked back and saw Saku Ye and Mei Hong slowly kneeling and sitting up from the ground, as if it was a miracle.

    Chu Tong rolled and crawled towards the two of them, with tears on his face, and hugged the two who had not yet reacted.  Then he looked back immediately as if he remembered something.

    There is nothing behind him, and even with the Noble Phantasm [Tris' Four-Handed Bomb], Jian Yanyan seems to have never existed.

    Just like that, disappeared.

    Sister Yanyan

    Chu Tong hugged Sakuye and Meihong who were still unconscious, crying softly.

    Immediately afterwards, he let go of the two people who were gradually blushing, wiped away the tears on their faces, and raised his head with only a determined look in his eyes.  He looked at Sariel and Yakumo Murasaki on Sariel's side, and picked up the Kirisame Sword from the ground.

    ?Experience the pain and then move forward.
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