Yinzhen looked out the window with some worry, carefully looked at Kangxi's face, and deliberately tried to persuade him: "Huang Ama" However, Kangxi was just thinking silently and ignored him. For a moment, Yinzhen had mixed feelings in his heart, but he was unwilling to accept it, so he asked tentatively, "The thirteenth brother is very worried about the dragon body of Emperor Ama, and he fasts in the mansion every day, copying scriptures and praying for Emperor Ama. Emperor. Ama just¡ª¡ª" Unexpectedly, Kangxi interrupted immediately, "I can't see him." Yinzhen looked at Kangxi and muttered, but in the end he said no more. This small movement naturally caught the eye of Kangxi. He seemed to see what Yinzhen was thinking, and sighed, "Don't just force me. You must know that there will always be times in life when people are unable to fulfill their wishes. Even if I become the emperor like this, everything will not go as planned. I know that you always value brotherhood and serve him wholeheartedly, but you just need to be more considerate of me."
"Huang Ama¡ª¡ª" Yinzhen was even more frightened when he heard this. He knelt down and kowtowed, "I will never dare to accept Huang Ama's words. Even my thirteenth brother, he" Kangxi was leaning on the couch. He first dismissed all the maids and eunuchs waiting in the Nuan Pavilion, and then motioned for Yinzhen to come closer. Wei Zhu also gently closed the door of the palace and retreated. There was only silence in the Nuan Pavilion. Yinzhen knew that the emperor's father had something to say to him, so he moved his knees and knelt closer to the emperor's father, and said softly, "Huang Ama¡ª¡ª"
"Father and son of the Tian family, no one can live according to his own will. Since Yinxiang never thinks that he is wrong, there is no need for me to force him anymore, let alone with my current body and bones, there is no way I can Don't worry about meeting anyone anymore." Kangxi paused for a moment. He seemed to be a little lost in his words, and seemed to be recalling something. He spoke every word very slowly, "I know he still has some filial piety, but it's just that I don't want to see him. Even if you think I'm treating him unfairly, since so many days have passed, it's not bad for the remaining years. Or maybe when I feel better, I can slowly think about what to do. Treat him alive. If he really can't survive destiny this time, then the relationship between father and son between me and him will end here." When Kangxi said this, his voice suddenly became much older. When Yinzhen looked up again, he actually He could clearly see a line of tears rolling down his father's face. At this moment, Yinzhen was lying on the ground. He couldn't help but burst into tears. He just suppressed his words and said, "My son has fully understood Ama's heart as a king and a father." Come on."
Kangxi was hurt for a while, but he was able to stop his tears. The relationship between father and son was very important to him, but he couldn't help but think of the other person in his mind, and he couldn't help but talk to himself in a daze. He said, "I would like to meet the second elder brother now" Although the voice was very soft, Yinzhen heard it and asked hurriedly, "Do you want to summon the second elder brother to the garden?" Kangxi waved his hand and said, "That's all. , since he has settled down now, why should I provoke him again, lest others notice him and have other thoughts? Among my many elder brothers, only Yinreng is the one who has the most education and love. Hou. I have taught him the way of being a king and a minister personally for decades, but he is incompetent in the end. However, no matter how bad he is, for the sake of his mother-in-law, I can't really hold a grudge against him. For the rest of my life, I am just disappointed"
After saying that, Kangxi looked at Yinzhen again and said, "I am just thinking about the future king, and I can't see him again at this time." After a pause, Kangxi finally added, "I I just hope that you will have a good life." Take care of him." Yinzhen's heart was shaken, and he couldn't help but feel awe-inspiring. He was so excited that the heavy clothes on his back were wet. But seeing the pain of what the emperor said, he couldn't help but be deeply moved. He couldn't help but said sincerely, "In the past, my son The minister regarded his second brother as a semi-king, and served him with sincerity and respect. Even later there was not a day when he did not treat him as his second brother." With these words, Kangxi was greatly reassured, and his eyes were filled with a certain sparkle, " I believe in you."
"Let's not talk about him. I have a few more words that I want to tell you." Kangxi waved his hands, as if he was extremely tired, but still stood up and said to Yinzhen seriously, "You must remember it. "My son, I respectfully listen to the holy teachings." Yinzhen knelt down and heard Kangxi say, "I have made some arrangements for my death in the past two days I think you will always understand what I mean " There was a buzz in Yinzhen's head and a soreness in his nose. He nodded with great difficulty, and there were already a few crystals in his eyes. "Don't worry about it Your Majesty, you will definitely live a long life, my son" Kangxi Yinzhen had already held his hand and sat closer. At this moment, he stroked his hand as if comforting and said: "Everyone has this day. I have never been afraid of death. I hope you will not fall short of my expectations in the future." I know that you are a person with great ambitions, but you cannot control state affairs properly. You should not be too harsh on rules and regulations, and you should not be too biased in appointing people and doing things."
If Yinzhen realized something in his heart, he realized that although the old imperial father in front of him did not have the fierceness and decisiveness of killing in the palace, his sharpness and sensitivity that penetrated people's hearts made him feel more awe-inspiring. Although Kangxi saw Yinzhen With the complicated look in his eyes, I don't know what he was thinking, but he just said as usual, "You are still young, and although you have good intentions, you are inevitably eager for quick success. Even though I have taught you these principles today, you still have to be patient. Only by slowly experiencing it can you gain some insights. I am already in my seventies, and this matter of life and death?It's just that we take it lightly. I have gone through many times of life and death, and although I am not afraid of it, I am the Son of Heaven, connected with the world, and responsible for the welfare of Jiuzhou, so there are some things that I cannot be careless about. If you can get through it safely this time, I can teach you slowly, which will be considered a blessing. "
Kangxi said so much that his body was exhausted and unbearable, his chest was rising and falling more and more rapidly, and his breathing was becoming rapid. Yinzhen was about to wait for him to rest, but was blocked by Kangxi, "I see you have worked hard these past two days, so go back and rest. I feel that I am much better, so you don't have to just stay here to pick up the pieces." Go back and take a look when you have time, and come in with Yinzhi in two days." Although Yinzhen also knew that the emperor's father was getting better these days, he still felt worried when he thought of the dangers in the past, and he begged to stay. The emperor refused to serve in the garden, so Yinzhenfang had to kneel down and come out.
It was dark early at this time of year, and there was wind and snow blocking the road. By the time Yinzhen arrived at the Old Summer Palace, it was already the beginning of the Youchu period. Later, his attendants, including the Li family, the Fujin family, and the Nian family, invited people to visit him several times, but they were all invited by him. He refused, saying that he was too busy with government affairs and rested alone in the study that night. In the bright lights, the window paper vaguely revealed that Yinzhen was restless. Responding to the sound of pacing back and forth in the room, Su Peisheng, who was waiting outside, could also feel the restlessness in Yinzhen's heart. Snow, one inside and one outside, one master and one servant, sleepless all night.