Lu Yang once again knelt down next to Han Xizhen, stroking her cheek with his hands and calling her name.
"Okay, we are partners in this tricky mission. Let's introduce each other. What's your name? I can't call you 'hey hey hey', right?"
"Lu Bu."
"Yourepay Lu Bu? I think you are just like a migrant worker"
¡°Damn it!¡±
"Okay, okay! I just habitually hurt others, you are a big man, you won't care about me, right?"
"It's your turn, what's your name?"
"Han Xizhen."
""
"Take good care of Zihan, otherwise I won't let you go even if I become a ghost!"
"Why are you being a ghost? After the nuclear explosion, no matter what happens, you must hold on. I will definitely come back to you."
"I turned into ashes directly after the nuclear explosion! Are you coming back to seek death? You bastard! Remember to take good care of Zihan! You have to take care of him yourself! I can't trust that woman!"
"Don't give up! Strengthening the armor's defense will definitely be effective!"
"I helped you save heryou hugged her and left, leaving me here aloneyou didn't care about me at all"
""
"Don't give up! Never"
"Xizhen? Are you still there?"
"Xizhen?"
"Lollipop?"
"Damn! Damn it! Reply?"
"What the hell? Who allowed you to block me?"
"The target is dead."
¡°Are you kidding me!?¡±
"Lollipopwho allowed you to give up? Didn't I tell you not to give up? You are my woman, I said, I will definitely go back to find youyou"
""
"Xizhen, where did you promise to stay with me all the time?"
""
"Xizhen, love is not just love at first sight, it can also be worked out over time"
""
"Xizhen"
""
Han Xizhen could never open her eyes again, and her body gradually became cold.
Lu Yang lay down next to her, gently held her in his arms, and used his own body temperature to warm her as if. She never left.
¡¡
It was not until five days later that anyone discovered the body here and the dying Lu Yang.
When Lu Yang came out of the intensive care unit of the hospital a month later, his right arm was completely removed due to severe necrosis during treatment.
?Medical certificate. The pain of losing a loved one and the irreversible despair are very similar to the pain and despair of losing a limb, and the psychological trauma caused to people is also extremely similar.
"However, Lu Yang's personal experience confirmed that the pain and irreversible despair of losing a loved one is far greater than the pain and despair of losing a limb.
"The reason why the word "human" is called "human" is because we can only be human by supporting each other. When we lose the support of the other party, we can only fall down and become a corpse. Ora living corpse.
Just like Lu Yang now.
Lu Zihan came to visit him several times, but every time he was hit by the things he threw and ran away, and then he simply never came again.
Although the nurse hired by Lu Zihan tried hard to follow the doctor's advice and kept talking to Lu Yang, Lu Yang never said a word back to him. He just looked out the window indifferently, as if his soul had left.
Only occasionally when Han Xizhen¡¯s favorite Korean songs played in the room, Lu Yang¡¯s eyes were blank and empty. Only then will he look more energetic and let people know that he is still alive.
Now, although he only lost his right arm. But he is no longer any different from a patient with high paraplegia, because he no longer uses his remaining arm and two legs at all, and only survives on the feeding of the caregiver.
No one knowshe is just remembering
His life is much longer than that of ordinary people, so his memories are also much longer. It is not easy for him to recall everything.
Finally, in another snowy season, he has recalled everything he can recalland thenthis day is also the anniversary of his wedding to Han Xizhen several years ago
He decided to end his long life on this day.
When a person livesIn this world, there is no time to worry about it, that is, it is time to leave.
He spoke for the first time in the hospital. He told the nurse that he wanted to eat Western food, andhe didn't need to feed him this meal.
Seeing that the old man who had been waiting for him for nearly two years finally spoke, the nurse was extremely excited. After asking Lu Zihan for instructions, he went to the Western restaurant to order a meal and delivered it to the ward, and placed it on the table in front of Lu Yang.
Lu Yang hasn¡¯t left the bed for a long time. He had no use of his arms and legs, so his body seemed extremely stiff.
Especially for Western food, you need to hold the fork in your left hand and the knife in your right hand
The nurse was kicked out of the ward by him, so he had to do everything by himself.
After Lu Yang picked up the fork with his left hand, he remained stunned in place
He doesn¡¯t quite understandhow to hold the knife
Because he has no right hand.
¡°Obviously, he had begun to have symptoms of Alzheimer¡¯s disease during the two years he had been lying here, or because he had been alone for too long. He forgot that when he lost Han Xizhen, he also lost his right arm.
Lu Yang couldn't help but smile bitterly He originally wanted to use this knife to end his life after eating this commemorative Western meal.
But now, he can't even do this.
¡¡
"The rules limit that only three conspirators can leave this life! You must let her go!"
"But Ican't let go"
"Then you pull her up quickly and I'll get down! I can't hold it anymore!"
"Xizhen, I'm sorry, I can't leave with you. I will never be able to forgive myself for letting you go"
When Lu Yang finished speaking, Liu Jialing suddenly took out a dagger from her body. She didn't know what she said to Lu Yang, and thenshe slashed Lu Yang's wrist with the dagger and forcibly broke away from Lu Yang. hands
Lu Yang roared and watched Liu Jialing fall Dozens of black mist balls that followed quickly grabbed her and tore her into pieces in an instant.
¡¡
That day, under the flying saucer, before she stabbed Lu Yang¡¯s wrist with the dagger, she said to him
"I love you. I want you to remember me forever and never be able to forgive yourself"
¡¡
Now, without his right arm, he cannot pick up a table knife at all and cannot cut food with a table knife. Nor can I end my long life with a knife.
That day, under the flying saucer, Liu Jialing, whose arm was shot off by a sniper rifle, stabbed his wrist with a dagger to force him to let go?
In fact, Liu Jialing¡¯s self-destruction did not achieve the goal of making Lu Yang ¡®never be able to forgive himself¡¯.
¡°Vows are too heavy, especially the vows of love. He often swears like, "Only when there are no edges in the mountains and no traces in the water can I dare to fight with you." But in fact, the oaths can never withstand the erosion of time.
Unless Lu Yang and Han Xizhen have lived together for nearly half a century, the oaths and promises will be eternal in their lives. Otherwise, sooner or later, they will be diluted and dusted by time, and will be difficult to remember again ¡
Liu Jialing¡¯s self-destruction did not achieve the goal she wanted.
Lu Yang was only sad for her for three months to half a yearthat's all
?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? A wise man has a thousand considerations. Something must have happened. An arm that she had grown inexplicably at that time finally saved Lu Yang in his dying years. Realized what a huge mistake I had made.
His mistake made his and Han Xi¡¯s troubled life truly become a joke
Lu Yang angrily pushed away the dinner plate in front of him. The nurse who had been waiting outside the door heard the noise and rushed into the ward.
"I need a hypnotist." Lu Yang said to the nurse.
He once obtained the memory of the awakened Lu Yang during a terrifying campus mission. In that memory, the awakened Lu Yang relied on hypnosis to learn the truth that he had 'forgotten'.
And now Lu Yang finally realizes it. There were too many memory gaps in his survival mission before the maintenance of the conspiracy system
"Have you discovered it yet?" The nurse looked at Lu Yang's hanging sleeve, with a strange smile flashing across his face.
"Who are you!?" Lu Yang couldn't help but feel a chill in his body when he heard the tone of the nurse's words just now.
¡°You don¡¯t need a hypnotist, I can tell you whatever you want to know.¡± The nurse sat down next to Lu Yang.
In her eyes. The only way to escape Lu Yang is from Zhou LingThe kind of weirdness I had never seen before.
Lu Yang seems to have realizedhis miserable life is basically a trap
The problem is that until now, he has just realized that he is in the game, and he still doesn't know exactly what kind of game it is.
He doesn¡¯t want to know the answer from her He is thinking
"When the space crystal was activated I my body did not defeat the mirror image of my body projected in your memory at all the one who climbed out of the space crack was him not me" Lu Yang analyzed it with difficulty.
"The truth is not far away" the nurse nodded.
"The mirror image entered the mission world at that time and I was trapped in your memory world From the beginning, you knew that my body was not dead at all Once the space crystal is activated, I The tragedy began"
"You have lived for such a long time, and finally you understand." The nurse stretched out her hand and held Lu Yang's cheek.
"Then, you fabricated the entire mission world, making me mistakenly think that I, Yinyin, and Xizhen had left for dead"
"It's not all my forgery. It's all lies and lies, truth and lies. There are lies in the truth and truth in the lies. That's why it's hard for people to distinguish" The nurse continued to caress Lu Yang's cheek, her face The eyes, nose and mouth slowly disappeared from the faceeventuallyit turned into a faceless person.
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