"Huh, it seems that if I keep staying like this, I will hurt others sooner or later, and I will collapse myself." Looking at the sunset beside the skyline, Jun Yuxuan suddenly said this with a sigh. However, after saying these words, Jun Yuxuan was even more stunned.
Because, he suddenly remembered that he seemed to have escaped many things in the past few years. Whether it's feelings, family ties, or even friendships, it's the same. This kind of character is completely unlike him, but it really happens to him.
Thinking about these things, Jun Yuxuan's newly purified thoughts became chaotic again. Escape is never the best way to solve a problem perfectly. However, apart from this one, Jun Yuxuan could not think of any good solution. No, it's not that Jun Yuxuan can't think of it; it should be said that he doesn't want to think about it.
Looking down at his backyard, Jun Yuxuan had a strange idea. That is suicide. If you die, you will be done with it. However, this thought was just a thought, and was quickly forgotten by Jun Yuxuan. Because this idea is really vulgar.
However, just when this idea was put aside, Jun Yuxuan's eyes turned to Jessica's house opposite. Then, he remembered Jessica's coming to oppress him just now, as well as Kim Taeyeon's attitude that day, and Lin Yoona's attitude just now. Then, the fragile sense of security in his heart shrank instantly, protecting the last piece of pure land in his heart. That is, the memories he has of his parents.
In fact, this phenomenon, in the early days, gradually broke out with the sense of emotional crisis. The sense of security in Jun Yuxuan's heart has been gradually eroded a lot. However, after these few days of rest, I felt much better. However, this time, Jessica Jung and Lin Yoona's answers made Jun Yuxuan's sense of crisis, mixed with the sadness of his parents' death, gradually turn into a kind of despair for life and a fear of living.
So, the more you think about these things. Jun Yuxuan's eyes became darker and darker. at last. The pair of eyes that were originally extremely deep gradually turned into a look of despair. The deathly aura in Jun Yuxuan's eyes that shouldn't have appeared in the eyes of a vigorous young man, was now creeping up on him. This kind of situation should have happened to the elderly.
Jun Yuxuan at this time. It has gradually become crazy. That suicide. Thoughts of liberation. Telling him back and forth in his mind. All the benefits after committing suicide, such as being able to see the parents you miss day and night; for example. You don¡¯t have to worry about the feelings of Jessica, Lim Yoona, and Kim Taeyeon; for example, you don¡¯t have to be oppressed and forced by others; for example, you can leave this world where you can¡¯t feel any warmth, etc.
Perhaps, there are many benefits to living. However, at this time, Jun Yuxuan had already confirmed the idea of ??suicide in his subconscious mind. The benefits of living have long been thrown away by Jun Yuxuan.
Jun Yuxuan, who was getting more and more crazy with his thoughts, had already stood up on the roof. Looking at the lawn downstairs, the monster's IQ in his mind was abnormally calculating the distance and the probability of death. Finally, Jun Yuxuan, who concluded that there was a 90% chance of fainting, climbed off the roof.
Then, letting the crazy suicidal thoughts control his body, he took a car from the garage and drove towards the Han River Bridge.
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Death, this word seems far away from us, but in fact it is very close. Half an hour is a long way from death; but if one's thoughts are different, half an hour is only one step away from death.
For example, Jun Yuxuan is like this now. I parked the car casually next to the Han River Bridge, came to the railing, and looked at the rushing river below. At this moment, a smile appeared on Jun Yuxuan's handsome face. Maybe he felt that this scenery gave him a broad and cheerful heart; or maybe he felt that if he jumped from here, he would definitely die.
Anyway, at this time, Jun Yuxuan, under the surprised eyes of some passers-by, had climbed up the railing and sat on the railing without any protective measures. As the refreshing evening breeze blew towards me, there was no trace of fear on my face, but a bright smile.
"Hey, young man, what are you doing? Be careful and come down quickly. If you fall, it will be bad." There are many bad people in life, and there are also many selfish people; however, good people are always indispensable. of. No, after seeing Jun Yuxuan's situation, an old man beside him shouted worriedly.
Following, some passers-by also tried to persuade him. However, more people were watching. Listening to the shouts of the crowd behind him, Jun Yuxuan never looked back or replied. Just like this, I quietly looked at the seemingly calm river under my feet, but in fact it was undercurrent. staySilly and silent.
At this time, some students who had just finished class also walked under the bridge. After hearing the lively cheers on the bridge, he also raised his head and looked. As a result, I saw the suffocatingly quiet figure sitting on the edge of the railing.
"Oh my god, isn't that Brother Yuxuan?"
"Yes, why does he appear here? Also, brother, what does he want to do? It's very dangerous like this."
"Who knows, let's go up quickly."
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With the discovery of these students, the news of Jun Yuxuan's appearance on the Han River Bridge has already spread to the Internet. In just a few minutes, it spread all over the Internet in South Korea, setting off a wave of news. This is all just because Jun Yuxuan's behavior at this time has an aura of suicide.
So, under this ambiguous gossip. All the 'Yiyi's in South Korea were excited. No, no, not only the 'Yiyi's in South Korea, but also the 'Yiyi's' all over the world who knew the news were all shocked at the same time. Then, those who went to work skipped work, and those who attended school skipped class. Fans came from all corners and headed towards the Han River Bridge where the incident took place.
Jun Yuxuan doesn¡¯t know about this situation, he only knows it now. It seems very uncomfortable now. Originally, everyone would feel very comfortable sitting on the bridge, looking at the vast scenery, enjoying the river breeze at night, and feeling the breath of early summer. However, Jun Yuxuan felt a sense of disgust, as if such beauty brought him not comfort, but pain deep into his bones. (To be continued. Mobile phone users please go to read.)