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- After Jun Yuxuan woke up, he chatted with Han Jiaren and Liu Zaishi for a few words. Then he and Kim Heechul moved the oven, table and other things together. Then in the backyard, things got busy. As for Zhang Dongjian and other big brothers, they were sitting in the living room, chatting about some recent interesting things. As for women like Han Jia and Lee Hyori, they prepared barbecue meat and some seasonings in the kitchen.
In this way, everyone was busy from the afternoon until around 6 o'clock in the evening. Looking at the tables, food, and people in the courtyard, Jun Yuxuan was a little moved, but also asked tremblingly, "Well, although I know that everyone is here to accompany me." "Please search Piao Tian Literature, novels are better Updates are faster! . I am also very touched, but I would like to ask, after eating, I will not be the only one left to clean."
As soon as this sentence came out, everyone in the courtyard burst into laughter. The worries in many people's eyes have gradually disappeared. He can still make some jokes, which shows that Jun Yuxuan is indeed doing much better. Finally, with the assurances of people like Li Xiaoli and Lin Yuner, Jun Yuxuan laughed softly.
However, Jun Yuxuan remembered an old Chinese saying. That is, only women are difficult to raise. It is still a question whether Lee Hyori and the others can remember these promises after the banquet. However, the chance of this is only 50%. Half and half, even if Jun Yuxuan is true, there is nothing he can do.
The following shiji¨¡n is the official time of the banquet. A group of people were in the back garden, listening to songs, grilling pork belly, and drinking wine. This situation lasted until after 8 o'clock in the evening, when everyone slowly put down the tableware in their hands, gathered together, looked at the stars, and chatted.
At this time. Han Caiying suddenly asked Jun Yuxuan, "Yuxuan, didn't you sing a song "Shihou Alone" last time? Now. Can you sing it for us? I quite like this song, although A little sentimental.¡±
After Jun Yuxuan heard Han Caiying's words, he was stunned for a moment, ""Shihou Alone"???" It turned out. Jun Yuxuan was filmed playing and singing that time and posted on the Internet. However, netizens helped Jun Yuxuan come up with the title of the last song. But it's still a little strange. Later, after remembering the song and lyrics that he sang at that time, Jun Yuxuan suddenly realized and said, "Oh, you are talking about that song. I don't remember what the tune is. I'll give it a try."
After thinking about it, Jun Yuxuan did not reject Han Caiying's request because of some of the artistic conception of the song. only. When Jun Yuxuan went in to get the guitar, Han Caiying was surrounded by Han Jia, Gao Xiaoying and their friends. In the end, Han Caiying simply said, "Let Yuxuan sing while we are still here? Otherwise. It would be even sadder if Shihou sang alone."
Han Caiying¡¯s words made Han Jiaren and the others quiet down. Then, Jun Yuxuan, who was holding a guitar, also walked out of the house. Then he sat back on Ziji's bed and looked at his friends, brothers and sisters. He chuckled lightly, said nothing, then lowered his head directly, looked at the guitar in Ziji's arms, and flicked it with the fingers of his right hand.
Then, the light and beautiful prelude that shocked many people's hearts appeared again under the starry sky. Then, as the rhythm entered, Jun Yuxuan also hummed softly.
"Put it on Ziji's heart
Spread in Ziji
The shihou night alone is black
The heart of being alone is quietly broken
Cold hands trembling and hot tears falling
When Shihou is alone, I really want someone to show up.
Shihou who is alone seems to have fallen into an abyss
Being alone seems to expose this lie
shiji¨¡n refuses to walk quickly, details keep going back and forth
When Shihou is alone, she is afraid that someone will show up.
La la la la gone in dirty my love
The pain of Ziji¡¯s generosity is too unbearable
Dragging the wound and flying across the mulberry fields, the remaining children slowly recovered
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This song has been praised as the sound of nature, but in fact it is more about Jun Yuxuan¡¯s delicate and soft voice. Rhythm only plays a small part. However, many people are amazed that Shime Jun Yuxuan's voice can suddenly transform from magnetic and hoarse to this.
It¡¯s just that as the music unfolds. In the night, the eyes that originally flashed with perseverance became blurred. Sad and sentimental eyes slowly invaded into the eyes, and then a moist mist filled Jun Yuxuan's eyes. Spread gently.
However, even so, Jun Yuxuan¡¯s delicate and pleasant voice still echoes in this quiet night starry sky.?, a gentle sound floated in the air. Many people in Pangbi¨¡n also had their eyes moistened by the sadness contained in Jun Yuxuan's song. No way, the quiet accompaniment of this song is so rongyi that it touches other people's hearts. Coupled with Jun Yuxuan's gentle and delicate voice, he simply wants to sing directly into the depths of everyone's soul.
And in the hearts of these sentimental women, such as Jung Soo-yeon, Lin Yoon-ah, Han Hyo-joo, and Han Jiaren, who are closely related to Jun Yuxuan. When they were listening to Jun Yuxuan's song, which was composed in depression and sadness, they felt like they were hit in the heart with a heavy punch. They were probably infected by the sadness in Jun Yuxuan's voice. Theirs There was a torn pain in my heart, so intense that my eyes suddenly became wet.
As for the others, although those women in me were more emotional, they all shocked Ziji's heart. This kind of thing is something they have never encountered before. When it comes to listening to music, for Zhang Dongjian and others, at most they just think it sounds good and want to listen to it. Like this time, it was only once that I was truly shocked to the depths of my heart. Men like Jae Hee, Yeon Jung Hoon and others are also roughly the same as Jang Dong Gun.
¡° However, Kim Heechul and the others are no longer interested. As singers, their understanding of songs is naturally higher than that of amateur players like Zhang Dongjian. Therefore, they can hear many stories and emotions from Jun Yuxuan's singing that laypeople cannot understand.
"La la la sigh my love for a long time
There is someone who is willing to leave you alone
If shiji¨¨ said that there is only too much in spring to go to autumn, it would be too impatient
La la la la gone in dirty my love
The pain of Ziji¡¯s generosity is too unbearable
Dragging the wound and flying across the mulberry fields, the remaining children slowly recovered
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As the chorus sounded, Jun Yuxuan¡¯s gentle singing made many people in the backyard close their eyes. They thoroughly enjoyed the musical feast that Jun Yuxuan brought them. I have to say that this song, apart from the bijing and sad artistic conception, is a song that many people love. However, if you listen to it from another perspective. This song is not a healing song. The lyrics also contain comforting words.
"La la la sigh my love for a long time
There is someone who is willing to leave you alone
If shiji¨¨ said that it would be too impatient to wear too much to have too much to ask warm
The shihou night of solitude is black
The heart of being alone breaks down
shihou alone can¡¯t escape despite all the emotions
When you are alone, you still have to force yourself to think openly. "
That sentence, ¡®There is no one who is willing to leave you alone¡¯ made many people in the backyard look at Jun Yuxuan. And what's inside is all that strong sense of care. Jun Yuxuan naturally understood such emotions. So, when he finished singing the last line of lyrics. His head slowly lowered.
Because he didn¡¯t want others to see the tears falling from Ziji¡¯s eyes, but they were all dripping on the guitar. There were clear and crisp sounds that made many people's hearts tremble.
After the song ended, everyone had a tacit understanding and mentioned some things. It was around 10 o'clock in the evening, and Li Donghai left first because he had to record a program. Then, because it was getting late, some friends also said goodbye like Jun Yuxuan.
And Lee Hyori. Han Caiying, Han Jiaren and everyone from Girls' Generation stayed under Jun Yuxuan's expectant eyes and helped Jun Yuxuan clean the garbage and sanitation at home before leaving one after another. only. When everyone in Girls' Generation was preparing to go home, Jessica told them that Ziji would stay at home tonight.
Hearing Jung Soo-yeon¡¯s words, Kim Taeyeon, Lim Yoona, Lee Soon-kyu and others¡¯ bodies suddenly trembled. After what happened a month ago, everyone was very excited. Jessica's words meant "shime". However, they couldn't find any excuses because this was Jessica's house. So, after Lin Yoona looked at Jun Yuxuan and Zheng Xiuyan very excitedly, she gritted her teeth and got into the car. Kim Taeyeon got in half worried and half anxious.
A few minutes later, when Jun Yuxuan saw everyone leaving, he turned around and planned to walk into his home. However, Jessica behind her spoke at this moment, "Yuxuan, can I come in and sit for a while?"
However, when Jun Yuxuan heard Zheng Xiuyan's words, he immediately turned around and replied to her, "It's so late, it's already late. You'd better go home and rest early, so that a man and a woman can be alone in a room." , not good." After saying that, with Zheng Xiuyan's shocked face, she took steps and walked into the room.??Inside.
Jessica was left standing alone outside the door, staring blankly at the brightly lit house. At this time, Jun Yuxuan was leaning on the door, looking up at the ceiling, thoughts flashing through his mind. It's not that Jun Yuxuan doesn't want to chat with Zheng Xiuyan, but after what happened with Ziji's parents, he is afraid that Ziji will never recover and suffer some emotional pressure.
To put it nicely, it means that the mind cannot bear the pressure of so many things. To put it bluntly, he is avoiding the feelings of Jessica Jung and Lim Yoona.
It is not known that after this incident, Jun Yuxuan had the illusion of worrying about gains and losses towards everyone around him. Anyway, I am very afraid that friends around Ziji will leave Ziji. Therefore, Jun Yuxuan was even more worried about Jessica Jung and Lin Yuner, both of whom were very important to Ziji.
Therefore, when Jessica said those words to Ziji just now, Jun Yuxuan refused without hesitation. However, Jun Yuxuan's refusal was a refusal, but Jessica still wanted to give up. Just as Jun Yuxuan was thinking about this, there was a knock on the door.
"Yuxuan, I want to say a few words to you. Could you please open the door? Just a few words, not much." After this incident, Jessica's feelings for Jun Yuxuan finally sublimated. At this time, she just wanted to tell Jun Yuxuan everything about Ziji, whether it was the blind date with Ziji's mother or the misunderstanding in the bar last time. She even wanted to tell Jun Yuxuan that this was all a misunderstanding and that she still loved him.
But. Jun Yuxuan, however, kept guarding the door and tried to open it. After a few minutes, maybe he thought of Jun Yuxuan's mood. Jessica stopped knocking on the door. Instead, he squatted on the steps in front of the door and said softly, "Yuxuan, I know you are behind the door now. Since you don't want to come out, I will tell you here." "
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Behind the door, Jun Yuxuan leaned there quietly. Listening to Jessica's declaration. There is an indescribable loneliness in his eyes. The mysterious figure F¨£ngfo is silent. Only he appears more prominent and clear. This loneliness is not exposed and can only be perceived under specific circumstances.
Even though Jessica was still sitting outside the door at this time, Jun Yuxuan was still haunted by this loneliness. Because of this loneliness. From the beginning, it was Jessica Cheng who brought it to Jun Yuxuan. Since that time a few years ago, when Shihou left South Korea for Jessica Jung, it was Jun Yuxuan. This is the seed of loneliness.
After three years of living in the United States, I made many friends. However, this seed still grew up. Then I returned to Korea, and it was pretty good at first. However, after Girls' Generation became popular, this loneliness reappeared again.
Then, under the guidance of that intimidation box. Jun Yuxuan left the entertainment industry and went out to travel. The reason is to let go of this loneliness. Facts have shown that Jun Yuxuan succeeded. That year of extreme sports and the thrill of life and death made Jun Yuxuan never think about being alone.
However, this last time, it was Jessica's betrayal first, and then the deaths of Jun Ertai and Li Fen. Finally, Jun Yuxuan's long-buried seed suddenly grew from that small tree into a century-old tree. Then, with the sadness of this month, this loneliness grew bigger and bigger, until now, it has become a big tree in the sky.
Therefore, because there was Jessica sitting outside the door at this time, Jun Yuxuan still had this question of loneliness. Then I can only tell you very simply that in the specific situation above, one is a person's shihou, and the other is a shihou with Jessica.
This is also a major reason why Jun Yuxuan chose Lin Yuner for Shime in the first place, because deep down in his heart, he just didn¡¯t want him to be captured by this loneliness. Because, he doesn't want Ziji to become a big brother like Jin Jaejoong or Park Yoochun who suffers from mild depression due to these reasons.
So, after hearing Jessica¡¯s declaration. Jun Yuxuan gritted his teeth and finally took a step forward and walked into the house.
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Outside the door, Jessica sat quietly on the stairs, talking about the incident where Ziji's mother asked Ziji to go on a blind date, the midnight coincidence, the misunderstanding in the bar, etc. However, what she didn't know was that there was no one behind the door at this time. Only Jun Yuxuan's shoes were placed there quietly, listening to Ziji's explanation.
Some scenery is beautiful, some things are magnificent and brilliant, within reach, as long as you stretch out your hand. But moving forward in life always reminds us to learn to bear and give up. You get shime, but you have to miss and lose shime. What things, people, and friends are passed by and never seen again?
And at this time, ?Xiuyan still doesn't know that what Ziji has given up is Jun Yuxuan, who has made Ziji regret her whole life, and the relationship between them.
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Life is very long, and the journey of life is colorful and extremely boring. People with expressionless faces will forget a lot of things very quickly in the days of running around. For example, the season of holding hands that year, the scene of that first kiss, the frequency of heartbeat and breathlessness, the time of insomnia when we broke up that night, and how many times we cried during that fleeting time. There will even come a day when, looking back on those times, I will no longer be able to remember what your face looked like.
Therefore, it is not a bad thing to remember more things.
This is what Jun Yuxuan is like at this time. He has changed a lot in this month. For example, the loneliness I felt just now; for example, the diary I am writing at this time. That's right, it's a diary. Jun Yuxuan, who usually feels embarrassed even when sleeping, now spends all his time writing diaries.
In fact, Jun Yuxuan still likes Jessica, there is no doubt about it, just like when Jessica told him that she liked him. Jun Yuxuan did not shy away from his emotions, and he also faced the fact that he liked Jessica. Sometimes a person's emotions are complicated and detailed, and they need to have complete emotional clarity from beginning to end. I believe this person can do it.
?????????????????????????????????????? Like is love, and if you like it, the people you like do not necessarily have to be together. Some like to take things as they come, and take them as they come; some like to plan and follow the plan step by step. However, being liked by Shihou is a burden, not only for Ziji, but also for the person Ziji likes.
That kind of burden, to put it bluntly, is actually very simple. That is to be together because of love, but never consider their personalities. Then, I liked it, but it turned out that both sides were bruised and bruised. Although they still like each other in their hearts, can they be together with this kind of love?
???????? Can we be together for a long time in exchange for scars? Aren't Jun Yuxuan and Jessica Jung back then just such an example? (To be continued.) - Didn't finish reading? Add this book to your favoritesI'm a member and bookmarked this chapterCopy the address of this book and recommend it to your friends for pointsChapter error? Click here to report
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