Winter is here in a blink of an eye, and it¡¯s been snowing heavily these days. A little cold. A little excited. Because yesterday, Chunri finally forgave me, and the SOS group finally got together again and had a lively hot pot meal. At this time, Chunri hesitated and still wanted me to move to the SOS group. The feeling of "if you come and live here, I'll do whatever you want" is so strong that it's unbearable.
I¡¯m a little tempted.
"However, if I really move here, Sister Fran will definitely kill meand you."
So we can¡¯t.
¡Well, this is just my excuse. The real reason is that Chunri is too strong and self-centered. It feels really good to be alone with her. But it would be bad if there were more people. Especially when more and more people have ambiguous relationships with me. She will never save face for me.
So, if I want to take her out, I would rather take Mikuru out. Although it is likely to be embarrassing, it is better than Chunri. Of course, if it were Sasaki or Tsuruya-senpai, they would definitely give me a face. Even if she is a younger sister, at least she will make people feel cutebut not on Chunri.
"Does this mean it's over between us?" Although I didn't agree to Chunri's request, as compensation, I stayed with the SOS group tonight.
Late at night, the other girls wisely avoided it. Chunri and I sat on the roof, looking at the stars in the sky. Chunri asked.
"What are you talking about?" I felt a little bit ominous. Then ask this.
"Of course it's about the relationship between us." Chunri said: "It's awkward to be with me."
I am speechless.
"That's the kind of character I have. Blind, arrogant, and arrogant. I can't change it even if I want to in this life Ah, if there is no accident, my life will not end. This is also thanks to you. "
"I'm very sorry." I apologized.
"There is no need to apologize. And if you are really sorry, isn't it a little late?"
"I'm very sorry." Apart from this sentence, I can't think of anything else to say.
"Forget it, I don't mean to blame you. Even if you used me mercilessly, you threw me away like a used rag. After coming here for several months, you are looking for a new woman. , you don¡¯t even have to look at meI don¡¯t mean to blame you.¡±
At this moment, I didn¡¯t even have the energy to say sorry. I lowered my head like a primary school student who had made a mistake.
"Because I love you." Chunri hugged me and then said: "You are my lover. Therefore, no matter how many people you kill, how many worlds you destroy, or even completely abandon in the end I, I can forgive you for all thisbecause I love you, Xu."
Having said this, Chunri finally couldn't help but shed tears.
I wanted to reach out and hug her, but she stopped me sternly.
"Don't respond to me!" Chunri shouted.
"¡¡Why?"
"Because it will make me feel that I still have a chance, and it will give me hope that I shouldn't have - I can't stand being hurt twice at the same time. I'm just a woman - I will die."
I didn¡¯t speak anymore, I was very quiet, and I didn¡¯t even move anymore. I was like a clay puppet, letting Chunri hold me in an uncomfortable position. I can barely breathe.
"I really, really want to keep you by my side and make you belong to me alone. But I know that is impossible, not when I was a god. Now I have lost that Strength, then it's even more impossible" Chunri continued to cry and said: "So, it's over, it's impossible, it's over. Between the two of us, it's over -"
"¡ª¡ªThat's not the case." I retorted without confidence.
"How is it possible?! How can you, a woman like me who has a pretty face but a terrible personality, always like me?!" Chunri said this, and then bit her hard. on my neck.
it hurts.
Chunri bit very, very hard. Even with her strength, she couldn't even bite through the outermost layer of my skin, but she still bit hard, as if she wanted to vent all her resentment.
"It's completely false to say you don't care." How could you not care.
I feel a little bit like crying.??. I thought like this, and then finally reached out my hand and hugged Chunri's body, which was already starting to get cold.
Chunri seems to have calmed down and is no longer biting hard. But he still maintained this posture, motionless. Nor spoke.
Are you tired? It's indeed a little late. I thought about it, and then I wanted to go back to sleep with Chunri in my arms. But I found that I couldn't break free of Chunri's arms holding me.
"Chun day?" I tried calling. Chunri didn't answer at all.
Are you asleep? This is not possible. You'll catch a cold if you sleep in such cold weather. I raised my voice a little more and shouted her name into Chun Ri's ear.
Still no answer.
At this time, I felt something was wrong. Although it was a little cold outside, it was not to this extent.
In spring, she seemed not breathing.
"Ah? Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh," most of the residents woke up from their sleep in the middle of the night.
Immediately afterwards, the SOS team members, who had been observing the development of the situation in the dark, immediately rushed out and were at a loss to deal with the current situation.
"" Yuki squatted down calmly and checked Chunri's condition. Then he stood up and looked at me expressionlessly.
I looked at Yuxi eagerly, hoping that she would have some objections. Even if you lie to me
Youxi shook her head helplessly at me.
I just feel like my heart is falling. His vision went dark and he almost fainted.
"Leave. Let the two of them be alone for a while." Tsuruya-senpai said, her voice choked up. After that, he took Mikuru's hand and left.
"Suzumiya-kunhow could this happen?!" Mikuru was panicking, like a puppy without its owner, completely at a loss.
So, there are only two of us left.
Chunri and I stayed in the winter snow like this for a whole night. The movement of Chunri holding me seemed to be condensation. It was very forceful, as if it was hugging me with all its life. It reveals endless regret and reluctance.
But in the end she still chose death.
I should have known better. How could a girl like her share her husband with other people? If she still had that power, she would definitely choose to destroy everything. Now that she doesn't have that power, she chooses to destroy herself.
I am really guilty.
The next day, I hugged Chunri¡¯s body and came down from the roof. After sitting in the SOS group room, I also felt at a loss.
Looking at Chun Ri¡¯s unwilling face, I felt like I really wanted to lose something. Not just the spring day itself, but more importantly, some kind of qualification.
What a tragedy.
I laughed out of joy. Meihong, who came running over after hearing the news, felt even more angry.
?Perhaps it¡¯s because they are so compatible. In the past few months that Chunri has been among people, he and Meihong have become good friends who talk about everything. And Meihong also cares about spring. After all, friends are precious creatures to her.
Since we talk about everything, we naturally talk a lot about relationship-related matters. Meihong is quite dissatisfied with me, a scumbag who falls in love with everyone he meets
? Okay, just a little dissatisfied.
After all, Gensokyo is still in the feudal Middle Ages. Fujiwara Meihong comes from medieval Japan, which was extremely country-like. At that time, people with a little bit of ability had more than one wife, and Meihong had long been used to it. He even took it as a matter of course to help his father chase his stepmother. She was very angry that a certain neet rejected her father's proposal.
So speaking of it, Meihong was just trying to persuade Chunri. Naturally, it uses the traditional thinking of girls in the Middle Ages.
However, Chunri from the 21st century is exposed to a completely different theoretical value system. Naturally, it is impossible to be persuaded by Mei Hong.
But this little thing cannot affect the friendship between them. Speaking of which, Meihong is now considered a quasi-member of the SOS group. Chun Ri would stop her whenever she wanted to go crazy.
"I did feel that she resented you deeply, but I didn't expect that she would do such a stupid thing."
This time, sister red supported her NV child, saying that she had to say something alone.
Speaking of which, I have been coming and going during this period of time, and I have seen Meihong among people many times. I know that although she looks very vicious on the surface, she looks like a little ruffian. But he is actually a very gentle person.??people. So even though they would definitely quarrel after meeting her, they would definitely call her a scoundrel. But the relationship between us has somewhat eased. At least they won't almost get into a fight like the first time they met.
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I lowered my head and looked at Chunri¡¯s face. Holding back tears. There was no reply.
"Do you really like her?" Meihong asked.
I still didn¡¯t speak.
Meihong sighed, then scratched her hair. Sitting across from me holding my legs.
"Actually speaking, your abilities are pretty good, right? It shouldn't be difficult to rob someone in hell, right?" Meihong said.
"She is not from this world In other words, the world she lives in has been destroyed. Her existence has been wiped out. She will not enter reincarnation. If she dies, she will die." I replied. .
"You want to save her, right?" Meihong asked.
I raised my head and looked at Mei Hong in surprise.
"Don't worry about those bullshit existences. I only care about you. Do you want to save her? Just answer yes or no."
"yes."
"Very good - come with me. Let's go somewhere." After finishing speaking, Meihong took my hand.
"Where?" I was pulled up by Meihong as if I had no ability to act independently.
¡°Of course it¡¯s a place that can bring spring back to life!¡±