Every sunny night, if the crescent moon is on duty, I will never begrudge my smile. Laughing at the various aspects of the world should be the best thing to do as a viewer. If you watch too much and for a long time, all kinds of emotions will accumulate and you will be very tired. Once you are tired, you cannot fly in the sky, and as a bright light at night, the bright moon cannot always be lazy. Therefore, it is most important to maintain a relaxed mood. Being able to laugh heartily is a kind of relaxation.
However, it is difficult to say whether people under the bright moon are relaxed or not. At least on this night, in all worlds, Eunuch Hu got angry very unsatisfactorily, Kasaba, the second prince of Jiuhong, had to continue his life of intrigues for his own goals, and Miss Shen from Lengshui Town did not want to see "that grandson" , everyone has their own worries. If there is anything in common between these people who are not familiar with each other, it is that they are not happy.
Actually, there should be one person who is unhappy tonight, and it is obviously "that grandson" in Miss Shen's mind. Tian Yin didn't know at this time that he had been gloriously disliked by Miss Shen, so what troubled him was something else. The words Yun Chang said were always floating in his heart, hitting the originally peaceful sea of ????mind hard, and creating waves of turmoil.
"Do you have anyone you want to protect?"
"You know, if you want to protect someone, you have to have the consciousness to kill! Your so-called principles will only hurt the people around you! Are you strong? In front of me, you are just bigger than an ant. You No matter how hard you struggle, you can't move me at all! Do you know that your behavior is a kind of arrogance and a kind of cowardice!"
"You are just giving yourself an excuse to escape. For the sake of the people around you who are worthy of protection, you will risk everything, your sword will be stained with blood, and your blood will flow thousands of miles. Do you have the courage?"
"In order to achieve the goal that we must achieve, even if there are thousands of people, do you have this kind of courage?"
"For the sake of those who care about you, trust you, and follow you, even if you are alone, even if you are unarmed, you must survive tenaciously. Do you have this kind of resilience?"
"If you want to go on, you must face the road you have traveled, and some words must be spoken!"
What Yun Chang said is right. He indeed failed to protect his partners who were capable of protecting them well. A Yu and Liu Dabiao all suffered misfortunes because of themselves. If I had not fallen into the whirlpool of memories in my heart, if I could have been ruthless enough to eliminate Wanqihu, if there would always be too many ifs, even if there was only one at that time If it becomes true, I won't lose the only brother I have so far.
Tianyin hates himself a little, why do he always regret it after something happens? Why do I always look forward and backward and think wildly every time I face a decision? Why is it that my own indecisiveness and stubbornness have harmed my brothers, but they don't blame themselves, and even follow me if possible, and follow me who always puts people around me in danger. There are many truths and many things that Tian Yin clearly knows in his heart even if Yun Chang doesn't say them. But why can't it be changed?
Thinking back to that night, when something unexpected happened, when Liu Dabiao was injured and fell to the ground, and Ayu was helpless, if he had been more cold-blooded and decisive, he would have been able to get enough opportunities to leave Guiyunju and find a safe place. Place. Those men in black who besieged him, that wretched warrior, killed them on the spot. How could they be intercepted at Lengshui Crossing again? As long as he makes the right decision, Tian Yin may now be looking for an old gardener in Shengjing to ask Marquis Yunjun how to protect flowers in winter.
What is the right decision? From Yun Chang's paintings, Tian Yin can hear it - as long as it can protect the people around him, any decision is right. Otherwise, he will often fall into deep self-blame like himself now. In the midst of contradictions, in the pouring rain of heart, there is a regret that no one understands.
This night is quiet and beautiful, just like many nights in my memory. It's just that Tianyin felt a burning sensation in his heart. Although he was rarely knocked unconscious, he just felt uncomfortable and at a loss. Tianyin doesn't know what to do. Some things are easy to think of and easy to say, but it's very difficult to do them.
" Tianyin has always had a habit of walking around aimlessly when encountering something he can't figure out. Maybe somewhere, you meet someone, and then you say something, and suddenly the knot in your heart is untied. The Yun Mansion is not as luxurious, grand, or tall as the ordinary mansions of dignitaries, but it is by no means small, and the simple furnishings and layouts throughout the mansion always exude an elegant atmosphere, which Tianyin likes.
Open the door and walk under the stars, letting the cool breeze caress your face. The road is at your feet and you have to walk step by step. Things are in your heart, but you cannot think about them little by little. Thinking about the past, Tianyin unknowingly walked on the road to tomorrow. Tianyin didn't know what this road was called, but people usually called it "destiny". "Destiny" is the most peculiar thing? One of the things, no matter whether it is intentional or not, is that you will always inadvertently go to the places you have been before, and then meet the people you have met before.
Tian Yin walked casually, and after a while he was almost at the door of the front yard. Suddenly, Tian Yin seemed to hear something. Following the sound, I saw a person squatting next to the door. Who was still at the door so late? What did they want to do? Curious, Tianyin walked over quietly, stood behind the man, and suddenly patted the man on the back.
¡°Ahhhhhh¡ª¡ª¡± The man was obviously frightened. He suddenly jumped up as if he had been burned and shouted loudly, which seemed very abrupt in this silent night. However, the moment the man turned around, and in the dim moonlight, Tianyin could still see clearly. It turned out that this man was the man he met in the yard when he woke up that day. He looked a bit like Ayu and lived in the woodshed. Reasonable and honest!
The firewood shed is on the west side of the backyard. What are you doing by running to the front door? Are you doing something "dishonest"? There were wisps of real light in Tianyin's eyes, and he glanced up and down at Honest, who was holding his hands on his chest, and said: "It's late, what are you doing?"
"Young Master, you were late at night, why did you suddenly pop out, you were frightened, I was shocked!" Honest was probably so frightened that he spoke awkwardly and stammered, " I, I didn't do anything, it was just" Honest's face was actually a little red, but it didn't show up in the dense night.
Tian Yin saw Lao Shi clasping his hands tightly, and doubts suddenly arose in his heart. He stared at Lao Shi and said in a deep voice: "What are you holding in your hands? Is it something important?"
Hearing this, Lao Shi quickly retracted his hand to his chest, as if he was afraid that Tian Yin would know. But the more Honest said nothing and acted honestly, the more Tian Yin felt that Honest was "dishonest", "If you haven't done anything, show me what you have in your hand!" In fact, Tian Yin didn't doubt Honest at all. After all, how much can be packed into the palm of your hand, and if your hands and feet are not clean, how can you stay in Yun Mansion until now. But Tianyin was distracted, and when this happened, the curiosity in his heart was like a surging river, and it got out of hand.
"No, it's nothing. Oh, this, this, it's not good for the young master. The young master is a gentle man, and he is knowledgeable. I am a rough man, and I do all rough things. The young master will laugh when he sees it." Being forced by Tianyin, she was so embarrassed that she actually became arrogant, just like an ordinary big girl who "refuses to refuse".
Tian Yin may be a "gentleman", but after living in Tianmenguan for five years, he definitely doesn't understand "love the fragrance and cherish the jade". Tian Yin looked at Honest's eyes with incomparable determination. Being stared at, I couldn't help myself, so I stretched out my hands in front of Tianyin and slowly opened them. "Squeak - squeak -", a scream startled Tianyin, and when he looked carefully, he saw that it was a chubby gray mouse lying on the palm of his hand, "demonstrating" towards him.
"Hahahahahaha! Honestly, let's just say you are dishonest. When a rat crosses the street and everyone shouts to beat it, you are lucky enough to raise a rat! Hahahahahaha!" Tian Yin laughed so hard that his stomach hurt, and he leaned back and forth laughing, "Besides, just take care of it, why are you so secretive?"
Lao Shi was a little embarrassed by the laughter and replied in a low voice: "Xiao Zhi is very pitiful. He was alone right after he was born. The female mouse was beaten to death by Butler Yun. I, I think Xiao Zhi is waiting there. If he died, I took him away, took him out for a walk every night, and kept him in the woodshed during the day. I was afraid, I was afraid"
"Are you afraid that Butler Yun will see it and won't let Xiao Zhi go?" I feel sorry for him. Although Xiao Zhi is a mouse, he has lost his mother. We both fell into the world, so there is no need to make things difficult for each other. Bar? Xiao Zhi seemed to understand what Tian Yin meant. He blinked his big mung bean eyes and shouted "Zhi Zhi" at Tian Yin a few times. He seemed to be very grateful for Tian Yin's "magnanimity". Seeing that this little mouse was so understanding of human nature, Tianyin completely softened his heart and said to the still uneasy Honest: "Forget it, forget it, I didn't see anything!"
"Thank you, Master! Thank you, Master!" Lao Shi thanked Lao Shi again and again, expressing gratitude from the bottom of his heart. The little squeak in his hand kept "bowing", which made Tianyin burst into laughter again, and waved his hand at Lao Shi. Stop it. Originally, the two of them never met, right?
After taking two steps, Tianyin seemed to have thought of something, and suddenly looked back at Honest's back and said, "What if Xiaozhi is discovered by Butler Yun one day?"
Hearing this, Lao Shi stopped and stood quietly in the yard. After a long while, he said: "I, I will protect Xiao Zhi!"
"How to protect, can you defeat Butler Yun?"
"No matter what, I, I pack up and leave! Anyway, I took in Xiao Zhi, so I won't leave him alone!" He told the truth very seriously, and his seriousness made Tian Yin feel a faint tingling feeling in his heart.
TianyinSuddenly I felt that the honesty at this time was a bit similar to myself at that time, and I couldn't help blurting out: "For a mouse, are you willing to give up your stable life? Is a mouse more important than Yun Mansion? Between the two, you would choose Xiao Zhi !¡±
"I didn't live in the Yun Mansion since I was born, but Xiao Zhi was by my side when I was born. I, I feelnot good." Honest said incoherent words while holding Xiao Zhi and hurried away. opened. Only Tianyin was left standing in the yard under the night sky, thinking, smiling