Why close your eyes? Tianyin only reacted based on instinct at that time. Anyone who saw the thick knife slashing towards his neck unstoppably would not have any hope of retribution, right? It's not that Tianyin thinks Yun Chang will kill him, but a feeling from the bottom of his heart that he will go to that world.
Seeing Tian Yin frowning and thinking hard, Yun Chang smiled, as kind and kind as before: "You are the grandson of the master, the young master of Yun Mansion, and the future master of Cangzhou. I After following the master for decades, will it hurt his only blood relative?" As he said that, Yun Chang's expression looked a little gloomy, "If you are the person you care about most and the most important person in front of you, then there is no move that you can't take back. !¡±
Indeed, Yun Chang put away his sword within an inch of Tianyin, just like he destroyed the flowers of Marquis Yun Jun in the Qin Mansion. Although Yun Junhou was furious and punched, he still stopped his fist as big as a bowl in front of Tian Yin. Come to think of it, Yun Junhou and Yun Chang are probably the same kind of people, or they are surprisingly similar in some places.
Tianyin didn't know what to say, he was still lying on the ground looking at Yun Chang's old face, listening to the old man who was surrounded by courage and breath, speaking about tender words, "These days of practicing martial arts, there is only one purpose, I hope you can Believe in some people and things from the bottom of your heart. I wonder if you can understand, but all you need to do is believe in yourself and the people around you now!"
believe? What is belief? Don¡¯t you believe in yourself? Don¡¯t you believe in others? Thinking back carefully about his past life, it seems that ever since he became a homeless orphan, his heart has been surrounded by an invisible shield. In the hard shield wall, he is absolutely safe, but in this way, no one can get close to his heart, so Tianyin is a lonely orphan. However, Tianyin has never seriously thought that the longing for brothers and family in his heart is exactly the reaction of the shield wall. It wasn't until he met Miss Shen in Lengshui Town that day that Tian Yin realized that there were still people similar to him. When two people like this meet by chance, the emotion that bursts out is probably trust, right?
That's why Tian Yin suddenly thought of Miss Shen when the guest building was burned down, so Miss Shen was willing to let him take her home, so there would be a sachet following him Every reason would have a reason, and these reasons converged When we come together, a common feeling emerges. At this time, Yun Chang said it, and Tianyin realized that this was a kind of belief!
¡°Do you really believe in Liu Dabiao and Ayu? Fight side by side with them, fight to the death with the enemy with them, no one will go first, no one will ignore others, but some people lie down first, and some people leave first. In the final analysis, I did not believe from the bottom of my heart that Liu Dabiao and Ayu would follow me until the end. There is something else that binds the three people together. Tianyin can't tell what it is. Maybe he will know it in the future?
"No matter what you are thinking, one thing is for sure. You never really believed in anything in the past. You didn't even believe in yourself!" Yun Chang said categorically, completely ignoring the complicated look on Tian Yin's face, "You If you don¡¯t believe in yourself, you can¡¯t fight with all your strength!¡±
"I've tried my best!" Tianyin roared loudly, "I've tried my best! I've tried my best! I've tried my best!"
"Why do you lose when you try your best?"
"I didn't lose!"
"The people around you died because of you, and their whereabouts are unknown because of you, and you are the only one who survives safely. How can this be called winning?" Yun Chang's words were cold and ruthless, like a sharp blade piercing Tian Yin's heart.
These words directly brought back many painful memories in Tian Yin's heart. The clearest one was that Liu Dabiao was lying quietly on the ground, lifeless, cold and silent. There were scattered food boxes beside him, but Ayu was nowhere to be seen. , "They, they, no, it will never be because of me! I did everything I could, I tried my best!" Tianyin roared, holding his head in pain, closing his eyes tightly, as if he wanted to use the darkness to The gray memory buried in my heart, "I didn't lose!"
Yun Chang didn't know why, but he didn't care about Tianyin's mood at all, and continued: "If you tried your best to fight, why couldn't you protect the people around you? Regardless of whether you believe them or not, they believe in you, so there is no way I will follow you without regrets, so I will fight for you without hesitation!"
Yes, Ayu and Liu Dabiao believe in Tianyin, there is no doubt that they are willing to exchange their lives for Tianyin's safety. Maybe it's a bit far-fetched to say that I believe, but for lack of a more appropriate term, what else can there be between brothers besides deep and unconditional trust? What you believe in itself is not important. What is important is whether this person is worth trusting. For A Yu and Liu Dabiao, Tian Yin is obviously a person worth trusting.
People are really strange. For such a seemingly pale reason, they can try their best and risk everything. Tianyin feels very good?, but he couldn't laugh. Yun Chang's words touched him deeply. If I had believed at that time that they would follow me to the end, would I have made a different choice? If I had made different choices, would the outcome have been different? If the ending was different, could I no longer be entangled and confused?
Tian Yin rarely asks for help from others, but at this time, he really hopes that Yun Chang can point him to a brighter path. The road in the past was too difficult to walk. Although I was still young, I felt tired from the vicissitudes of life. You are very tired, and sometimes you really want to stop and take a rest, but what if you stop? Will there be a person smiling softly beside you, or a group of people making heartless noises beside you?
Yun Chang seemed to see the source of Tianyin's confusion, and suddenly changed his tone and asked softly: "Some things can't be rushed, so they can only be solved bit by bit; some roads can't be seen, and they can only be solved bit by bit. I can come out step by step.¡±
¡°What¡¯s the first step?¡±
"It depends on you. Let me ask you first, why don't you fight back during these days of martial arts training?"
"If you fight back, you will hurt others. I can't hurt people I know well!" This is Tianyin's consistent principle. It is true in Tianmenguan, it is true in Lengshui Town, and it is still true here!
"Do you have anyone you want to protect?"
The person you want to protect? There should be some, but it's too late now. Such people are no longer there. This matter has been lingering in Tianyin's heart since the day he woke up, piercing Tianyin's heart like a thorn. Ask yourself again and again, why, at that time, did you not protect them properly? Why couldn't I do what I wanted to do?
"You know, if you want to protect someone, you have to have the consciousness to kill! Your so-called principles will only hurt the people around you! Are you strong? In front of me, you are just bigger than an ant. You No matter how hard you struggle, you can't touch me! Do you know that what you do is a kind of arrogance and a kind of cowardice! You are just giving yourself an excuse to escape, risking everything and staining your sword for the people around you who deserve to be protected. Blood, blood flows thousands of miles, do you have this kind of courage? For the goal that must be reached, even though tens of thousands of people are going there, do you have this kind of courage? For the people who care about you, trust you, and follow you, even if there is only one person , Even if you are unarmed, you still have to survive tenaciously. Do you have this kind of resilience?"
What Yun Chang tells is the truth. The most hurtful thing in this world is the truth, so many times, many people will choose lies. At least this will make the heartache less painful. Tian Yin knew that what Yun Chang said was true, and he also knew that he was wrong, but he just felt uncomfortable in his heart, as if there was a big rock pressing down hard on him. Once again, I didn¡¯t know what to say, so I could only stay silent.
"If you want to go on, you must face the road you have walked, and some words must be spoken!" Yun Chang showed no signs of giving in, staring at the confused Tianyin with glaring eyes.
"I was wrong!"
"No! You're not wrong. You've been shouting in your heart that you're right. It's okay not to say anything you don't mean!"
Yun Chang's sharp and mean words finally aroused Tian Yin's blood. He jumped up, clenched his fists, and shouted: "I'm not right! If I was right, why would Liu Dabiao die? If I was right, , why is Ayu missing? If I am right, why am I alone again? I once had brothers, and I once had brothers who were willing to follow me!"
"Since you know what you did was wrong, why don't you change it?"
"Change? How to change?" It seemed that he had lost his strength. At this time, Tianyin's voice sounded extremely thin and pitiful.
¡°Then you have to ask yourself.¡±
"Why, you won't tell me?"
Looking at Tian Yin who had a pleading look on his face, Yun Chang just said lightly: "You are not Yun Chang, so Yun Chang's approach is not suitable for you. If you want to continue as 'Tian Yin', some answers must be obtained by relying on Find it yourself!"
"How to find it?"
"Think carefully, you will find it. It's getting late, go and clean up and have a good rest." At this time, Yun Chang had put down his knife and completely restored his appearance as an old butler, with a friendly look on his face. What Tianyin should do next.
Looking at Yun Chang, who was smiling kindly and kindly under the sunset, Tianyin felt like he was in a dream, as if everything that happened before was all an illusion. But the mysterious aura surrounding Yun Chang's body really reminded Tianyin that there was something he had to do. With full of confusion and questions, Tianyin left the backyard, leaving only Yun Chang sitting there quietly.
As the sky disappeared into the golden color of dusk, a faint sigh came from behind Yun Chang. "Old Chang, isn't this a bit too cruel to my good grandson?"
"There are some things he has to face sooner or later, sooner rather than later. Some mistakes cannot be made even once!"Yun Chang looked at the flaming clouds in the distance, his eyes flashing red. I wonder if this was the color of the sunset or the fire in Yun Chang's heart?
"Okay, okay, you can stimulate that kid, hahahaha! By the way, that kid is fifteen years old this year, Lao Chang, don't you think so?"
"What do you mean, Master?"
"I heard that he got along well with the girls of the Shen family. The girl even gave him a sachet! Oh my god, I wasn't so good when I was young. Otherwise, I would have been a bachelor for the rest of my life. Tsk, tsk, tsk."
"I understand, and it will be done as soon as possible. Don't worry, sir."
"Hahahahahaha! Lao Chang is happy, let's go, it seems that I have hope to hug you, even if"
"Great-grandson."
"Yes, great-grandson, hahahahahaha!"
As the sun went down in the west, two old people, one smiled happily and the other smiled thoughtfully. Walking together to face a new day, maybe it will be another painful day for Tianyin, right?