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Volume 1 The Corner of the Earth Chapter 79 Ruqie Rupei

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    The young man was stunned when he heard the sound. Isn't this the same voice that he heard several times in his dreams and helped him escape from the darkness many times?  Old and wise, it seems far away, but it feels very kind to my ears, and it should be around me.  Looking through the sound, sure enough, a vague figure appeared behind the young man and Silver Fox.

    "You are really interesting, baby. You can come here several times. How are you going to leave this time?" This thin old man, with a face full of vicissitudes carved by the years, raised his chin, perhaps in the iron and blood  In this world, the sky is the only thing worth looking forward to.

    "Since you don't like me staying here, just drive me away like before," the young man said casually. Every time he came here in his dream, the old man would say some inexplicable words to him, and then use  If you leave on your own, this time must be no exception.

    His lips were no longer red, but he could still smile. The old man smiled, a little happy, but also a little confused. "Baby, do you know why I asked you to leave before, and now I ask you how to leave?" Seeing the young man shaking his head, the old man continued.  : "Have you ever seen a silver fox in a dream? Apart from darkness and that untouchable light, have you ever seen these many memories? Apart from hearing my voice, have you ever seen  My true identity?"

    The young man thought for a moment and realized that this was indeed the case. Is there a big difference between now and the past?  He stared speechlessly, hoping for the old man's answer.  The old man was still smiling, but now he had an inexplicable feeling. He narrowed his eyes slightly and said in a serious voice: "Baby, you are in big trouble this time."

    "Please tell me, old man, what kind of situation I have fallen into?" The young man didn't want to guess riddles with the old man anymore, so he went straight to the point, bowed deeply, and asked the old man respectfully.

    "This is 'nothing'. There are countless fragments of memories here, but there is no 'I'. If there is 'I', 'nothing' becomes 'something', and you can leave. Baby, you may understand  ?" The old man spoke slowly, word by word, extremely clear, yet very vague. The young man really couldn't understand such Zen-like words.

    Seeing the young man's confused expression, the old man was not surprised at all and continued: "I have been trapped here for too long. It wasn't until I saw you that day and was asked by you that I suddenly understood the truth. Baby,  Do you still remember the question you asked me?"

    The young man nodded and asked the old man, "Who are you?" Then the old man said that he didn't know who he was, and nothing more happened, because the young man woke up at this moment.  However, how can this extremely ordinary question make the old man in front of him realize his enlightenment, and how can he make the old man know how to leave?

    "Baby, you can't figure it out, can you? Hahaha, I haven't thought about it for many years. The key to the problem is just a simple question - who are you?" The old man seemed not to explain directly, but told the young man  I threw back the questions I asked originally.

    who I am?  The young man thought this was a very ridiculous question. How could he not know who he was? I am, I am The young man's heart suddenly trembled. He could not tell who he was, even though he had many things about himself and about himself.  The people around him and the memory of his brother, but at this time the memory is just a memory and cannot tell the boy clearly who he is.  I should have a name, my name is, why?  Why can¡¯t I think of my own name? If I have a name, I should know who I am!

    "Baby, you must be thinking about your name right now, right? You think a name can explain everything about you, don't you?" The old man could immediately see what the young man was thinking, and his eyes were really sharp.  , "Don't rush to admire me. What you are thinking now is what I thought back then. It has been a long time, too long. I can't even remember how long I have been thinking about it. In short, this method is unworkable. If it were possible, I wouldn't do it."  I still stay here until now. Baby, think about it carefully, is there any other way?"

    There are some words that the old man did not say, but the young man felt that he could understand them.  Names are given by elders, and their biggest purpose is to distinguish them from others. But when there is only you in the world, there is no difference whether you have a name or not. When others are not around, you will definitely find that "you" after thinking quietly.  It is not just a "name", but an existence that must be affirmed.  The "I" the old man refers to should be this kind of existence.  However, how to understand the essence of this existence?

    A boy is still a boy after all. Even if he is smarter, he cannot make up for the huge difference in life experience.  Therefore, it is better to honestly admit my ignorance and ask the old man to point out the direction quickly. "What the old man asked is something I have never thought about or encountered before. I really don't know how to answer it. If you can,  Please give me some advice, please."

    "Hahahahahaha! Could it be that you, a baby, thought I was asking the question???Can you definitely answer it?  If so, why would I still stay here?  "The old man laughed so hard that he bent over and held his stomach. He laughed heartily. "I just said that I suddenly understood a direction. As for what is ahead, I have never been there, so how can I know?  "

    Hearing this, the young man suddenly felt a little impatient. The old man was just talking nonsense!  Even if you have to pull it off, why not stay at the beautiful and quiet Heshen Lake instead of being in this situation filled with despair and desolation?  When he thought of this, the young man suddenly felt a flash of light in his heart - just like the silver fox took him to the forest, the Chao family's residence, and the sacred lake, is this place and scene the memory of the old man in front of him?

    The silver fox wanders in the memory of the past, the old man wanders in the dark past, and the young man, the young man should also have his own world.  Perhaps only in this world can the young man know who he is!  The young man looked at the old man and said, "I wonder if the old man can let me see my past. Maybe I can know who I am."

    "Maybe, I have forgotten too many things, and all that is left now are these desperate fragments and the incomprehensible darkness. In the past, I could help you because you knew who you were and where you were going.  You can go anywhere, so I just need to push you in the direction you choose for yourself." The old man sighed, obviously regretting that he didn't even know where to go, "Baby, I hope you can succeed.  ."

    The old man waved his sleeves and disappeared together with the motionless silver fox lying on the ground.  The boy was alone, browsing through the constantly changing memory scenes.  The scene after scene is familiar but a little blurry. The boy was still a child at that time. His mother abandoned him. The child was crying helplessly, but no one stayed by his side to comfort him. Then the child lost his home.  Wandering in the wind and rain, I was very ill at that time. I huddled up alone in the ruined temple, feeling sad, but also looking forward to seeing my mother, and dreaming about the world over there. The child survived and became a teenager.  I followed a few friends to the ghost cave and picked up a strange "broken knife". From then on, the trajectory ahead changed dramatically.

    The scene after that became very clear. Life in Tianmenguan seemed familiar at any time. After all, I stayed there for five years; drills, hand fighting, Cuju, and fighting for meat in the canteen with other soldiers.  I have been drunk by several people with malicious intentions; who were those people?  The young man stared closely at the scene of himself getting along with those two people. It turned out that his expression was like this when he was with them, sometimes helpless, sometimes atmospheric, sometimes moved, as if he had many changing moods;  Those who can arouse these emotions, I have always silently called them "brothers"!

    Fighting side by side with brothers, whether it¡¯s fighting off enemies or grabbing delicious food, is always so engaging and meaningful; what happened next?  The young man discovered that his memory had a gap on the edge of the Lengshui River. It was dark and chaotic at first. When he woke up again, his brother no longer smiled obscenely at him or acted mischievously. One of them was missing.  One lay quietly and forever.

    The one who is missing is called Ayu, and the one who can¡¯t get up again is Liu Dabiao!  For some reason, two figures suddenly appeared in front of the young man's eyes, one was very tall, with a rough face, and very small eyes, and the other was fat and honest.  Could it be that they are, are There should be nothing wrong. When people live in this world, except for their relatives, they cannot forget their brothers!

    "Hey, Team Leader, why do you have such a stinky face? I don't want to cause trouble around Team Leader. I'd rather be happy." The burly man rolled his eyes that looked like mung beans and teased the boy cheerfully.  "Team leader, don't worry about me, hurry up and have a happy birthday with that pretty girl, go ahead, go ahead!"

    The young man wanted to say something, but he was speechless and choked. Looking at Liu Dabiao with a smirk on his face, he really didn't know what to do with him.  At this moment, the very honest fat man on the side spoke: "Master Jun, I left some meat in the food box, which can be used for breakfast."

    Hahahahaha, Ah Yu is Ah Yu at all times, and eating it will never leave your mouth.  After hearing this, the young man felt suddenly in a good mood, but he also felt that he shouldn't be happy at this time.  Why does time always have such contradictory things? The young man is puzzled, but there are some things that must be asked, "Ayu, Dabiao, do you know who I am?"

    "Hahahahahaha! Did I hear you right? Team Leader would ask such a question! Who is Team Leader? How do I know who Team Leader thinks he is and who is over there? Hahahahaha!" Liu Dabiao!  Smiling, feeling very satisfied, he said to the young man: "If the captain knows who he is, he must tell me. In the next life, I will still follow the captain!"

    Turning around and disappearing, Liu Dabiao was always straightforward in doing things. It seemed that he appeared just to say these words and was about to leave after saying this. Ayu didn't say anything, just nodded, but his eyes clearly said, "As long as the military master is  Master Jun, Ah Yu is still Ah.fish!  "

    When the shadows of the two people merged into the darkness again, the young man realized that he knew the answer, so the young man smiled.  There is something in the smile, besides happiness, there is also deep gratitude
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