Xiao Yuejin couldn't sleep at all. (_-< Shuhai Pavilion >-) As soon as he fell asleep, he saw Ding Xiaoling lying on the ground with blood on her face, and woke up screaming.
Zhang Siyu brought him a meal in the evening for him to finish, and then went home. Zuolin at home wanted her to take care of him. When Xiao Yuejin woke up, the surroundings were very quiet, but the patients in the ward were snoring loudly, one after another, and he couldn't sleep. Ding Xiaoling is no longer here. His consciousness reminded him again, and his eyes were sore and burning.
He doesn¡¯t understand what kind of demon he is possessed by Ding Xiaoling? It was so heartbreaking for her. Although Ding Xiaoling took the initiative to leave him, he felt that in the vast sea of ??people, he just liked this one. When he was with her, he felt the joy of being a human being. However, the joy was so short-lived and the pain was so long-lasting. He was very unhappy. willingly.
??????????????????????? He had no choice but to sigh long and long, as if he wanted to sigh out all the bloody thoughts in his heart. However, the more he sighed, the more uncomfortable he felt. At this painful moment, his mind was more active than ever, thinking of those precious moments with Ding Xiaoling.
Brother Xiao, I hope you will become a high official! Ding Xiaoling once expressed her hope without shame.
Become a high official? Ling, being an official is very dangerous. Haven't you seen so many people sending themselves to prison just to be an official? Xiao Yuejin said to Ding Xiaoling half jokingly and half seriously.
Brother Xiao, how many people are in jail? Those are heartless people. Just be a conscientious person. Ding Xiaoling pouted innocently.
Ling, it¡¯s hard for everyone to be a conscientious official nowadays. A conscientious official tells the truth. The truth often doesn't sound good. Therefore, Shangfeng generally does not like him, and if he offends the superior officials, life will naturally be difficult. Ling, I don't like being an official. I just want to live an ordinary life with a salary. Do you like it?
Ding Xiaoling¡¯s face turned gloomy and she said nothing.
??Brother Xiao, just go and do some activities. You see, everyone is doing activities, and those who are transferred are transferred away. Promotion after promotion, always staying in Weng Guling, what's the point? Why don't you go do some activities and get a deputy mayor in the township? Much better than the average employee. Ding Xiaoling refused to give up her efforts and said, "Look at the smart people in our village. The furniture in their homes is bought from far away." When you become an official, although the salary is not high, the bonus will be much larger. Brother Xiao, you don¡¯t want us to live a better life?
Xiao Yuejin was in trouble for a long time and said, Ling. do you know? I'm not the kind of person who would give up for five buckets of rice!
He hugged Ding Xiaoling and wanted to be intimate with her. But Ding Xiaoling turned her face away and said, Brother Xiao, why can¡¯t we just talk about coming together?
Ling, give me time and I will work hard, okay? Only then did Xiao Yuejin realize that something was wrong, and Ding Xiaoling was really angry.
Brother Xiao, you are a pedantic person. If you continue like this, you will achieve nothing. Ding Xiaoling warned.
This warning shocked Xiao Yuejin like thunder. It turned out to be in Xiaoling's eyes. He is just a pedantic person.
Xiao Yuejin had his own opinion in his heart. He said, Ling, do you know? Our ancestors said that wealth cannot be achieved. Poverty and lowliness cannot move, power cannot bend. Only in this way can you become like a human being. In the heads of the village heads. I think your father is pretty good, he has a good conscience, but does your father have an easy life? With so many people staring at his position, it is so difficult to hold on to this position. He has to fight and deal with people overtly and covertly. I don't want to live this life.
Then you are satisfied to be such an office director? Walking around behind other people's backs all day long? Be someone else's servant? Brother Xiao, you must have such courage to let others be your servants! Ding Xiaoling said decisively.
Ling, everyone is equal, right? Xiao Yuejin's words made Ding Xiaoling very angry. She yelled: Equality, equality! Just have your Qingqiu dream! Which part of this society is not full of hierarchy? There are levels of salary, there are levels of official ranks. Rich people are one level higher than people without money, and people who are officials are several levels higher than people who are not! Rich people can ride on high-end cars and big horses, while people without money humble themselves and beg, and everyone will ignore them! I said you were pedantic, but you are pedantic! Still clinging to those cliches and not taking a look at their own situation. My father said, you are good at everything, but you are not good at teaming up with others, especially to please the leaders. This is your fatal thing.
Ding Xiaoling said angrily, turned around and left. This was not the first time that she was so angry, but Xiao Yuejin just couldn't listen and continued to act as his office director without any hesitation. ¡
Now, he finally understands.
Ling, why am I awake but you are not here? Xiao Yuejin regretted it. Tears welled up in my eyes again: If I had listened to you, maybe both of us would be comedies. But because of my stubbornness, we both fell into tragedy.
The pain of skin incision tormented Xiao Yuejin. The ribs on his chest hurt, and the pain was even worse.It's his heart. In recent days, he entered heaven, but suddenly, he fell from heaven to hell, and he was miserable.
It was a long dark night outside, and patients were coming in and out of the hospital all night long. The lights were bright, and the faces going around in the lights were anxious and hesitant. Xiao Yuejin looked at the faces outside through the doors and windows. They were all so helpless and numb. He felt that life was really sad and lamentable. At this moment, Xiao Yuejin was completely despairing.
???????????????????????? He sighed again, closed his eyes and rested his mind, his mind was in a mess, painful and numb. Just tossing and turning like this, when it was almost dawn, he was confused for half an hour.
In the morning, Zhang Siyu bought breakfast, including pork liver soup and big meat buns. Xiao Yuejin usually likes these two things the most. They are convenient to eat and nourish the body. But now Xiao Yuejin has no appetite, he doesn't want to eat anything.
You drink some soup, your body needs nutrition. Zhang Siyu brought the soup to him. Xiao Yuejin immediately thought that if Ding Xiaoling was around, he would look the same, right? He closed his eyes and tried to think of Zhang Siyu as Ding Xiaoling. Ding Xiaoling was dead and his happiness and hope were gone, but he still longed for a happy life. When he took the bowl, he still glanced at Zhang Siyu. The yellow patches on her face became more obvious, and there was a sullen look on her face.
¡°Perhaps she knew about the fact that he went to Liu Fengtang¡¯s house to beat Liu Mazi two days ago? Xiao Yuejin thought to himself. And then relieved. Just know if you know, she will know one day. Originally, I wanted to wait until I decided to divorce, but now, this matter no longer exists, and I still have to hang out with her.
Zhang Siyu really couldn't hold it back, she squinted at him as he drank the soup slowly, and said, I wonder how you ended up like this, it turns out you went to pay off your debt. Do you still have a conscience? It's good for me to work hard in your house to take care of my husband and raise my children. I have only been an official for a few days and I am already like this. I am so blind. How could I find such a heartless person like you?
"Boom" sound. Xiao Yuejin stopped drinking the soup, put the bowl on the coffee table, and covered his head with the quilt. He couldn't do this at this time.
Zhang Siyu murmured angrily for a while. Seeing that Xiao Yuejin didn't respond, she felt bored and even more angry. She closed the door with a loud "bang!" and went back to work.
Xiao Yuejin finally couldn't hold it back any longer, and he shouted to the ground. Lift the quilt to the ground. There was a severe pain in his chest, and he couldn't help but frown.
Like a trapped beast, he understood that all this was his own fault. He is thirty years old now. If he had not gotten married in a daze, Xiaoling would have had hope at this time. Ding Xiaoling, who had hope, would never jump off a building. She would definitely live with the hope of being with him again.
¡°But I am married and have a seven-year-old child. This cuts off Ding Xiaoling's path and her hopes! Xiao Yuejin regretted it too much. He now understood why Ding Xiaoling said to him again and again, Brother Xiao. Are we all divorced? But he never agreed, which made Ding Xiaoling despair in the fierce conflict
Xiao Yuejin. What have you done? !
Memories of the past aggravated his self-blame and sadness. He was restless, distraught, infinitely sad and angry, but there was nothing he could do. -< Shuhai Pavilion >-(
It is a sunny day, and the sun has shined into the room through the window. Although it is winter, it is not very cold. Xiao Yuejin stood in the sunshine and looked at everything outside. He still felt the cold in his bones.
Despair and sadness obscured the eyes of his soul. He could not see his future and felt that life was gray
There was no room for Xiao Yuejin to feel depressed, but his work couldn't wait to urge him to act quickly.
Early in the morning, Xiao Cui called him to ask if the two plans he had prepared were out. One was about the year-end evaluation plan for cadres, and the other was about the partial selection and recruitment of village-level cadres at the beginning of the year. Because Secretary Wu said that a standing committee meeting will be held soon to discuss these matters.
Xiao Yuejin told Xiao Cui that these materials were ready and put them on his desk, asking him to take them to Minister Ou for review. He said that maybe he was not mature enough yet, so he asked Xiao Cui to give them to the other two. A deputy minister will help with the staff, and it is best to ensure that nothing goes wrong.
After talking about work, Xiao Yuejin's mood improved slightly, and the gloomy thoughts faded a little, but he felt his chest hurt more and more. Just like a person who has been seriously injured, he doesn't feel any pain at first. When the numb nerves wake up, the pain is overwhelming and makes people want to live.
Xiao Yuejin felt really bored staying in the hospital. Although people came to visit every day, they were just saying things like wishing him a speedy recovery. For him, this was also social entertainment. While he was grateful for others' kindness, Xiao Yuejin's pain in his heart was not relieved, so he hid it from the doctor. Escape from the hospitalGo to Zhu Yiming's place.
Entering Zhu Yiming¡¯s office, Zhu Yiming was patiently explaining to an old man why the late payment fee was charged. The old man just couldn¡¯t accept it and kept saying, Director Zhu, you have to help me waive it, I can¡¯t afford it! Zhu Yiming talked for a long time, his mouth was dry, so he had to call the office director to take the old man to his office for further explanation. Then he sat next to Xiao Yuejin, put his arm around his shoulders and asked, how are you, are you feeling better?
Xiao Yuejin didn't say a word, sitting dullly. He didn't know how to say thank you? My brother is exposed to outsiders like this. Are you talking about Ding Xiaoling? He didn't forget what Zhu Yiming said when he left. What about his wife Zhang Siyu? What else is there to say?
Look at you, Yuejin, have you broken your brain? Zhu Yiming said reproachfully.
Brother Zhu Xiao Yuejin was crying in his heart, but on the surface his face was pale and he didn't show it.
You can cry when you come to me! Don't hold it in, okay? Zhu Yiming said rudely, "You are like this." wanna die?
Xiao Yuejin remained silent.
I see you really love Ding Xiaoling. Why didn't you catch her in the first place? Hey, you, you, you! You deserve it! Zhu Yiming scolded. After a pause, he said softly that Liu Mazi was going to be in trouble. He heard that the city had received a solid report, saying that he had a mistress and slept with a nurse, and that he had financial problems. And Zhu Yiming paused again, thought about it, and then said that this may not be true. No matter how bad Liu Mazi is, he will not push his beautiful wife downstairs
Xiao Yuejin¡¯s head buzzed, what did you say? ! he asked, eyes wide.
¡°Don¡¯t look at me like this, hey. This is just a rumor. People say that Mazi Liu pushed Ding Xiaoling down from the eighth floor. Mazi Liu was looking for a mistress outside, but Ding Xiaoling found out about it and wanted to divorce him. Mazi Liu was about to be promoted and refused to divorce. Afraid of being affected, Ding Xiaoling rented a house and lived apart from him. Liu Mazi went to Sanqi City to find Ding Xiaoling and asked her to go home, but Ding Xiaoling refused to return. So he and Liu Mazi started to quarrel, and Liu Mazi was so angry that he pushed Ding Xiaoling down from the window Zhu Yiming's mouth moved, Xiao Yuejin's eyes turned blood red, and Zhu Yiming was moved by his expression. Frightened, he hurriedly said, "I don't think that's the case. Liu Mazi was just asking his wife to support his appearance, so why would he push her downstairs?" I think Ding Xiaoling must be desperate for life. Jump off the building by yourself
Xiao Yuejin said nothing. Zhu Yiming said Yuejin, don¡¯t scare me! You speak!
Brother Zhu, Liu Mazi, I can¡¯t spare him! Xiao Yuejin gritted his teeth.
Yuejin, you went to someone else¡¯s house and acted wild, what else can you spare? Liu Mazi has been very anxious these days. Secretary Wu heard about this and was extremely angry. Liu Mazi came to see Secretary Wu, but Secretary Wu avoided seeing him. The whole county was in an uproar. Liu Mazi was still waiting for promotion. This time, he would definitely fail, and it would cost him his life.
Zhu Yiming sighed and said, Hey, for us civil servants, people only think that life is easy, but if we don't take advantage of it, our reputation will be ruined at any moment. So I have seen through it all and don¡¯t want to get involved in this muddy water. However, Yuejin, I think you have a future, don't be discouraged and do your best. Only when people like you sit in high positions can the common people have hope.
Xiao Yuejin didn't listen to what Zhu Yiming said, his mind was in chaos. At this moment, he just wanted to be quiet here with Brother Zhu and listen to him. No matter what he said, it would be better than sitting alone in that hateful ward. He suddenly remembered that his wife had been working here for a month, and he hadn't seen how she was doing. From Zhu Yiming's words, it was definitely not very good, and she had already come to work, so he decided to take a look at what she was doing. , and said to Zhu Yiming, "Brother Zhu, come with me to your canteen. I have something to do with Siyu."
Zhu Yiming said, OK, as long as you are not angry, you can do anything. The two of them came to the canteen. There was no one inside, and the rice pot on the stove was steaming.
The sound of mahjong was heard in the room next to it. Zhu Yiming said, do you understand?
Xiao Yuejin had no expression on his face and sighed, Brother Zhu, maybe people like them have nothing else to do unless they play mahjong.
? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? This is the state of the world and all living beings. Zhu Yiming said, it's okay if I don't let them do this. They will just gossip and make trouble when they have nothing to do here. Later, I thought that this could be regarded as giving them a place to vent their energy. With this matter, there would be less right and wrong, and it would be somewhat beneficial to talk about it.
The two of them were talking. Zhu Yiming looked at his watch. It was eleven o'clock and said, "Yuejin, I know you must be bored these days. Let's go to a quiet place to have something to eat, so we can take the opportunity to talk." , I know it¡¯s when you need someone to talk to you.
Xiao Yuejin did not deny it. The two of them walked to a place in the northwest corner of the county government office.At the foot of the hill, there is a farmhouse. It has only one floor and is a thatched shed, but the decoration inside is very special. It is in a simple farmhouse style, but the workmanship is exquisite, making people feel very comfortable when entering. The name of the farmhouse restaurant is Tianshelang, and there is a couplet in it that makes Xiao Yuejin think it is very tasteful: when he ascends to Tianshelang, he often enters the Emperor's Hall. This couple caters to people's current psychology of not only wanting to be environmentally friendly and quiet, but also want to serve in court. It seems that the owner of this farmhouse is a good person.
A young lady wearing a red cheongsam came to guide them and led them to a corner named Wind Chimes Pavilion. Seeing this name, people will immediately think of the charm of the wind chimes in a pavilion with green mountains and green waters. Only at this time did Xiao Yuejin feel that the depression he had felt in the past few days had eased a little.
Enter the pavilion. The lady brought the menu. It is a well-made book, and the dishes on it all have simple and beautiful names. For example, steamed pork with vermicelli is called farm rice vermicelli. Zhu Yiming looked at the menu and asked Xiao Yuejin what he liked to eat. Xiao Yuejin said that he liked fried peppers, which are a kind of farm pepper from the south. He put them in a pot and squeezed them with a spatula until all the peppers were broken into pieces. Adding tempeh and garlic, the stir-fry makes it spicy and sweet, and it tastes delicious.
You. It's the life of eating chili peppers Zhu Yiming said dissatisfiedly, order something better, you can eat it today, there is something unhappy in your heart. Eating a few heavy meals will definitely relieve the pain. Then Zhu Yiming couldn't help but ordered farm rice noodles with pork, homemade tofu, fried chili, and a crab roe egg custard.
Xiao Yuejin looked at it with no appetite. Zhu Yiming brought two more small bottles of medicinal wine and said that no matter what happens today, drink this bottle of wine and sleep, and you will be better.
The two of them poured wine into glasses. Zhu Yiming sighed and said, Yuejin, you are a man with a lot of worries, but I like you because you are sincere and upright. I appreciate what you often say, wealth cannot be changed, poverty cannot be moved, and power cannot be surrendered.
That¡¯s not what I said. Xiao Yuejin said mockingly, I was actually hurt by those few words.
Leap forward. Don't say that. No matter where we go, we have a root, and this root is our integrity and conscience. Even though you were hurt by these words, it was also your fault. Because you are too rigid. The ancients did not tell you to do this. But our life must have a general direction and a general principle. This principle must be something in the essence left by our ancestors. Take me for example, I like two sentences the most: indifferent and clear aspirations, tranquility and far-reaching.
Brother Zhu, you are better than me. Your love goes smoothly, your work is good, you can be indifferent, but I am still like this, the most beloved woman has left again, I feel like a walking zombie now, life is really boring
Zhu Yiming picked up a chopstick dish and put it in Xiao Yuejin's bowl, and said, stop thinking about it, what is the meaning of living, it is to live relatively cleanly and decently, and to seek some benefits for the people around you, that's it. We are not great men and can only think about ordinary trivial matters. Stop thinking so much, cheer up, take care of your life, and remember that living cleanly and decently, and being needed by some people, is very meaningful.
Zhu Yiming was talking to himself, but Xiao Yuejin might not be listening. He slowly picked up the food, but his tears fell into the bowl drop by drop.
He said, Brother Zhu, without Ding Xiaoling, cleanliness and respectability mean nothing to me
Xiao Yuejin returned to the hospital from Zhu Yiming in a daze. The hospital was already in a state of chaos. That bearded Dr. Li was stomping his feet in the hospital, saying that I knew this man was troublesome. He had some official status and was self-righteous. If something really happened, our hospital would be the unlucky one. Don¡¯t we see too many medical troubles nowadays? Our hospital had already experienced the amniotic fluid embolism incident last time, and had to pay more than 200,000 yuan in compensation. If it happens again, it will close down.
It turns out that a few months ago, a pregnant woman was admitted to the hospital. When she came to the hospital, she was already in a very critical condition. After diagnosis, everyone believed that the pregnant woman had amniotic fluid embolism and that both mother and child were in danger. The hope of saving the mother and child was very small, only a few percent. But in order to save the patient, the hospital performed the operation with the consent of the pregnant woman's relatives. During the operation, both the mother and the child died. The family of the pregnant woman firmly believed that this was a medical accident, and placed the body of the pregnant woman in the foyer and prohibited cremation and burial. There were a large number of spectators, and the people did not know the truth and blamed the hospital. In order to calm the matter, the government forced the hospital to pay a huge sum of money to settle the matter. We practice revolutionary humanitarianism by saving lives and healing the wounded. However, the current implementation of this revolutionary humanitarianism has produced weird results. People's hearts are not as good as before, many people are unjust and unjust, and those who want to do good things are trembling with fear.
Now this Xiao Yuejin has disappeared again.
The doctors and nurses were in a hurry and couldn't agree on what to do, so Xiao Yuejin entered his ward. When the nurse saw him coming in, she gave him a false smile and immediately ran next door to tell everyone that he was back. Several doctors and nurses who were jumping around in the duty room breathed a sigh of relief.
When Xiao Yuejin saw the nurseWith a grimace, he knew that he went out to make them unhappy, but they were too afraid to say anything about him. He couldn't help but feel a little sorry for his recklessness. He lay on the bed and began to think about Zhu Yiming's words. A person can live a clean and decent life, even if he has It makes sense.
Live a clean and decent life? After losing the one you love, no matter how clean or decent you are, you are still a puppet wearing a royal robe, without any meaning of life.
I am feeling depressed and unhappy. Chang Yuchun came in. Seeing him waking up and sitting there looking bored, he scolded him: What the hell are you doing? I came to see you the day before yesterday, but you pretended to be ignorant and ignored me.
Xiao Yuejin said sorry, Director Chang, I can't help you.
What are you sorry for? You are really smart. A civil servant actually went to someone's house to cause trouble, and even beat up a township secretary. You kid really took the courage of a leopard! Don¡¯t you actually know who Liu Mazi belongs to?
Chang Yuchun complained, patted his shoulder and said mysteriously, brother. Do you know the latest news?
What news? Xiao Yuejin looked at Chang Yuchun numbly, and smiled indifferently: Does it have anything to do with me?
Chang Yuchun glared at him: Regardless of whether it is relevant or not, it is a major event in our county. Do you know? Maybe it¡¯s about you! It has nothing to do with you. Why would you go to someone¡¯s house and beat them? Even Secretary Wu knew about it. He even asked about it! Just watch it, kid, Liu Mazi will tell you to walk around without food!
I get annoyed when you mention him! Xiao Yuejin stared at Chang Yuchun with dissatisfaction and said: He is just a beast.
Look at you, you are irrational, right? Chang Yuchun was dissatisfied with Xiao Yuejin's words: Don't add insult to injury like this!
When Xiao Yuejin heard something in Chang Yuchun¡¯s words, he looked at him seriously and asked: How come I¡¯m adding insult to injury? That beasthas he received his retribution?
Chang Yuchun glanced at Xiao Yuejin, unable to tell what he was thinking. He said slowly that Liu Fengtang was in trouble this time. The city had set up a task force and he had been in there for a day.
Xiao Yuejin¡¯s mind couldn¡¯t turn around at once. He asked after a long time, you mean. Mazi Liu? Did you find him in the market? Why?
Chang Yuchun said that he was also careless. He was looking for a wild wife outside and treated his wife Ding Xiaoling badly for several years. When Ding Xiaoling wanted to divorce, he didn't take the opportunity to divorce him. On the one hand, he wanted Ding Xiaoling to protect his family, and on the other hand, he secretly had fun outside. How could anything go wrong like this? Ding Xiaoling couldn't think about it anymore, so she jumped off the building and died in anger, leaving a letter before she died. It's for the city, and everything Liu Fengtang does on weekdays is written on it. You said that a man who wants to steal a wild wife, how can he be financially clean? The city has attracted great attention. Yesterday, the task force stationed in Wengguling County. Last night. Liu Fengtang went in, this time. He will shed his skin even if he doesn't die. As for promotion, don't even think about it.
Chang Yuchun¡¯s words were full of regret. Xiao Yuejin didn't know if he really felt sorry for Liu Mazi or if he was pretending. But after hearing this, he felt very relieved.
You deserve it! Xiao Yuejin said without mercy and happily.
Chang Yuchun looked at Xiao Yuejin for a long time and said, Yuejin, you can't be like this, you can't take pleasure in someone else's misfortune. Although he is your love rival, isn¡¯t it past that? When you are a cadre, you must be like a prime minister with a belly that can sail a boat and a big belly that can accommodate people. Only then can you get the maximum support, minimize obstacles, and move more smoothly. If you make too many enemies, your career will rarely go smoothly, you know?
Director, I know, but I swore an oath that he and I will never live together! You know, the hatred of killing your father, the hatred of taking your wife, these are the deepest hatreds in the world. His methods are despicable and shameless, and he always gives up. I can't forgive him! Xiao Yuejin didn't want to hide anything in front of Chang Yuchun. Chang Yuchun helped him like that, which made him feel infinitely grateful. He poured the beans into the bamboo tube and told everything in his heart.
?????????????????????? Well, Yuejin, you are still a little green in your official career, so you should practice hard! If you express your emotions too clearly, you will suffer a loss. Remember what I say, if you endure what ordinary people cannot bear, you will surely be able to plant trees that ordinary people cannot. There is another sentence I want to tell you, a gentleman's revenge is not too late after ten years. A true gentleman does not seek revenge, but sees revenge. You have to believe that in this world, you will reap what you sow. Even though Liu Mazi robbed your wife, isn't it your wife's fault as well? How can a fly bite a seamless egg? Isn't it because Ding Xiaoling didn't get good results because she planted the seeds herself? I know what's on your mind, you already have a son, don't think about that woman anymore, it's useless. She's gone. Remember that dream you told me about? In fact, I know you are talking about her. You are a member of my office. Can I not know your updates? When you told me about that dream, I had a hunch that something might happen to this woman, but I didn¡¯t expect it to happen so soon! Yuejin, I said, this woman's departure may bring you good luck. You have to believe that she owes you this.
What Chang Yuchun said? This was something Xiao Yuejin had never thought about. He thought that how could Chang Yuchun, a member of the Standing Committee, care about such trivial matters? But I didn't expect it. He sees himself so clearly. Xiao Yuejin sweated on his forehead. Fortunately, Chang Yuchun is a sincere person who treats him well. If not, wouldn't he be in danger?
Xiao Yuejin felt that the officialdom was an aura full of eyes. No matter where something the size of a hair happened, there would be people who could see it and study it deeply. Many people looked for their own identity from these phenomena as thin as a hair. own opportunity.
She doesn¡¯t owe me anything. I owe it to her. director. Xiao Yuejin lowered his head and said, feeling full of guilt. If she hadn't been rigid, Ding Xiaoling wouldn't have been forced to choose Liu Mazi, and she would have formed a happy couple with him. You will live a happy life now.
??????????????????????????????????????????????????? should not think so, let it go if it is destined to have no destiny. People should go with the flow. You must see through some things that are essentially useless to you, cherish what you already hold in your hands, seize the opportunities you can seize, make good use of them, and make your life shine like gold. Liu Fengtang is unlucky, it's his fate, I think maybe you are going to be lucky, it's your fate too! Please forgive me and accept the change, Leap Forward. When you get to my age, you will understand that love is not a thing sometimes.
After Chang Yuchun finished speaking, he asked Xiao Yuejin where to have dinner. Xiao Yuejin said, "Director, you can eat wherever you want. I'm treating you today."
Chang Yuchun said, if you look like this, I won¡¯t eat from you. Wait until you are ready. The two of us had a few drinks and talked about what was on our minds. Yuejin, I had a new idea.
what idea? Xiao Yuejin has many new ideas about Director Chang. How could I guess that?
Why. I won¡¯t tell you anymore. I¡¯ll tell you later when I have some clues. Get well soon, kid. Forget about those things that you have to do when you are memorizing things as soon as possible, and go your own way. Chang Yuchun said, raised his feet and walked out, saying as he walked, don't come out! Just lie down!
Xiao Yuejin stood at the door, looking at Chang Yuchun's back, thinking to himself: In which life did I get this blessing? There are still many good people in the world, Zhu Yiming, Director Chang, Minister Ou, and even Secretary Wu, hiding from good people With this thought, I went back to the bed and lay down, thinking that Zhang Siyu hadn't sent any food yet, so I didn't know what to do. . My stomach was growling a little, so I got up again and prepared to go to the cafeteria to eat something. Just as he reached the door, Liu Qizheng came over and shouted from afar, Brother Xiao, where are you going? I have something for you!
Xiao Yuejin hurriedly stopped and said, I want to go have a meal! Have you eaten? If you don¡¯t want to eat, I¡¯ll treat you!
"Brother Xiao, if you are not in good health, please don't wander around. In this case, I will get you food!" Liu Qizheng ran away immediately, leaving Xiao Yuejin behind without any explanation. Xiao Yuejin sighed, thinking that this child was so impatient.
After a while, Liu Qizheng came in with two lunch boxes and a bowl of soup and said, Brother Xiao, you are so pitiful, I will eat with you. This sentence made Xiao Yuejin's nose feel sore again. If Ding Xiaoling and he were husband and wife, it would be absolutely impossible for her to leave her in the hospital. Although she could move, she still felt uncomfortable all over. She was feeling huge emotions. When hit, the heart is always very fragile. How much spiritual comfort is needed at this time
¡°What did you say you wanted to give me just now? what is it? Xiao Yuejin asked Liu Qizheng while picking up his rice. Liu Qizheng had a beautiful smile on his pretty face and said, Brother Xiao, I never thought you would have such a romantic affair.
Hearing the word "*ÇéÊÂ", Xiao Yuejin choked up in his heart, his face sank and he said, "What did you say?" How can I have any romance?
Liu Qizheng saw that Xiao Yuejin was unhappy, so he stopped joking and took out a paper package from his bag. Xiao Yuejin looked at it and saw that it was a letter. In this day and age, there are still people writing to me? He was confused. At this time, Liu Qi was unfolding the letter, which had not yet been opened. Xiao Yuejin trembled in his heart, the handwriting was Ding Xiaoling's.
Brother Xiao, I know about you. You had a first love who jumped to his death a few days ago. She must be unhappy with her current husband. So you went to that man¡¯s house that day and beat him up. We all admire Brother Xiao, you are such a responsible person! To be so affectionate and kind to his original girlfriend Liu Qizheng looked at Xiao Yuejin with admiration and said, although I am not married yet, I am determined to be a person like Brother Xiao.
Bah bah! Xiao Yuejin spat at him, "What did you say?" ! Be someone like me? You think I'm not miserable enough?
Liu Qizheng smiled and said, people in our office, including Wan Xiaoliang, Xiaoxiang and several others, admire you very much. They said that your two punches were impressive. To be a human being, you have to have a conscience. Liu Mazi just has a bad conscience, not only towards his wife, but also towards friends like you. Liu Qizheng said angrily that he deserved his misfortune! I just can't stand his behavior. If you have power, he will get close to you. WeIn this way, he ignored the secretaries who did not talk to the main leaders
Xiao Yuejin looked at Liu Qizheng and didn't know what to say. After thinking for a long time, he said softly, Qizheng, people eat the roots of the tree of conscience. A person without conscience will be punished. You must remember this sentence.
Um! Thank you, Brother Xiao.
The two of them chatted while eating, and soon the meal was finished. Liu Qizheng had disposed of the garbage and poured boiling water for Xiao Yuejin to drink. Then he looked at him who was lonely under the electric light and couldn't bear to say, Brother Xiao, where is your sister-in-law? Is she so busy? Xiao Yuejin was thinking about what was written in the letter. He was a little eager for Qi Zheng to go back soon, so he didn't answer his question. He just said Qi Zheng, please go back soon. Don't miss me. I can take care of myself.
Liu Qizheng saw that he really didn¡¯t have much to do here, so he said, Brother Xiao, take care, I will come to see you tomorrow and the day after tomorrow. Then he left.
Xiao Yuejin couldn¡¯t wait to open the envelope.
The handwriting on the first line is thick and blurry, and it can be seen that Ding Xiaoling wrote it while crying. Xiao Yuejin's heart suddenly tightened and hurt.
Dear Yuejin:
This will be the last time I call you this.
When you read this letter, I will be separated from you forever and no longer in this world.
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Xiao Yuejin watched, tears welling up in his eyes uncontrollably. He clutched his chest tightly, and the unresolved grief struck him deeply again. He continued to look down with tears in his eyes:
Brother, please allow me to call you this, and please forgive me for my ignorance and selfishness. I am writing this letter to you just to tell you that the only person I have ever loved in my life is you.
A year ago, I thought about ending my life because I really didn¡¯t want to live in this cold world anymore. But I heard people say that you also live like a walking zombie. You are not happy and you are very depressed.
At that time, I was hoping for a miracle to happen again.
I know that because of vanity and because I can't stand your indirectness, I made an unforgivable mistake. This is what I asked for, and it is my retribution. I deserve this retribution.
Unexpectedly, you came to me soon and we fell in love as before. As long as I can be by your side, I feel at ease and peaceful. This is exactly the life I long for! But I threw it away with my own hands, damn me!
How I look forward to reconnecting with you! Every moment you leave me feels like a year or ten. I really want you to get divorced too! This way we both have a chance to live openly and honestly. I hate being sneaky, but I am willing to be sneaky for you. I have asked you many times, but you have not spoken. I know that my dream has come true. You and I can no longer be the same as before, because you have a wife and children, and you are no longer the simple leap forward.
Thinking about this matter, I didn¡¯t sleep for several nights and shed tears for several nights. Then, I figured out the cruel fact that I no longer had the qualifications to ask for anything, and I no longer had the power to choose.
Dear, Liu Mazi kept asking about my whereabouts and found Sanqi City. He didn't want a divorce, and he didn't change his thief nature. Moreover, I had given up on him a long time ago. I no longer have any extravagant expectations for life. Several times, when Mazi Liu hit me, I wanted to end my life, but when I thought of my poor daughter, I couldn't bear it. Liu Mazi is also looking for clues of my infidelity, because he said that I am a bitch, don't let him catch me. To be continued. .