"I never knew I could be so stupid. Even though I saw her stabbing with the long sword, I was still filled with joy."
Hong Jin said this without words.
"Captain, is there anything else?" Daoyan asked.
¡°I don¡¯t know if it counts as after, but when I went to the city for the second time, I stubbornly chose the same city as her. When we met Ear again, she was already nestled in someone else¡¯s arms.¡±
"Then are you still waiting for her?" Daoyan said.
Hong Jin sighed and said: "Essentially, what I am waiting for is not her, but a feeling, a feeling that can make my heart beat, just like the first time you met Bing Ling."
At this time, Xiaoye fell into thinking. Is it a person or a feeling that she misses? Xiaoye couldn't understand either. Maybe, I am not mature enough yet.
"Taoyan, if you like someone, be brave enough to say it, dance like no one else is around, and love without fear of getting hurt." After Hong Jin finished speaking, he turned around and went to the cabin, leaving the three of them alone to think.
"Ziye, do you have someone you like?" Daoyan asked Xiaoye.
Xiaoye nodded, "I'm not sure if I like it."
"Then have you confessed your love to her?"
Xiaoye shook her head.
"Will you regret it?" Daoyan asked almost cautiously.
"It's okay. If we can meet again, I will tell her that I like her, no matter what."
Xiaoye said, looking at the sea, which was mostly dyed a coquettish red by the setting sun.
Dao Yan and Dao Wen didn't know when they had returned to the cabin, leaving Xiao Ye alone on the deck until the sky was filled with stars.
Xiaoye lay on the deck, unknowingly thinking of many people, of Baby Huowu, of the moonlight not being gentle, and of course of Siyu.
"Siyu, are you asleep?"
As soon as Xiaoye sent the message, Siyu replied: "Not yet."
Immediately afterwards, Siyu sent another message: "You're still up so late, what are you doing?"
"Lie on the deck and watch the stars. (Just read the novel.)"
"Are you alone? It will be cold on the sea, so put on more clothes. Actually, I want to lie next to you and accompany you."
Xiaoye looked at the message from Siyu and didn¡¯t know how to restore it. She wrote the message once and then deleted it, leaving it completely blank.
"Siyu, we are friends, very good friends."
Xiaoye¡¯s hands were trembling slightly. She didn¡¯t know if this text message should be sent. At this moment, Siyu¡¯s text message came over.
"Xiaoye, I'm sorry, I didn't mean it. Can you forgive me? I will never say that again." Xiaoye looked at the text message and seemed to see Siyu's tearful eyes under the dark night.
Xiaoye¡¯s heart softened instantly.
"Siyu, silly boy, what are you thinking about? I want one to protect you from behind."
Siyu has not replied to the message.
Xiaoye started to get nervous. She had never been so nervous before. Even when facing death, she had never been so nervous.
At this time, Xiaoye actually received a prompt from the system that someone was calling outside, so Xiaoye directly chose to go offline.
In reality, it is already dark night.
Siyu put on a coat randomly and had slippers on her feet, just like the tearful eyes that Xiaoye saw under the night.
"Lin Han, hug me, okay?"
Xiaoye gently held Siyu in her arms, and Siyu sobbed gently until she fell asleep quietly. He carried Siyu to the bed that he hadn't slept on for a long time. When he was about to leave, Siyu hugged his neck.
"Lin Han, don't leave me, okay? I really like you, really."
Lin Han did not leave and stayed with Siyu. The night was slightly cool, so Xiaoye covered her with a blanket.
There was no talking all night until dawn. (Just read the novel.)
When Xiaoye woke up, she found that Siyu was resting on her arm, looking at her with a pair of big eyes. When she saw that she woke up, her eyes began to dodge.
"That last night"
The two people said almost at the same time.
Lin Han: "Speak first."
"Yeah," Siyu said softly, "I'm sorry for yesterday. When emotions come up, they always have to be vented. Do you understand?"
"Well, it's okay, but can you close your eyes first? I want to put on clothes." When Xiaoye came out of the game room last night, she was only wearing a small underwear.exist.
Siyu turned her head obediently, Xiaoye dressed in a haphazard way, and heard Siyu say from behind her: "Thank you."
"Thank you for what?"
"Thank you for not touching me last night." Siyu's voice was inaudible.
"Siyu, tell me honestly, did you come here on purpose to seduce me last night?" Lin Han had already changed his clothes and found a piece of his own clothes and threw it to Siyu, "Hey, did you keep your head down?" Turn around!"
But Siyu said with a smile: "I have already seen you all, otherwise, I will be responsible for you." After Siyu said this, she immediately regretted, "I was joking just now, don't take it seriously,"
"It's okay, what do you want for breakfast? I'll make it."
¡°As long as it¡¯s made by you, I like to eat it.¡±
Siyu was washing up in Lin Han's place. In the bathroom, Siyu asked Lin Han outside in surprise: "Why do you have my toothbrush here? Also a towel and soap?"
Lin Han answered vaguely in the room: "You brought that yourself when you came here last time. You also said that you might come over to my room sometime, so be prepared."
While brushing her teeth, Siyu looked at Lin Han's things, looking at the toothbrush and towels, full of curiosity about everything about Lin Han.
"Breakfast is ready." Lin Han shouted outside, and Siyu sped up.
The two people met at the door of the bathroom. Siyu had just finished washing her face. Her hair on her temples was still wet and stuck to her cheeks. She had a towel on her shoulders, looking cute.
"You go eat first, and I'll brush my teeth." Lin Han was in a daze just now, and after regaining his composure, he said with a sense of bewilderment.
It was a warm morning. When Lin Han sat down, Siyu's breakfast had not been touched yet.
"Why don't you eat it? Oh, I take nutritional injections myself and rarely cook. These are all synthetic foods and they don't taste very good, so you should feel aggrieved."
Lin Han said as he prepared to eat his breakfast, but Siyu still didn't move his chopsticks and just kept looking at him. Putting down the food that was almost in his mouth, Lin Han raised his head and asked, "Do you have something you want to tell me? Do you want to have breakfast first, so as not to affect your appetite for a while?"
Siyu shook her head and said, "Lin Han, can you tell me why you don't accept me? If I don't do something well, tell me and I will change it." Siyu used a very sincere tone. said.
"Siyu, your expression is too serious now, I'm a little nervous."
Siyu took a deep breath, and the atmosphere obviously relaxed a lot. Siyu looked at Lin Han with a smile: ""It's okay now. "
"Um". Lin Han also took a deep breath and said, "Tell me first why you want to follow me? I don't feel good about it."
"What I like is a feeling. I like to stay by your side and feel safe, whether in the game or in reality. Moreover, heat has never been so good to me, really."
"I'm just doing what I should do. You know you are my first friend, so I should treat you well."
Siyu¡¯s tears were rolling again.
"Lin Han, let me ask you a question: Do you like me?"
Lin Han answered without any hesitation: "I like it, but"
"But what? Don't we like each other enough? I don't care if you have a house and a car, I don't care about your level, I don't care about your equipment. I just want to stay by your side. Is this difficult?"
"Siyu, don't get excited, listen to me first."
Lin Han said slowly: "It's not that I don't want to talk, but I don't dare to talk. I don't know if I can be a qualified boyfriend. Sometimes I even wonder if I am qualified to live in this world. You If you don¡¯t understand my past, you can¡¯t understand my current mood.¡±
"I don't understand, but you can tell me."
Lin Han waved his hand, "Can you not say it?" Lin Han didn't want to touch the scars of the past. Every time he thought about his disgraceful origin, he would feel his heart suddenly stop beating, and the whole world would distort and squeeze towards him.
Before entering "Miracles", Lin Han didn't know how many nights he was awakened by similar nightmares. Such indelible past events played back in his mind like a movie. Over time, Lin Han began to be afraid of the night and sleep, until I can go days and nights without sleeping.
Lin Han continued: "Siyu, can you give me some more time? When I think I can bear the promise of a man, I will take the initiative to find you."
Siyu nodded heavily.
"Can I live with you in the future?" Siyu added: "Don't worry, I won't tempt you. I just want to get closer to you."
Lin Han shook his head and refused: "I'm afraid that I won't be able to control my animal nature and do something that I will regret."
Siyu¡¯s face only showed slight disappointment, but then a smile appeared on her face: ¡°I understand, thank you, thank you for giving me a good expectation. Then, see you in the game.¡±
Lin Han smiled and sent Siyu to her home. The journey of a few minutes was extended to half an hour by the two of them.
"Let's stop here." Lin Han stopped in front of Siyu's building. With a smile, he watched Siyu go upstairs and saw Siyu opening the curtains and waving to him.
Lin Han turned around and went back. Although the sun had been obscured by dust, Lin Han still felt that today was a good day.
Back to the game, Xiaoye received a text message from Siyu: You must remember your promise, I will keep waiting.
Xiaoye suddenly felt guilty. He didn't dare to accept Siyu. The main reason was because of Baby Huowu, but he didn't say it out loud.
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