"Obviously, you're here. How did you do in the college entrance examination? Are you sure you can go to Peking University and Tsinghua University?" I asked with a smile.
"Brother, how could you be like this? You were fine some time ago, why are you like this?!" He said with a choked voice, obviously out of control. []
"You are already an adult, why are you still crying?" I smiled and said, "Obviously, you are almost eighteen years old and you are a man. I have something to say to you, please listen carefully."
"Well, I'll listen." Ming Ming rubbed his eyes and whispered.
"Obviously, I won't lie to you. I have advanced liver cancer. I will have surgery on the 3rd next month. The success rate is only 25%. Do you understand what this means?" I said.
"Dad said it, I understand." Ming Ming replied with red eyes.
"Obviously, my parents are old. Ifif I'm no longer here, you should honor your parents, study hard, and don't embarrass the family, you know?" I said.
"No, brother will be fine!" Ming Ming said excitedly.
"Promise what I just said!" I grabbed Mingming's hand and said, "No one is immune to death. It's just that my brother may leave a little earlier, and the responsibility that falls on you will be heavy. But when you grow up, you will be a As a man, no matter what happens, you have to face it, understand!"
¡°Brother, stop talking, you¡¯ll be fine!¡± Ming Ming growled.
"I invested a million in the barren mountain of Bamao. After you went to college, you came back every summer to help your brother Bamao. He has little education and grows medicinal materials. There is no one who is literate and educated to help him. If it doesn't work, you can just work as a summer job. I will have a share of the harvest from that land, and it will also be your future tuition, so you have to be careful, you know?" I said softly.
"My parents have suffered all their lives. I have not been able to make them happy, but I have always made them worried. If something happens to me, you have to make sure that my parents live well, and you have to be filial to them, you know?" I said.
Ming Ming broke down in tears and nodded vigorously. Maybe when he was less than eighteen years old, the words I said to him and the things I told him were too heavy. However, this is all I can do to him now. He said, I believe that a man who grew up drinking water from the mountains will never have his back bent by anything, even though he is only seventeen years old.
"Obviously, this is your sister-in-law." I pointed at Yan Fang and said softly: "The people sitting outside the ward are all your sisters-in-law. If your sister-in-law needs help in the future, please help if you can."
"Yeah!" Mingming nodded vigorously again.
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August 3rd, morning.
My ward is full of people. Today is a very ordinary day. The wind is beautiful outside the window and the sun is brighter than ever. But today is a very important day for me, as well as for my relatives and loved ones around me. My life or death will be decided today.
Today my mood suddenly became very calm. Although I will be standing on the roulette wheel of life and death in a while, there is no wave in my heart at all. This may be the reason why people become more and more indifferent when they are in a critical moment. Bar.
There were many people in the ward, including my parents, my women, Ming Ming, Lao Sheng, Xiao Li, and the nurses coming in and out, but no one spoke. They all looked at me quietly, with all their eyes on me. It's worry.
"You're ready, you can go into the operating room." Professor Tang, who was wearing a white suit, and Li Yuan'er from the hospital came to the ward together.
"Young man, are you ready?" Professor Tang did not have his usual smile today and was very serious.
I nodded and said, "Ready."
Professor Tang nodded, Dean Li waved his hand, and several nurses moved me to a flat car and pushed me out of the ward.
¡°We won¡¯t do this operation!¡± Mother suddenly cried, clutching the flatbed car tightly.
"Mom, it's okay, I will be fine." Looking at my mother's sad face, my tears suddenly burst out. This departure may separate us forever, and my originally calm heart was also in turmoil. Bursts.
"No, we won't do it!" The mother held on to the flat car and refused to let go, so the nurse had to stop.
"Old lady, Xiaohan will be fine, don't worry." His father half supported and half held his mother in his arms to comfort her, but his hands were shaking and his voice was like a low growl.
"Tianhan, you have to come through, Wu'er and the child are waiting for you!" Wu'er cried and held my hand.
"Don't worry, Wu'er, don't cry, you are going to be a mother, you have to know how to take care of yourself." I said softly.
"Tianhan, you promised me that you would watch our children grow up happily, and that you would fulfill your responsibilities as a husband and father. Don't forget it, okay?" Yan Fang's voice was still very soft and gentle. said??
"I will." I nodded vigorously.
"You heartless person, don't abandon me! You said you wanted to marry me! Did you hear that?" Qingzi's eyes were red and she tried not to let herself shed tears.
"Haruko, what I owe you in this life may be repaid in the next life." I forced a smile and looked at Haruko and said.
¡°I don¡¯t want the next life, I want this life!¡± Haruko suddenly shouted.
"Brother Tianhan, give this to you, you will get better!" Nizi took off a jade pendant from her neck and tied it around my neck, tears falling drop by drop: "This jade pendant was from when my mother threw me on the street. What you give me always brings me good luck, so take it with you.¡±
"Nizi, thank you. Don't worry, I'll be fine." I gently raised my neck and asked Nizi to tie the jade pendant around my neck.
"Tianhan, I love you!" Zeng Yixin was so stubborn that she didn't let the tears rolling in her eyes fall. She leaned down and kissed me on the lips.
"Haha, Lao Han, you are not a good person, so you will be fine. No one like you will accept you. Just hold on, we brothers agreed to work together to build a career in the business world. It hasn't even started yet, so, hold on for me!" Lao Sheng still had that sly smile on his face that couldn't be changed.
"Brother Sheng, I have relied on you to take care of me all these years, so we brothers can't say thank you." I said.
"Xie Mao, if you really want to thank me, just hold on for me!" Lao Sheng stopped smiling and said seriously.
"Brother, you will be fine." Mingming stood beside the platform and growled.
"Mingming, remember what brother said to you last night." I struggled to remember, Wu'er and Yan Fang quickly supported me, I leaned close to Mingming's ear and whispered: "If brother really dies, the only person in the family who can rely on you is you. ¡±
"Brother, no, you can't!" Ming Ming shook his head vigorously.
"Brother will try his best to hold on. If you can't, don't blame me, okay?" I said softly.
"Tianhan! Where is Tianhan?!" At this time, Balmao, who was sweating profusely with a snakeskin bag on his back, squeezed into the crowd.
¡°Brother, let me just say this, I¡¯ll wait for you to come back and drink!¡± Bamao said loudly.
Looking at the relatives, lovers, and brothers around me, I suddenly feel that my past twenty years have been worth it. I have gotten everything a person can get in his life, whether it is family affection, love, or friendship. Even if I really die on the operating table, I can still close my eyes.
"Don't worry, I'll be fine!" I said softly but forcefully.
Professor Tang looked at the time and said, "Let's go."
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When I was about to enter the door of the operating room, I whispered to the nurse on the cart: "Can you stop for a moment?"
The nurse pushing the cart nodded and stopped the cart.
I raised my head and looked at my parents who were following me. Mingming, Lao Sheng, Yan Fang, Wu'er, Zeng Yixin, Qingzi, and Nizi, murmured softly: "I love you!"
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In the operating room, the shadowless light above my head turned on, and the doctors and nurses around me were all ready. Professor Tang, who was wearing sterile clothes, looked at me and said: "Young man, we are about to start. You have to be ready and believe that you can do it." Get through it. Your parents, your lover, and your brothers are waiting for you outside the door. Don't give up!"
"I know!" I responded softly.
¡°Let¡¯s get started.¡± Professor Tang nodded to the anesthesiologist, who injected a large syringe of anesthetic into my vein.
My eyelids are getting heavier and heavier, my consciousness is gradually blurring, and some scenes from the past appear in front of me again.
"I will definitely take you home!" Deep in the mountains, a man said to the little boy on his back.
"Brother Tianhan, the greatest luck in my life is meeting you." Wu'er said happily while leaning in my arms in a rental house in Shenzhen.
¡°What¡¯s the point of living alone?¡± Yan Fang, wearing big black-rimmed glasses, raised her glass toward me in the bar.
¡°Can¡¯t you just go back to your normal life?!¡± Haruko yelled at me on the street.
"What beautiful fireworks." On the rooftop, Zeng Yixin ran around like a child among the fireworks.
"Hey, brother, looking for a job? If you meet me, you will meet a noble person." In the job market, Lao Sheng sat behind a table with a sly smile and looked at me with crooked eyes.
My consciousness became weaker and weaker, and all the scenes turned into a gust of wind, drifting past my eyes. I wanted to reach out and grab it, but I couldn't move anymore.
"You all should be wellYes, good! I love you all! "I struggled to shout this sentence before completely losing consciousness.
(over)
This book is finished here.
Some readers may not think this ending is good, but I think it might be a better ending. Everyone can give Tianhan an ending in his heart.
I think an ending without an ending is more suitable for this book.
??Thanks to the book friends who have always supported Lao Lang, thank you.