Her life was filled with a lot of pain and sorrow, hatred and selfishness. In Ding Wanyan's life, most of her life was filled with tenderness, love, tolerance and generosity.
Two completely different personalities, full of contradictions, restraining each other, influencing each other, fighting each other and entangled.
This caused great changes in the personality of Wan Ling's deity.
"Okay, you win." Lei Dong looked dejected and smiled bitterly: "Wan Ling, I hope you can just destroy me for the sake of me helping you get the Heart of Chaos. Let my wife and children go. .¡±
"Lei Dong, are you begging me?" Wan Ling showed a hint of pain and hatred on his face, and slowly closed his eyes.
"That's right, I'm just begging you." Lei Dong's face gradually returned to calmness, and he said softly: "I'm willing to admit defeat. It was my fault that I lost everything."
"Lei Dong, you actually begged me for another woman?" Wan Ling's face turned crazy. The two personalities were constantly conflicting and intertwining, making her fall into an uncontrollable state: "I love you so much, deeply. I love you so much, how could you betray me?"
Lei Dong was stunned, he didn't know the series of changes in Wanling, and he suddenly fell into confusion. What does he have to do with Wanling? How could she fall deeply in love with herself?
"Lei Dong, you are mine." Wan Ling's expression changed quickly and returned to a gentle state. He turned over and rode on Lei Dong. She looked at him with affectionate eyes: "Don't worry, you will always be mine. I love you so much, how could I kill you? Thank you for the Chaos Heart you gave me. I will use it to become the master and complete my wish. However, there are other women in your heart, which I cannot tolerate. I will help you clear the obstacles."
Lei Dong suddenly became angry and scolded in a low voice: "Wan Ling, I thought you were a great person, are you a madman?"
"Crazy? Maybe, no matter what you think. I will only do what I want to do." Wan Ling rode on Lei Dong's body and slowly began to twist: "In my memory, there has been I have experienced love with you too many times, and I like those feelings very much. But I also know that it is the joy between you and Ding Wanyan, which hurts me all the time. I have experienced a life that completely belongs to others, but I'm immersed in it and can't extricate myself. Lei Dong, I want you."
"Don't even think about it. Disgusting and shameless woman." Lei Dong scolded in a low voice.
Wan Ling¡¯s expression changed, and he felt so hurt by being humiliated. I don¡¯t want to hear him curse anymore. He immediately sealed his mouth. Then his face gradually relaxed. With her slender hands, like the most gentle and affectionate wife, she unbuttoned his clothes bit by bit. He said softly: "Lei Dong, don't worry. Although I have never had similar experiences with others, I have learned a lot about this for you. I will let you enjoy the greatest happiness. I It will also make you forget all your past, in this life. I will make you only have me forever, and only love me. Those people in your past. I will help you kill them."
"Pervert, you bitch." At the critical moment, Ming Ji, who hid in the sea of ??thunderous consciousness, was so angry that she jumped up and down and stamped her feet and cursed: "How can there be such a shameless woman in this world? How dare you do something like this? It¡¯s Master¡¯s business. Humph, even I have been coveting Master¡¯s body for a long time, and I haven¡¯t had time to enjoy it yet. Shameless, despicable, and obscene.¡±
"Hey, hey, when you are complaining, please pay attention to see if there is anyone else next to you. Don't covet it all day long, enjoy it or something like that." Lei Dong's consciousness interrupted her helplessly and said: "Ming Ji, is there anything you can do? ? Wanling¡¯s soul lock is so powerful that after being attacked by her, I couldn¡¯t move at all.¡±
"Master, you are the supreme power, I am just a small weapon spirit." Ming Ji looked full of sadness and said to Lei Dong very dissatisfied: "It's all my fault, Master, you are too careless. You can't control your beauty right now." Stop yourself. It's over, it's over, she's taken off your clothes, she's going to violate you. She's touching"
"Shut up, if you dare to do this again, I will betray you and throw you to the disposal of all spirits." Lei Dong was also ashamed by her call and said angrily: "What's the use of complaining now? You don't claim to be smart. Well, if there¡¯s nothing we can do, what¡¯s the use of keeping you?¡±
"Don't do it. I'll think of a way, think, think." Ming Ji's eyes suddenly lit up: "Yes, didn't I teach you how to leave an imprint on the other person's consciousness before? This kind of need opens the heart. , it can be done without any resistance or defense. In a short while, the master's divine power will definitely make all the spirits and that bitch want to die" The most exaggerated thing is that she said she wanted to die. Xianshi's face was filled with expressions of enjoyment and desire.
"To be practical, my consciousness is trapped in the soul and I can't move. How can I invade her consciousness?" Lei Dong hurriedly interrupted her thoughts. The one I learned from Ming JiThe thing is indeed very useful, even if it is a heresy. But sometimes, if the heresy is used well, it may not be unable to solve a big crisis. At the beginning, Ming Ji also thought about this method in order to avenge her old master. After countless experiments, she successfully figured out a method.
"Well, only I, the most charming and all-powerful beauty, have come out to attract Wan Ling's attention." Ming Ji said with a proud look on her face: "Master, please take advantage of Wan Ling's bitch for a while. If you are not prepared, you can secretly separate a ray of consciousness and hide it outside."
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"What's wrong with this woman?" Seeing the scene outside, Tantai Bingyun, who was locked up in the small world, was dumbfounded and blushed with shame. He whispered in a low voice: "Although this beast of all spirits is insidious and vicious, But Master never said she was so lewd?" She was ashamed and angry.
They saw that Wan Ling suddenly became very charming and began to make thunderous movements with various wonderful techniques. Those gestures and teasing, even Tantai Bingyun, who had been married to Lei Dong, felt that they were too lewd and extravagant, beyond imagination.
Ding Wanyan had also used magic to blind her daughter's sight and hearing. Even though she was a woman, her cheeks were still red and she whispered: "In order to deceive my husband, Wanling copied everything about me down to the last detail. Memory and life factor. It¡¯s like becoming another me. If she can¡¯t accept my feelings and my deep love for her husband, I¡¯m afraid she won¡¯t be able to deceive him. Therefore, her feelings and personality will inevitably merge. My feelings and love for my husband.¡±
"No wonder, before I was arrested by her last time, I saw her talking to herself like you, showing affection for Lei Dong." Tantai Bingyun suddenly realized, "I thought she was acting on purpose. Woolen cloth."
"Bingyun, hurry up. I'm not worried about my husband's body being violated. It's just that Wanling's personality is very twisted. Coupled with my memory and personality entangled with it, her personality is weird and changeable, like a madman, who I never expected what she would do with a sudden thought." Ding Wanyan also said anxiously.
"Come on, come on, my master's method is very complicated, I have to integrate it." Tantai Bingyun was also very anxious about doing things. Green and jade hands. Continuously playing various complicated techniques, smoke-like turquoise waves filled the whole body. Don't attack the seal. Instead, it penetrates everything.
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Just when Wan Ling used a special method, Lei Dong's body had become unbearably hot, his instincts were gushing out, and the giant dragon stood angrily. And she suddenly became flirtatious, her cheeks flushed like a tender young woman, and her shirt fell off. Revealing her arrogant and perfect body like a goddess.
"Husband, I will keep you here for the rest of your life. Regardless of body and mind, you will always be the only one for me." Dang said politely about his deep love for Lei Dong. Combined with the desire for all spirits themselves, it turns into a strong possessive mentality.
She has a perfect body like a goddess, riding on it.
"ßÌ~"
The delicate body of Wan Ling trembled, and the moan seemed to come from deep within the soul, trembling and intoxicating. At this moment, the two completely different personalities began to merge gradually, as if they had received strong psychological stimulation.
"Husband, we are finally togetherit feels so good to be a human being."
?????????????????????????????????????????????????? is entwined with Lei Dong, and those unparalleled sexy lips lightly press on his chest. As her movements became more intense, her goddess-like face turned red.
"It's so obscene, so disgusting." Ming Ji jumped up and down and started hitting the soul lock, trying to attract Wanling's attention. He said: "Master, are you ready uh, master, what are you doing?"
She only felt that Lei Dong's consciousness seemed to be trembling, and he was in extreme enjoyment.
"Nonsense." Lei Dong's consciousness seemed to be enjoying a strong pleasure, and he said angrily: "You don't know that consciousness is connected to the soul, and the soul is connected to the physical body. Although I cannot command the body, it does not represent the body. The feeling I got will not be fed back to the soul and my consciousness. Although Wanling definitely has a way to cut off the connection, she obviously doesn't want to do that. Come on, I feel it getting stronger and stronger, and I can't control it. "
"You are a bitch of all souls. Not only are you playing with my master's body, but you are also playing with his consciousness. I will fight hard." Ming Ji turned her consciousness into a thorn and stabbed it hard on the soul lock. Theoretically speaking, the Divine Soul Lock is also transformed by the divine thoughts of all spirits. At the same time, she continued to convey the meaning she wanted to express through waves.
"Wan Ling, you bitch. Don't you like Lei Dong? His consciousness is being flogged, ravaged, and crawling on my back"
"Who is it?" Wan Ling's consciousness fluctuated, as if he was furiousIt shook. In the past, she just relied on a replay of past experiences to enjoy the pleasures of fish and water with Lei Dong, and enjoyed some of the emotions and fun of being a human being.
Now, she finally got her long-cherished wish and truly had intercourse with Lei Dong¡¯s spirit and flesh. What she feels now is the most joyful she has experienced in almost three generations.
However, suddenly, there seemed to be a woman in Lei Dong's consciousness, and she kept saying that she was tainting and bullying Lei Dong's consciousness. How can this make Wan Lingqing, who is proud and "deeply in love" with Lei Dong, embarrassed?
As if feeling the majesty and anger of all spirits, Ming Ji subconsciously recoiled in fear. But even if she retreated, how could she escape the already alert Wanling.
Immediately, the powerful consciousness of Wanling invaded Lei Dong's soul. He slightly unlocked the soul lock, rolled up Ming Ji like a tentacle, and pulled her out forcefully.
At the same time, Lei Dong followed the plan, separated out a small ray of consciousness, and seized the fleeting opportunity. Breaking through the soul lock, he flew out directly.
"Let me go. You perverted woman, Lei Dong is mine and will always be mine. You, an old and ugly temptress, have lived for who knows how many years, and you still want to occupy my Lei Lang?" The end of the matter is coming. Although Ming Ji was extremely scared, she still acted according to the plan. Firstly, it¡¯s for this current owner, and secondly. It may not mean that she doesn't have the intention to avenge Pluto, the old master who created her.
"Okay, okay." Wan Ling was so angry that he was furious: "A little conscious being who doesn't even have a soul dares to come and compete with me for a man. It's simply ridiculous. I can crush you into powder with just one thought. .¡±
"So what if you kill me?" Ming Ji shivered in fear, but she still said aggressively: "I live in Lei Dong's soul every day, and get along with Lei Lang day and night. We have already been deeply in love. Even if you kill me, I can't change that I am Lei Lang's favorite. A domineering and domineering woman like you. I, Lei Lang, will never like you even if I die. Bitch ~ Shameless, dirty, you only deserve to lick me "" Ming Ji's mouth was so unscrupulous that she dared to speak dirty words like this in front of the Mother of All Spirits.
"Ah!" A mysterious force invaded her consciousness. Ming Ji only felt that her consciousness was about to collapse. The pain was extreme.
"Do you think I can't cure you because you are only conscious? I can make you conscious and feel extreme pain." Wan Ling smiled charmingly: "Don't worry, I won't kill you now. I will keep your life and let you Take a good look at how your merciless Lei Lang was conquered by me and treated me wholeheartedly from now on."
"Don't even think about it~" Even in the pain of imminent annihilation, Ming Ji still cursed with a strong mouth, pouring out all the filthy words in her life towards all spirits. Ever since she became conscious, her biggest wish has been to avenge Pluto, who created him. Now, the biggest enemy is right in front of us. Ming Ji was also willing to risk everything and didn't care about anything.
Ming Ji¡¯s taunting fire was fully activated, and Wan Ling, who was already in extreme confusion of consciousness, became irritated and angry. But she still wanted to let this consciousness, which knew nothing about the heights of the world, know what the power of the Supreme was.
Wanling concentrated all its firepower on Lei Dong, and in a hearty madness, it seemed that she was flying straight into the clouds. Just when her consciousness and Lei Dong's consciousness were about to die.
The ray of thunderous consciousness, when Ming Ji mocked and attracted the attention of all spirits, and when she was in extreme excitement, silently extended into her soul and reached the deepest level of her consciousness. at.
This is not the first time Lei Dong has done this kind of thing, he is very familiar with it. And this is not the first time in Wanling's consciousness. Back then, she had opened her soul and consciousness to gain his trust.
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Wan Ling's attachment and feeling for Lei Dong is getting deeper and deeper, and his eyes are becoming more blurred and charming. Not only Lei Dong's hands and feet, but also her own consciousness was undergoing earth-shaking changes. He politely expressed his love, feelings and various experiences towards Lei Dong. It is also changing Wanling's personality all the time.
With the varied methods that Wan Ling learned from somewhere, Lei Dong's consciousness and herself were brought to the cloud time and time again. And she was sinking deeper and deeper.
Finally, it was time to tremble with each other again. Tantai Bingyun, who looked cold and angry, finally quietly got out of the small space using the method left by his master. In conjunction with the Master's subsequent inheritance, and the integration of the Blue Wave Illusion Technique, the more sophisticated Zhoutian Breath Condensation Technique, sneaked up behind the two men who were in a state of intoxication.
A dignified and thick green breath, fantasyHe released a sword energy and hit Wan Ling hard on the back.
With Tantai Bingyun¡¯s sub-saint level strength, it would be difficult to sneak attack her. However, at this time, Wanling was completely defenseless against the outside world.
Being hit hard by Tantai Bingyun, the body-protecting Qi was too late to be used, and the green sword Qi passed through his chest.
"Poof~" Wan Ling spurted blood from his mouth, his delicate body was shaken, and his soul was stirred up, trembling violently.
At the same time, the soul lock that her spiritual thoughts had condensed showed an obvious signs of relaxation. Although Lei Dong's main consciousness was in an extremely excited state. However, after all, his consciousness was still clear. When he seized this opportunity, his consciousness surged out, sending out a shock wave like a tidal wave. He rushed towards the soul lock abruptly.
Lei Dong instantly took control of his soul and body, and his supreme-level powerful spiritual thoughts turned into turbulent waves. Crazy impact on the souls of all souls.
After cultivating in the sea of ??chaos for so long, I finally entangled the Azure Dragon Emperor to death. Although Lei Dong is still the Supreme, his strength is no longer what it used to be. Even if it is compared to Wan Ling now, it is still no less generous.
The competition between the two still depends on who has the upper hand. Wan Ling, who was under various unfavorable factors, was obviously unprepared for Lei Dong's sudden counterattack.
Under the impact of the tsunami of spiritual thoughts, the soul was almost shattered and severely damaged. In extremely fierce and severe pain.
Before she could fully react. Lei Dong's hand turned into a devil's claw, piercing her chest and crushing her heart.
For beings like Wan Ling, if the heart is exploded, although it will not immediately cause the consciousness of the soul to collapse, it is still a very big trauma. At least it will greatly reduce her physical strength.
Lei Dong¡¯s series of counterattacks are not over yet. The soul has invaded and formed the Eye of Reincarnation vortex. Attraction tugged at her soul.
The feeling of pain. It suddenly appeared on Wan Ling's face. The blood remaining at the corner of his mouth, and the disbelieving and disappointed look in his eyes. Like needles, it stung Lei Dong.
But, he had no choice. If you don't kill all souls, your wife, children, and relatives, including yourself, will suffer disaster.
"Wan Ling, you used my master's relatives to coerce her into doing such a painful thing." Tantai Bingyun's expression was cold but full of joy: "Have you ever thought about today? It's true that good deeds are rewarded with good deeds. .Evil will be punished. You never thought that you would fail in the end. How could you fail? Before my master died, I worked hard to figure out how to deal with you? Also. If it weren't for your Zhoutian Breath Condensation Technique, I would have failed. There is no way to sneak attack on you. God, God will definitely bring retribution. Wanling, you are doing your own evil and you will not survive."
"And I, Ming Ji." Ming Ji saw that all the spirits had been restrained by the thunder, and the souls were being pulled into the Eye of Samsara little by little. He started to tremble with excitement: "Pluto created me, and I regard him as my father. It was your vicious conspiracy that killed my father. Today, I finally avenged him with my own efforts." Haha, Master, use more force and kill this bitch."
Although Wan Ling was in great pain, his expression gradually calmed down. A pair of eyes, looking deeply at the thunder that was killing his soul. At this time, she no longer had any resentment or irritability. Instead, he felt relieved, relieved, and even a little reluctant and grateful for Lei Dong. It seemed that while I was nostalgic for Lei Dong, I also wanted to thank him for being able to end my endless pain that lasted for nearly two reincarnations.
Seeing her calm expression and eyes, Lei Dong felt a faint pain in his heart for some reason.
But he didn¡¯t dare to stop, he was afraid, and he had many things to fear. Afraid that something unexpected might happen to his wife, children, and lover. Bit by bit, the thunder tore her soul into pieces, turning it into pure chaotic aura and origin.
Just when less than 30% of the souls of all spirits seemed to have been wiped out. A voice that made Lei Dong tremble sounded, and he sighed softly: "Oh, junior brother, help her erase her memory and let her live. In the end, she is just a pitiful person. In order to prevent the child from After experiencing the pain of reincarnation again, he became like this, excessively pursuing power, doing whatever it takes, even going crazy."
"Please speak politely!" Lei Dong said in a trembling voice, but he did not dare to relax his hands at all. If she were to turn the tables, all the efforts would be wasted. Looking back, I was shocked. Next to Wanyan, whom he longs for day and night, there is actually a cute and beautiful little girl, who is somewhat similar to Wanyan, and also similar to himself
"Wanyan, you, you still say good things for her? You are just too magnanimous." Tantai Bingyun stamped his feet and said: "For a monster like Wan Ling, even if he died ten thousand times, it would not be a pity to die."
"No, I understand her." Ding Wanyan held Lei Nuan'er's little hand, walked over gently, and said tenderly: "Junior brother, this is our child, I only gave her the nickname Nuan'er .Leave all souls alive.?, she is just a miserable person who is unwilling to accept her fate. I'm a mother too and I understand her. If I were in her situation, I would be crazy and unscrupulous. For the sake of her children, a mother is willing to do anything. "
"Wanyan!" Lei Dong looked at Wanyan, then at Lei Nuan'er, and said in a trembling and soft voice: "Nuan'er, is it me, our daughter?"
"Spit?" Ding Wanyan stomped her feet and cursed: "Lei Dong, what are you talking about? But you should be grateful to Wanling for this. If she was really cruel, she wouldn't send a clone to help me stay safe. Give birth to this child.¡±
Lei Dong was in great embarrassment. He laughed twice: "No, no, I am, I am just too excited. Okay, please don't be angry. I will listen to you and let her live. However, I will help her dissipate her anger and resentment." Drop it. I will reunite with you soon."
"Lei Dong, I don't need you to help me get rid of my anger." Wan Ling suddenly said calmly: "Ding Wanyan. Thank you for your mercy. But if I can't help the children get out of their misery, what's the point of my life? Lei Dong, you have now obtained the complete Heart of Chaos, and it is only a matter of time before you are promoted to Dominate. For the sake of saving the lives of your wife and daughter, even if I spare the lives of their wives and daughters. Can you help me? ¡¡±
"Try your best. But I can't guarantee that the master will be able to do it." Lei Dong sighed and said, looking at Wan Ling's calm and relieved face. He knew the thoughts of all spirits.
"Thank you~" Wan Ling's face said. Slowly becoming gentle and affectionate: "Lei Dong, actually, I am very happy to die in your hands. Just now, I was also very happy. You allowed me to become a real human woman. If I am reincarnated next time, I am really happy." I can live again. I hope I can see you again."
"Hey, hey, what on earth are you" Ming Ji said furiously. But all the spirits suddenly broke away from the thunderous Eye of Reincarnation. Teleported into mid-air with a bang. It directly detonated her soul and body.
The green life force spread in all directions, crystal clear, fell to the ground, and then took root and sprouted, growing into flowers all over the mountains and plains.
Lei Dong looked at this scene and felt a faint pain in his heart for some reason.
"Junior brother, don't think too much." Ding Wanyan took the child, walked forward, took Lei Dong's hand, and said gently: "Wan Ling did this just to seek relief. In fact, she herself didn't want to Controlled by boundless hatred and lust."
"I understand. I have my persistence, and all spirits have their persistence. No one can talk about good or evil." Lei Dong relaxed his brows, turned around and grasped Ding Wanyan's hand affectionately: "Sister, these days , It¡¯s hard for you to support it alone. It¡¯s my fault that made you mother and daughter suffer so much.¡±
Ding Wanyan's pretty face was filled with a happy smile, and she blushed slightly and said, "Bingyun and the child are watching."
"Haha." Lei Dong laughed, picked up Nuan'er, pinched her nose with a smile and said, "Baby Nuan'er, do you know who I am?"
"It's a bad dad." Lei Nuan'er pouted and said.
Lei Dong was greatly embarrassed and said in astonishment: "To put it mildly."
"I didn't say that." Ding Wanyan covered her mouth and laughed, glancing at Tantai Bingyun.
¡°Wanyan, please stop looking around?¡± Tantai Bingyunfen¡¯s face turned red and she became nervous.
"That's what Aunt Bingyun said. She said that daddy is bad and likes to bully people." Nuan'er was straightforward and told everything.
"Bingyun, come here." Lei Dong said with a smile: "Tell me carefully, what's wrong with me."
"I won't come over, you bad guy, big devil." Tantai Bingyun was so embarrassed that he turned into blue waves and prepared to run away.
"You still want to escape in front of me?" Lei Dong smiled evilly and transformed into a devil's claw, hoping to catch Fairy Tantai: "You, a fairy who is unworldly, just obey this great devil."
"Help, help. The big devil has done something wrong."
"Even if you scream until your throat is broken, no one will save you. Jie Jie. Come and have a little witch with me."
"Hey, master, where are you going? Don't forget your most well-behaved and obedient Ming Ji."
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Time flies, and hundreds of millions of years have passed by. In the long years, the three realms have long been unified and crawled under the thunder of the Demon Emperor. More orderly and less fearless fighting.
And Lei Dong was also reunited with his family and loved ones for a long time, and his life was naturally extremely carefree. It's a pity that it is too difficult to give birth to offspring through normal methods with supreme strength.
Under the rumbling music, Lei Dong moved step by step with his chaotic heart.? Firmly achieved the dominance level.
Became the existence that truly dominated the universe.
It wasn¡¯t until he reached this level that he truly felt the mysteries of the universe. Although he has been able to control all the laws of heaven and earth, just as life will bloom and wither, the universe and heaven and earth will also die and be reborn. He has no way to prevent the universe from being destroyed and the reincarnation of heaven and earth to cease.
Lei Dong let out a long sigh, feeling sorry for Wanling. What she was crazy about, what she insisted on, and what she was obsessed with, couldn't help her in the end.
The universe. It does not represent the way of heaven. In the final analysis, it is only an existence under the heaven.
The only thing Lei Dong can do is to do it before the deadline comes. Try your best to take some people you care about and those you are close to, transcending heaven and earth. To avoid the catastrophe of reincarnation.
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I don¡¯t know how many years have passed, so long that even Lei Dong has almost forgotten many things. He only remembered going back several times. His universe had already turned into chaos.
Finally, I waited for who knows how long.
When Lei Dong returned to this cosmic era after the world was re-opened, with some insights and memories, he found the location of the earth in the solar system in his memory. But he unexpectedly saw a lonely existence on the earth. A woman whose upper body is a girl and whose lower body is a snake. I am persistently comprehending the laws of life. She learned to create life, but she failed again and again. Her appearance vaguely resembles that of Wanling.
"Child, what is your name?"
"Name? Oh, I don't have a name."
"Okay, let me help you choose a name, okay?"
"Okay. It's a nice name. So what's your name?"
"Me? You can call me Hongjun. Can you tell me what you are doing?"
"I'm making people."
"Why do you want to create humans?"
"I don't know. I just want to create humans, I told myself. If I want to create humans, I also have memories of humans in my mind."
"Well, let me teach you To create a human being, you must first understand the law of life in the most profound way. However, human beings are too complex, so we should start from the simple ones, for example, the simplest life factor You see, This is life formed by a single life factor. They represent the most primitive and basic life."
"Wow, what is this green lump? It's so ugly~
Lei Dong: ""
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Final words:
By the time I typed the words ¡°the end of the play¡±, it was still more than fifty minutes before 2013. I was exhausted physically and mentally, and my energy was haggard, but I felt relieved and happy. Because I kept some promises and fulfilled a wish.
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These have hurt many people. I have also become very decadent. I have been in a state of anxiety and dare not even read the book review section.
I also want to try to stand up, but every time I stand up, I fall down soon.
So I am ashamed and dare not face the many readers, brothers and sisters who are waiting silently.
However, it is also the persistence and waiting of many people that made me understand a lot of truth. Many times, patience, persistence, and hard work are far more important than talent. It also made me look at my shortcomings clearly.
So I decided to try to completely change myself, change my attitude, philosophy, world view, and many bad habits that I had developed long ago. From intermittent periods in April, May and June, to gradual stabilization in July and August, to basic stability in September and October, and finally to complete stability in November and December.
This process is very difficult and painful. I didn't pursue any achievements, nor did I pursue benefits. I am just writing silently and working hard to complete the plot. Receiving a perfect attendance award of just a few hundred yuan is more gratifying than anything else. This makes me happier than easily over 10,000 subscriptions.
?Some people say that a country is easy to change but its nature is hard to change. The most difficult thing in the world is to be able to recognize your own mistakes and have the courage and perseverance to correct your mistakes.
The mistake has been made, and all I can do is try my best to make up for it. As my wife said, regarding the big devil, you have to give yourself an explanation, and you have to give an explanation to the readers. Therefore, I work hard to give myself and everyone a complete explanation.
In the last two months, the plot has indeed moved faster. But I'm exhausted?I did it with all my strength, without being straightforward or perfunctory. Instead, I tried my best to write the world and story in my heart.
Possibly, many people will still be dissatisfied with my explanation. I would like to sincerely apologize to you here.
Here, I also want to say thank you to my readers, brothers and sisters, who have always supported me. I am really grateful. The writing process of "The Big Devil" is also the process that has changed the most in all aspects of my life so far. I have tried a lot, learned a lot, understood a lot, and matured a lot.
It is precisely because of your company and encouragement along the way that I can gradually step out of myself.
I also hope that everyone can continue to support me in the future.
I dare not say that I will definitely be able to write wonderful and stunning plots and books. But I believe that with the twists and turns of "The Big Devil". I have been able to achieve stable updates.
Life is not a novel.
If a man wants to mature, he must experience many setbacks and hardships. I also want to say to myself here that I am almost thirty and have experienced a lot, so it is time to mature.
Thank you again to all my dear readers. Regardless of whether it is genuine or pirated, reading the same book and experiencing the same thing is a kind of fate.
Please also recognize me, brothers and sisters who want to continue to support me, continue to support the new book "Dragon Dances in Nine Heavens". Brothers and sisters who are financially able to support me by subscribing to a monthly ticket, brothers and sisters who are not financially able to vote and leave a message to encourage me.
It¡¯s New Year¡¯s Day in a few minutes. I wish you all a happy family and a smooth career in the new year. I'm going to set off firecrackers and prepare new books to be put on the shelves.
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Fairy, spare your life&Ao Wuchang
December 31, 2012
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