This is a simple question. Seeing other children with parents around them, the child asked this question.
"Huh? Why do you ask?"
The child¡¯s mother put down the book in her hand and held him in her arms.
"Because all the other children have dads, but I don't have one. Why is that?"
The child simply expressed the problem in his heart, and the child's mother showed a slightly sad expression.
"Reallyso Samael feels lonely?"
But she didn¡¯t give a positive answer.
"No."
"Are you happy?"
"kindness."
"I am also happy, Samael, so as long as we are happy, that's fine."
The child's mother said this, gently touching the child's hair, kissing the child's cheek, and speaking softly.
"There is no need for a 'dad'. As long as I have Samael, I will be happy, and at the same time, Samael will also be happy with me. That's all."
"kindness."
The child nodded when he heard his mother's words.
"Let's make a promise, we will protect each other's happiness and live happily."
Because in this way, it becomes the child's belief that it doesn't matter even if you are laughed at, it doesn't matter even if you are pointed out, as long as both people are happy, everything becomes okay.
Because the mother is happy because of herself, and I am happy because of my mother, as long as both people are happy, this family will not be a healthy family.
Such happiness was shattered that day without any warning.
"There is no happiness to protect, and at the same time, I have lost my happiness. Without another person, I have no chance of getting happiness. This equation is repeated in the child's head.
Then, the child was taken to a new family, where he had "brothers" and "mother" that he didn't know about. In the new environment, Samael still didn't notice happiness. He lived under the hostile gaze of his "brothers" every day, while his "mother" took good care of him. That demeanor overlapped with that of his mother, and the child unknowingly found I felt happy, but that night, 'brother' called me with tearful eyes and an angry tone.
¡ª¡ªYou guy, get away from me. My mother is mine. There is no mother here for you. You don¡¯t have a mother but you want to rob my mother. You thief, leave my house quickly.
'Mother's' expression became stiff, and the hand touching her retracted. The expressions between mother and 'Mother' appeared flawless, and then shattered, revealing 'Mother''s true appearance. There was no trace of happiness on her face. .
A simple equation came to mind again. I and my mother protect each other's happiness, so once one person leaves, happiness will not exist. Because the 'mother' is not my mother, I will not be happy.
With the deepening of education, the boy slowly grew up, and at the same time he was thinking about how to be happy. Through simple logic, he found that as long as he found his mother, happiness would come back. The boy who pursued happiness hid it from his mother. ', following in my mother's footsteps, I entered the school filled with my mother's memories and said goodbye to this family.
But living alone is very hard, but in the eyes of the boy, hard work itself is a kind of unhappiness, so it is unhappy anyway, so he has no complaints.
Because there is no mother in the house, there will be no happiness. Then it is unhappy anyway. It is better to rent it out to raise tuition for yourself. Sleeping on the road is unhappy. Finding a place to live in the garbage mountain is unhappy. Studying in school It is unhappiness. Being laughed at by classmates is unhappiness. Being bullied is unhappiness. All the unhappiness added up is unhappiness.
So my own unhappiness itself has not changed, it is just unhappiness accumulated over time.
Study hard and concentrate on studying. I am a person who is good at learning. Through work-study and scholarships, I will not be embarrassed by my tuition fees. I will be bullied and asked to do more homework. This is also used to increase my knowledge and experience. That¡¯s all.
But the boy doesn't know that unhappiness is not multiplication, but addition. The accumulation of numerous unhappiness will crush a person. The boy is not aware of this, and the unhappiness continues to pile up, making His eyes turned into a lifeless grayThere was an invisible chain that bound his feet. The name of that chain was fetters. As the name implies, once you get entangled, you can't get out.
¡®Brother¡¯ and ¡®mother¡¯ appeared in front of him again, along with the ¡®Book of Darkness¡¯, lost technology, and dangerous magic tools, which were also the things that connected him with his ¡®brother¡¯ and ¡®mother¡¯. I lost everything I had saved in school, so at the kind invitation of my mother, I lived in their home. At first, I could eat and drink comfortably, but then I was sent to work as a pawn for primary school students. teacher.
This kind of life was very uncomfortable at first, but after doing it for a while, you got used to it. Then later, the rampage of the Book of Darkness also happened around him. Out of anger, the boy fought with the control program of the Book of Darkness, which was said to have a dangerous level of SS.
Then in the later stage of the battle, due to the efforts of the children who refused to give up, the Book of Darkness incident finally ended in a perfect way. At the same time, because of his angry words, the control procedures of the Book of Darkness remained and became his own messenger. Demon, she said she wanted a new name. Her silver hair reminded the boy of that puppy, Aeneus, which was not only the name of the flower, but also an oath.
My familiar is Aeneus.
I swear to stay together for the rest of my life and never leave you. This is the oath I made. At first it was just a commemoration, but in the subsequent life, with bumps and bumps, it was like going back to the beginning, running in and conflicting for a long time, and then unknowingly accepted the other party. At the same time, there is a "sister" in the "mother" family. She is an orphan who lost her mother. She is very similar to herself, but there are still some differences.
Then one after another, energetic people came into view one by one, surrounding themselves, all kinds of little ghosts, all kinds of girls, happy things, angry things, depressed things, happy things Thingsall things add color to the world of Samael.
And for them, over time, special feelings developed, not love, but more pure feelings. Even if there is no blood connection, I will love them from the bottom of my heart and endure their nonsense. Yes, it is like a family. Same.
Then there was a contradiction in the young man's heart. He yearned for it but was taboo about it. If he lost it again, he would not want to experience such pain again. The young man thought for a long time and then made a decision. It was a very simple decision. This is A simple judgment that every man will make without any fancy oaths.
Protect them and at the same time beat down all those who hurt them.
This is the realization made by the young man. Once you have it, you need to protect it, no matter what the cost, in order to prevent repeated things from happening again. Use everything you have left to protect the happiness of your family.
So, when the girl fell in front of the boy in a weak and critical posture, the boy became angry from the bottom of his heart. This time, it was not for himself, but for others. The young man uses his own will to decide where he will go next. Even if his physical condition is poor, he will make that person pay the price.
¡¾ps: Well, okay, although there is an article inserted in the middle which makes the continuity not good, it is still the same trick when reading those comics, so don't complain. I wrote this article mainly after reading recent posts, ah, and previous posts, what is the meaning of Aeneus, and Samael seems to have a lot of complaints, whether it is his personality or hobbies In short, I have briefly touched on it here, but I have not written about the darkness in detail in this article, because it will appear later, and that time will probably be the end of the book. Anyway, let¡¯s give Lao Sa a bath and let everyone know that Lao Sa is not like this for no reason. When he hopes to get it, he is afraid of losing it, so he doesn¡¯t want to get it. It seems to have appeared somewhere. It¡¯s probably like this. Feeling, and then deepening the bond with everyone through small fights, and then for this kind of relationship, if you don¡¯t want to lose it, you can only protect it. This is probably the feeling. In short, writing this article has been my long-term plan. I originally wanted to write it in one chapter, but I didn¡¯t have the time to write it, so I just wrote it in one chapter. In the next chapter of the battle, Lao Sha will appear in an unexpected manner. By the way, I want to use the central content of the previous chapter and the preview of the next chapter to cheat Braille]