Qiu Sheng forgot to draw the curtains before going to bed, the sun shone into the room and cast on his face, he covered his eyes with his hands, continued to lie down for a while, then sat up.
The phone shows 6:50, and there are still ten minutes until the alarm time.
Probably because of the heat, his head was a little dizzy, and he thought about the dream last night.
In the dream, he stood on the shore, watching the girl whose movements became smaller and smaller. Finally, the girl exhausted her strength and sank into the water.
At the end of the dream, he jumped into the river.
Why would I jump off? he thinks.
It was a dream beyond reality. In the dream, he didn't recognize the blind girl and couldn't remember the reality. Why did he go into the water?
Is it too hot in summer? Want to cool off in the water?
Opening the window, the heat wave hit the house, Qiu Sheng felt a little sticky on his body.
The toilet and bathroom of the rental house are in the same room. Except for Qiu Sheng and a roommate, the other roommates are office workers. They usually wash up and leave at six o'clock. Now there is no one in the shower room.
After brushing his teeth while taking a shower, Qiu Sheng put on his clothes and went out.
In the girl's house, the living room is the same as usual, but the balcony is still a mess.
Following the central line between the living room and the dining room, Qiu Sheng came to the bedroom, and he and the girl met their eyes.
Those eyes of spirit made Qiu Sheng's heart tremble, and his first reaction was - I was discovered?
This reaction only existed for a second, and Qiu Sheng breathed a sigh of relief. Those eyes were so deceptive, he always forgot what the girl couldn't see.
It was also related to the unexpectedness. He thought that the girl must be sleeping with her eyes closed at this time, but he did not expect that she had already woken up and was still lying on her side, with her face facing the door.
The girl was wearing headphones, she didn't hear the knock on the door.
Qiu Sheng walked into the room and sat on the edge of the bed. He just looked at the girl like this. The girl slept with her head upside down today. Qiu Sheng was sitting facing her feet.
There are three band-aids on the slender feet. Obviously only one is needed to stick it well, but I used three, and the sticking is crooked.
Fortunately, Qiu Sheng is not obsessive-compulsive.
He just looked at the girl like this, and the girl was facing out of the bedroom like this.
There was no class this morning, so Qiu Sheng sat like this until eleven o'clock, the girl just turned over a few times and went to the toilet once.
Autistic? Because of what happened yesterday? Qiu Sheng thought.
It was getting late, he left the room.
The next morning, when he came to the girl's house, the girl was still lying there.
The same is true for the third and fourth days.
On the morning of the fifth day, Qiu Sheng opened the door and came in. The girl lay down in a different place this time, lying on the sofa, probably because she was too lazy to go back to her room after going to the bathroom.
Sitting by the TV until eight o'clock, Qiu Sheng frowned seeing that the girl was still unwilling to move. The girl didn't move, and he lost a lot of fun. He felt that he was staring at a corpse, and being a transparent person next to the corpse didn't feel the slightest.
The girl must be cheered up.
He walked into the sofa, lay down on the ground, and took out the slippers hidden behind the sofa feet.
The girl is barefoot up to now. These are the slippers she has been looking for for a long time but could not find.
Qiu Sheng thought, it's impossible for the girl to have no other slippers at home, she was just annoyed with herself, all she wanted was this pair of sandals.
After taking out the slippers, there is another problem, how to let the girl find the slippers. It is impossible to hand it directly to the girl, and it is very risky to throw it at the girl's feet casually. The girl will feel that the slippers popped out of nowhere, because there were no slippers there before.
It should be placed in a certain corner, and let the girl discover it.
After thinking for a while, Qiu Sheng waited for the girl to get up, and when she was going to the toilet, she picked the opportunity and put the slippers on the edge of the girl's next step.
The girl stepped on the edge of the slippers. She was startled, and hurriedly took two steps back, then stood there, thinking about the touch just now, and judged what it was.
A discerning person only needs to take a look, while a girl has to rely on touch and experience to guess.
The girl took the blind stick from the door and poked it on the ground to make sure that it hit something. The thing wouldn't move, and it wasn't a bug. She squatted down and touched the slippers.
Qiu Sheng sat on the ground and watched the girl's reaction.
Picking up the slipper, the girl couldn't believe it. She touched it three times, ran to the coffee table, and took out another slipper from underneath, only to believe that it was the one she had lost.
She smiled.
Ah, this guy can laugh too. Qiu Sheng thought.
The girl put on her slippers, changed her previous slumped small steps, and took big strides towards the toilet.?I hit the wall and knocked my forehead.
Rubbing her forehead, the girl kicked the wall and groped to find the toilet door.
If I have the energy to blame the wall, I should have recovered.
Qiu Sheng thought again, the girl should rely on memory and experience to walk at home, as long as there is a sudden change on the road, or if she stops for some reason in the middle, she will lose her direction and hit the wall like this time.
Are other blind people so reckless?
Probably only girls can walk at the same speed as a discerning person.
The sound of flushing water sounded, and the girl returned to the living room. The smile on her face had disappeared, but Qiu Sheng could tell from her movements that she was refreshed.
Turn on the TV, turn up the volume, the girl went into the kitchen, she was hungry.
Probably because finding the slippers gave her confidence, she looked for the wooden shovel again, but of course found nothing. Qiu Sheng didn't come to be a nanny, he gave the girl slippers to make the girl move, and now the goal has been achieved.
The lack of a wooden shovel made the girl a little depressed. She ate two slices of bread and lay on the sofa listening to TV.
Her feet dangling by the sofa.
Are you so happy to find slippers?
In other words, haven't you been as frustrated as finding slippers before?
Qiu Sheng crossed his legs, looked at the girl's feet, and fell into memories.
Before and after kindergarten, his family lived with his grandparents. During the day, his parents went to work, and his grandparents took him and his cousin.
His parents bought him a lot of toys, but those toys were often taken away by his cousin. At the beginning, he argued several times. His grandparents said that he should let his younger brother, but his cousin was only a day younger than him. Grandpa and grandma said that one minute younger is also a younger brother.
He told his parents that his father didn't care about anything and only promised to buy him more, and his mother would only agree with his father and had no opinion.
His father compensated him for the toys he bought, and let his cousin play with them first. The adults told him not to care, so he gradually didn't care.
After the cousin finished playing with the new toy, he was too lazy to play with it. He was obsessed with grandpa's radio.
Soon, the cousin wanted to play with the radio, so he went out to watch the ants.
? When the things you like are gone, put your attention on other things, no need to make noise, no need to care, noise is useless, care will only cause pain. This was probably the first truth he realized.
He thought, he didn't change from the third year of high school, he probably was a little abnormal long ago.