When this day and moment finally came, I really didn¡¯t want to. I finished Hua Cong on May 10th, and I started writing Qingxian the next day. Today is exactly 4 months and 11 days old. During these more than 130 days, I spent a lot of effort trying to write a good novel. I tried my best and spent all my time, hoping to be recognized by everyone. Unfortunately, things went against expectations. Qingxian's grades were very poor, which made me heartache. As early as after the first recommendation from Dian Niang, I knew that Qingxian was going to pounce, but I didn't want to give up. I wanted to save it and put in the effort. I lost all my enthusiasm and tried my best to save it. However, after the second recommendation, my grades still did not improve, and Dian Niang stopped recommending me. I still wanted to fight back. If there was no recommendation, I would write again, hoping for a miracle. After suffering like this for two weeks, I even lowered my face and begged. The editor gave me another chance because I didn¡¯t want to give up on Qingxian. It had been the focus of more than 4 months of my hard work. I never wanted my hard work to go to waste until the last moment. The editor agreed, and I had one last hope, but the result The result was cruel. The editor was right. I am not suitable to write about immortals now. I asked for this failure. It¡¯s just a pity. Qingxian, my The dream died midway. "It can't be sold in Sanjiang, and I don't have the chance to push it. I don't want to encourage it to be put on the shelves. Qingxian is a dream of mine, and I don't want my dream to be discounted. But the reality is reality. Lao Zui is a busy man. The house he bought for his family requires a mortgage payment of four to five thousand a month. My parents are old and I have to shoulder the burden. Yes, I have a job, but it¡¯s not enough to pay the mortgage with all my salary. I can¡¯t just eat and drink at home and let my parents support me. So, with great reluctance, Love Fairy really has to take a break, but I swear, one day, it will be resurrected. I can do it too! I'm writing a new book, it's an urban superpower, it tells the story of a peach boy, it will be uploaded in half a month, I don't have the shame to say anything more, and I don't have the shame to ask for any support, I will wait until I write a good story, please forgive me for today decision. sorry! Really sorry!