Witch vv is like waking up from a long time. She has an illusion, as if she has been broken down into countless parts and then put back together again. However, she knows what she is. She is originally composed of countless fragments. The only thing is, in the process of decomposition and reconstruction, what kind of changes have happened to myself? What is the most subtle difference between your current self and your past self? She couldn't feel it, she just felt that she was herself now, still a continuation of her past self, rather than becoming something brand new.
Just like the growth of a person, including body, mind, and even personality, parts of it are constantly replaced and transformed over time. Counting ten years, I feel that my current self is completely different from my past self, but I have also learned from my past self. People who have grown up on their own don¡¯t know how many things have changed, and what has not changed. It all happens little by little and in huge amounts at the most subtle level, but from an overall perspective, there is not much change.
Therefore, it can only be described as "awakening".
Witch vv has woken up. It has not been that long since her last sleep, or "death". She still remembered how she was killed, but she still couldn't determine what the thing that killed her, that thing called "Jiang" that looked like an adult human female, was.
The fear of being killed, the fear before being killed, also accompanied her awakening, awakening deep in her heart. For a while, a short time actually, but a very long time for her, she struggled with this fear. She felt that if she didn't struggle, she would die again, but she didn't know if this was true, and she had never thought about the authenticity of this feeling. As long as she feels this way, she will keep trying to get rid of it.
Until she truly felt that "she was completely awake", it was like holding her breath from the bottom of the deep sea and finally surfacing. It was not until then that she could spread her perception to the outside from this completely inner feeling. In an instant, a huge container, body, or in other words, a shell containing "self-awareness", appeared in her perception. It is not an exaggeration to say that it was huge. She had never been this "huge" in the past. The feeling of her spreading self-awareness allowed her to clearly feel this hugeness, just like a patient can finally feel his own body, maybe slowly, maybe quickly, maybe in an instant, maybe it takes a few days Months or even years may pass, but those parts that are not felt are basically "no feeling".
But the witch vv does have feelings, a kind of "emptiness", the feeling that the inner self cannot fill every corner of the outer body.
The self has awakened, and the self-feeling continues to expand at a very fast speed, but compared to the "hugeness" of the body, this speed is insignificant. How long did it take for you to feel like your soul and body were once again one? Witch vv couldn't calculate it. She felt that the time was very long, but the data fed back by her body that was as precise and direct as the mechanical industry showed that it was only an extremely short time.
This kind of precise and direct counting fed back by her body was something she had never felt in her past body. This made her immediately realize that her current body was no longer a human body. In the past, she did not have an accurate concept of whether her body was considered a "human body", but if she changed it to "how close to the human body in common sense", there is no doubt that today's body is better than the body in the past. , is even further away from this human standard, to the extent that it may be something different at all.
A body that is different from a human body brings different feelings and perspectives than a human body. It is difficult for Witch vv to describe what this kind of perception is when she perceives and observes everything outside, because it is too complicated. If human beings use the six senses, or even the seventy, eighty and ninety senses in mysticism, to experience the world, all knowledge of the world comes from this composite perception. So, the observation experience brought to her by the body of witch vv has simply improved from seventy, eighty, and ninety senses to the level of trillions of senses. Its intertwined and complex comprehensive operations are completely beyond her understanding. Even so, she It can still be used, and there is no problem of "can't use it if you don't understand it" or "stumbling to use it".
She only felt that she could subconsciously use this kind of observation, perception, and every function and power based on this body from a holistic and comprehensive perspective, without any running-in problems. Just like after the birth of human beings, they suddenly skipped the mastering and learning of the body in the infant stage, and manipulated their limbs as flexibly and freely as young people to complete the movements that the human body should be able to do.
The human body is limited by its basic components and structure, and it seems impossible??Make many complex movements, but actual constraints also exist. Witch vv's new body made her feel a kind of freedom and openness that far exceeded the limitations of the human body. Whatever the human body can do, this body can also do it. What the human body can't do, this body can also do it. , what humans need to do in another way, this body can do it directly. So far, what the witch vv knows, the things that humans must use tools to accomplish have been completely covered by the functionality of this body, and it can also be continuously expanded. Humans also need to invent tools for some tasks, and this body The body is almost omnipotent, and there is no need to think about what to make or how to make it. As long as you realize that "there is a need", the body will naturally create it.
Yes, it only requires a consciousness. On the other hand, if you are not aware of what you need, then this body will also not do anything. No, it¡¯s not to do nothing, but this kind of inner and instinctive self-evolution and renewal is very slow when the unconscious is dominant.
From this perspective, it also has many similarities with the human body.
Precisely because this new body is so different from the past body, Witch vv was unable to find the upper limit of this body for a while. The future of this body seems to be infinitely broad, at least, for the time being.
Based on "self", the inner surface and the inside of the body are becoming inextricably linked. The witch vv saw "all kinds of foreign objects inside her body". She quickly recognized them, the physical beings, the wizards of the Doomsday Truth Religion, and the NOG personnel who were neither enemies nor friends, cooperating and fighting. There were many guys whom she had never even met, but there were also some who could be called " Old friend¡± guy.
"Dorothy, andFather Sisson?" The witch vv recognized Dorothy at a glance. However, Father Sisson has undergone tremendous changes from his past self. If it weren't for the brand newness brought about by this new body, And with the huge perspective and observation methods, it is almost impossible to find the shadow of Father Sisen in this guy. Now, she can identify Father Sisen precisely because, at an angle and level that is difficult for others to observe, Father Sisen The things that have always made him who he is have not changed too drastically.
However, it is difficult to say, and it is impossible to say that there is no change at all, but the change is not a safe change compared to its existing form.
Witch vv also confirmed at the same time that she was still in the ruins of the ruling bureau. That penetrating field of vision has been spreading outward, but it still cannot reach the "edge" of the Ruling Bureau ruins. Precisely because I can see further away than I did in the past, the "Ruling Bureau ruins" that existed in the past may not be there. The idea of ??¡°borders¡± has become increasingly heavy. Everything she saw, whether it was happening or had happened, gave her an unimaginable weight.
This can no longer be described as "barren, twisted and ruined". This is a huge battlefield. It seems that as long as the ruins of the ruling bureau are boundless, this battlefield is boundless. The meaning of "distorted" is more twisted and more intense than "intense". The meaning is even more intense. This kind of shock and intensity that cannot be expressed in words seems to be just to prove: this is hell now.
There is something familiar and unchanged about it, something that shows no signs of getting better or softening. At the same time, there are also unfamiliar things that have undergone drastic changes. These things always symbolize the approach of the end. Now, the end is very close.
And the witch vv has once again confirmed that she has not been able to transcend this hellish "doomsday illusion" as expected and go to a higher, beautiful and real "new world". No, rather, I was already prepared to "go to heaven" and was willing to die for it. However, when I woke up and recovered from death, I only saw that I was still in hell, just like all the things in the past. The preparation, the commitment and the price paid for it all turned into a joke.
Full of malicious jokes.
A huge anger suddenly emerged from the heart of the witch VV. She had never been so angry, and she had never felt that she would have such an emotion, and this emotion could be so violent. Even the precise and cautious thinking seemed to pause for a few seconds, and even the new body was affected by this anger, making a crunching sound that could not be heard by the ears.
" Indeed, it seems that I have become stronger than before, but if I still stay in hell, what is the meaning of this kind of strength? No matter how powerful you are, as long as you can't escape hell or the doomsday, any self-perceived "power" is just an illusion. Now, am I still unable to escape this illusion?
"Coloring! Dorothy!" The voice of the witch vv echoes in every corner of the new body.On the huge battlefield outside, anger broke out, "You didn't keep your promise!"
At this moment, Witch vv only feels that she is disintegrating again. Every fragment that makes up herself is like a fragment of personality. It cannot be completely kneaded into the individual cognition of "Witch vv" as in the past. However, , but it didn¡¯t fall apart. These fragments that make up the whole of today's "self" seem to be shaken out by a huge vibration, and are only connected to each other by complex threads. But precisely because their existence has become more independent, more eye-catching, and more existential, the witch vv seems to be able to hear the sound made by each of them in the blur: this sound, and her The sound is consistent.
Full of memories, expectations, longings, and anger and sadness after being shattered.
It¡¯s not just the ¡°self¡± as a whole that knows its own failure, but also the individual fragments that make up the whole self. This sense of failure, as well as the various emotions accompanying failure, made Witch vv feel that she was once again submerged by the raging sea water, and was swept into the bottom of the sea by the huge wave, heavy and suffocating.
Witch vv started a new struggle. During the struggle, most of the "impurities" hidden in the body were emptied, thrown away, and killed, leaving only the ones she subconsciously wanted to keep. Things: Dorothy and Father Sisson, because these two are the most likely people for you to answer her question.
She has almost lost her mind, but she has not completely lost her mind.
The witch vv, who was reborn from the murder of "Sha", and the new Valpuis Night born from the past Valpuis Night, are rioting, and the huge data hedging has caused the already distorted surroundings to happen again. The impact of distortion is so strong that even the distortion caused by the deviation ritual that affects the entire ruling bureau is not enough to resist this intensity of distortion.
During this process of huge changes and impacts both internally and externally, the reborn Valpus Night expanded its size again, swallowing up nearly half of its original size in the blink of an eye. Ten times the space, almost completely transforming the ruling bureau partition where it is located into a part of it.
The rapidly increasing size also brought a certain amount of pressure. It was this pressure that dragged the witch vv back from the edge of anger to collapse. She once again felt the relief of finally getting out of the sea after being suffocated to the limit. She felt that she could continue to think about problems for the time being.
Dorothy and Father Sisson did not lose their positions in this angry impact. No matter which one they were, they had the ability to quickly adapt to changes in the current environment. Even so, staying inside an angry Valpurgis Night, and moreover, this Valpurgis Night was born based on the "strong man" he knew in the past, he would still feel tremendous pressure. Facing the witch vv who was theoretically stronger and to an unknown extent powerful, both Dorothy and Father Sisson were ready to escape.