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    There are great differences in appearance and structure between Nazi soldiers and security guards. From the perspective of "closer to humans", Nazi soldiers undoubtedly have a structure that is closest to the human body. Scientific instruments are even used to examine their bodies.  Its genes and cells are also more than 98% similar to humans. In comparison, only part of the body of the Security Guard is similar to the human body, and its basic structure is composed of unknown substances such as constructs.  However, even though the Nazi soldiers looked closer to humans, their thoughts, behaviors, and abilities were still very different from "human beings" in the common sense sense.

    ¡°A rigorous report on how Nazi soldiers differed from humans, and the specific factors that led to these differences, would probably fill a library.  Although the difference from a normal human body is less than 2%, this 2% difference is enough to cause a qualitative change in ecology and performance.

    I am familiar enough with security guards. In the past doomsday fantasy, they were called dead soldiers. In this doomsday fantasy, they are divided into different models and images based on their performance and use. But regardless of these  No matter how the superficial things and titles change, the essence is not much different.  In the past doomsday illusion, they were a fatal danger to all mysterious experts. In the current doomsday illusion, they are still a fatal threat to the mysterious experts whose abilities have been greatly improved.

    Compared with the past, they have lost some of their mysterious aura, but even if they are recognized as "part of the security system of the ruling bureau", it will not change their mystery.  Until now, whether it is the Doomsday Truth Cult or Cyberball, or any mysterious organization from normal human society, they have not been able to restore the manufacturing of these security guards, which is enough to illustrate their mystery.  I think that the familiarity that all mystical experts, including me, have with them is only superficial and comes from the increasing number of people who meet them frequently and can be called acquaintances. However, many times, no one  Able to know the hidden secrets of acquaintances.

    The so-called "sense of familiarity" is nothing more than an illusion.  This illusion is even stronger when it comes to security guards. Once led by this illusion, death is a foreseeable outcome.

    "Nazi soldiers who look normal but are actually abnormal.

    A security guard who looks familiar but is actually a stranger.

    When a huge war breaks out between the two on the same battlefield, it is difficult to judge in advance which side has the advantage.  At least, as far as I could observe, the battle was extremely intense.  Neither party has any fear of "death", and to them, the meaning of "death" must be completely different from that of normal humans.  They ignore their own death and the death of their companions. It makes people feel that there does not seem to be any noble reason or lofty goal in their fighting. Regardless of whether they think about this war, they give people the feeling of being completely innocent.  War for war's sake.

    In my opinion, any battle that takes place on this battlefield has no human reason at all. It is not for survival, but it is not for the pursuit of death. It does not have a clear and pure meaning.  If I want to describe it, I feel that this grand war is more like an existing phenomenon, a background that exists simply to set off something.

    Dying on this battlefield is like disappearing in the background before even reaching the front of the stage.

    Any life that dies here is like a corpse lying outside the set in a movie. It is not even qualified to be included in the camera. Here, except for the self to recognize the meaning of its own existence, there is nothing else.  Observation by a third party can give meaning to one's own existence.  Obviously this battlefield is noisy and extremely dangerous, but as I continue to get injured and keep moving forward, I feel bit by bit the silence and emptiness hidden behind the sounds, phenomena and death.

    This battlefield is neither hot-blooded, nor cruel, nor sentimental. It is more like an objective phenomenon operating, just like a storm, like heavy rain, like everything vying to grow in spring, and like everything is silent in winter.  .  It just exists here, and people can give it any meaning, but it itself has nothing special. It takes shape and expands as a matter of course, and gives people a premonition that the end is closer, just like seeing the dim fallen leaves.  At this time, I can¡¯t help but think that autumn is approaching.

    Yes, everything is so step-by-step and let nature take its course. However, in this spontaneity that is difficult to express in words, it makes people feel that all human beings, including ourselves, will follow this spontaneity and let nature take its course.  The earth perishes, as if we ourselves are part of this established death sequence.  It is as if our struggle and resistance are part of this death process.  It seems that what we subjectively think of as struggle and resistance are objectively natural.?The movement towards death.

    I was slashing, flying, being knocked down countless times, and standing up countless times. During this cycle, I seemed to hear a voice that seemed to come from heaven. It seemed far away from the underworld,  It seemed to be somewhere close to me, telling me a vague and cruel future, making me feel that all the things I had done in the past were all contrary to my original intention of trying to save people, but they were only accelerated.  The pace of sadness; trying to fight against the tragic fate only accelerates the tragic life; trying to reverse someone's fate only accelerates the other person's established destiny.

    Yes, I know what I heard. This is the "doomsday truth", which every occult expert must feel, and the reason why he abandons his past position and joins the doomsday truth religion.  I have felt the doomsday truth more than once, and heard the doomsday truth more than once. I am becoming more and more familiar with the doomsday truth religion. It is like, even if I subjectively deny that I am moving towards the doomsday truth, it is difficult to argue that my behavior is correct.  In fact, moving towards the doomsday truth may not be active, but there must be an irresistible passivity. If the doomsday truth is described as a huge planet, then it seems that my orbit is being distorted by the huge gravity of this planet, and slowly  Fall into it.

    I felt a little numb in my body. The waving arms and running and dodging all the time did not make me feel very useful. I was always injured, but I was never dead. It was like, even if I quietly  If I stand still, I will only be injured but not die. However, a strong instinct prevents me from standing still and really verifying this feeling.  Although I am fighting, I also think that I am fighting for myself and to do the right thing. However, I also have a gradually becoming stronger feeling: my fighting, my seemingly fighting  Movement is like a new gear meshing with other gears in this battlefield.  My movement, the movement of Nazi soldiers, and the movement of security guards may be subjectively different, but objectively, they are self-consistently integrated and become part of a huge self-disciplined machine.

    When I feel this way, all the past memories and experiences all come together, and in a complex way, a clear answer is produced in my mind: this is a ritual.

    This battlefield itself is the long-planned sacrifice ceremony of the Doomsday Truth Religion!  All people and non-humans who initiate and participate in this battlefield are part of this huge sacrificial ceremony. Our own behavior has nothing to do with our subjective rituals, but is objectively the driving force of this sacrificial ritual.  I was shocked by the answer that came to my mind.

    Because, if this idea is really consistent with the facts, then this sacrificial ceremony may be the most grand and thorough sacrificial ceremony launched by the Doomsday Truth Religion in many doomsday illusions.  Its scale, sophistication and preparation completely surpassed the deviation ceremony of the Torch Light, and the actions of the group of doomsday Shinrikyo who broke into the deviation ceremony were probably to cover up the sacrificial ceremony, or to try to turn the "deviation ritual" into a "deviation ritual".  "Ritual" itself is also included in the sequence of this sacrificial ceremony.

    But, I also have some doubts after thinking this way.  Can such a unique meaning as "deviation" be accommodated by the sacrificial ceremony of the doomsday truth?  Admittedly, based on my understanding of Doomsday Truth, I don¡¯t think it¡¯s surprising that they constitute a sacrificial ceremony of this scale. I was shocked just because I personally felt the enormity of this sacrificial ceremony. However, in  The terrifying, indescribable existence felt in the deviation ritual is enough to shake people's basic understanding of the doomsday illusion.  From a sensory perspective, I don¡¯t think such things are part of the ¡°virus¡± or a manifestation of the influence of the ¡°virus¡± on patients with doomsday syndrome.  Compared with the theoretically possible "monsters in the collective subconscious of mankind", it is not like a script with a "virus" as the main body, but more like something outside the script forcefully inserted into the existing script.  Expand the original script into a script with a larger background and world view.

    In the previous understanding, all the actions of the Doomsday Truth Cult in the ruins of the ruling bureau were to summon "monsters in the collective subconscious of mankind". Sacrifice rituals with this goal as the main body, even if they used people as other  The branch of the Nazis, who sacrificed themselves to the terrible battlefield torrent in front of them, should not have the capacity to incorporate "deviant rituals" into it.

    The horrific thing suggested by the deviation ritual is not at all on the same level as the target of the Doomsday Truth cult¡¯s sacrifice ritual, ¡°the monster in the collective subconscious of mankind.¡±  From this perspective, it should be that the power of "deviation" will act on the sacrifice ceremony of the Doomsday Shinrikyo Religion, causing the sacrificial ceremony to produce unpredictable and malignant changes that are not expected by the Doomsday Shinrikyo Religion.

    I passed through a group of Nazi soldiers and killed this person before the invisible highway shattered.All enemies on the temporarily formed path.  In terms of physical strength alone, these Nazi soldiers were far inferior to security guards.  I know very well which enemies my abilities are more convenient for facing.  I began to realize that I was beginning to be able to adapt to the intensity of this battlefield. "There will always be some mysterious phenomena that will occur and act on my body, causing me to suffer pain and injury, but so far, it has not resulted in instant death."  Taking this comprehensive result as the basis for judgment, one can feel that the intensity of this battlefield has not continued to rise.

    I can still feel the threat of death at any time, but when death doesn't happen for a long time, this threat still exists, but it doesn't feel as overwhelming as it did in the beginning.

    This battlefield is becoming flat, injuring and killing enemies, killing enemies while being damaged, this cycle is becoming extremely stable, and when I have the idea that "this battlefield itself is part of the sacrifice ceremony of Doomsday Shinrikyo"  , this stable and gentle feeling was explained instead.  Yes, this is the most outstanding performance of the sacrificial ceremony: it is always stable, gentle, develops in an established direction, and is difficult to interrupt. It will not stop when it is running, but it will not stop.  Machines that suddenly reduce or increase efficiency.

    When I was able to realize these things and use my own consciousness to produce a self-consistent explanation, my tense emotions and thoughts began to have some room.  Just like repetitive mechanical work, it does not require too much mental energy.  I am like a part of this huge machine. I feel that the role of my part in this machine is to hurt and kill the enemy.  And this function is not special and core in the entire machine. There are more similar parts, working in this way, producing the same effect all the time.  My participation in this battlefield did not change the work of the machine, nor did it actually change its functionality. Rather, in this machine, all my characteristics were destined to produce such functions.  sex.  My thoughts can change my behavior, however, the operation of this machine is modifying my thoughts, which in turn affects my behavior.

    As long as I am still feeling this battlefield, I cannot stop the impact of this battlefield on myself. And if I don¡¯t think about anything, my own behavior will also be driven by the operation of the battlefield itself after losing the motivation of subjective consciousness.  My consciousness is not completely independent, nor is it strong enough to affect the entire battlefield from an ideological level.

    Then, I further realized that only "Repeater" and "Three Immortals Island" have the scale of influence to have practical influence on this battlefield.  If "Jiang" is still here, then I can probably become part of the actual influence. However, when "Jiang" is hiding, all I can do is to be a promoter of the Doomsday Truth on this battlefield.  It¡¯s just part of the power of the ritual.

    Things that were confusing before were explained one by one, at least in my logic, they began to be self-consistent. In the process, I gradually had a clearer idea, and I was gradually able to feel that after the "deviation ritual", those possibilities  There has been a new development law followed by things that have deviated.  Those frustrating and disappointing situations are no longer so confusing and do not know what to do after a logical and self-consistent analysis.  I feel that if I can understand the current development of the situation with such clarity and self-consistency, I should get back on my feet.  I feel that the most important thing is not how to save my life on this battlefield, because whether I can save my life on this battlefield is no longer something I can decide subjectively.  Coming out of your emotions is something you can and should do.

    There were no conditions before, but now, the conditions are met.

    So, while mechanically dealing with this battlefield with stable intensity, I began to re-observe my sense of personality.
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