Xia Chuqing only felt as if she had had a very long dream. .
That was a nightmare. In this dream, he didn't know whether his soul was alive or wandering in the dark world as a lonely soul without an owner.
When the endless darkness enveloped her, he always hoped to see a ray of light, but the endless darkness and loneliness kept engulfing her. She ran hard, trying to escape the shackles of the dark cage, but no matter what No matter how hard she tried, she could not escape the shackles of darkness.
Time seemed to pass very long. He didn't know how long he had been in this darkness. He just felt a little tired and had developed endless fear of the darkness. Suddenly, it seemed as if the sky and the earth were torn apart. A huge crack opened, and slowly, a bright light swayed down from the sky and the earth, bathing him in the dawn, as if all of a sudden the darkness and loneliness in her heart were dispelled, making her feel An unprecedented warmth.
When she slowly opened her eyes, and when the dawn gradually expanded and finally began to become brighter and clearer, he saw a pair of beautiful but cold eyes that were paying attention to her.
These eyes didn't seem to have any human emotion. They felt like a machine, making her unable to feel the light behind the dawn brought to her by the person she first saw. warmth.
However, when her eyes turned around, they fell on another pair of eyes next to her.
Such eyes are so familiar. They seem to have appeared in countless dreams. They seem to be engraved in the depths of her soul, making her unable to forget them. These eyes are full of sunshine and have a warmth at the same time. A unique emotion that she could feel finally entered the depths of her heart, completely dispelling the endless darkness and loneliness.
Those eyes were bright and lively. When her vision gradually became clearer and she saw the familiar face again, she finally found this familiar face from the depths of her memory. It turned out that this was the face she had been seeing. The face full of sunshine that I love deeply in my heart.
However, when memories suddenly emerged like a tide, she suddenly thought of some unbearable past events. When she looked at the face she once loved in her heart, she didn't know how to face it. It seemed that something suddenly appeared in her heart. Another voice was telling her to escape.
When she suddenly saw him, she seemed a little unsure of what to do. She wanted to grasp something, but she was somewhat conflicted, thinking that this might still be a dream from which she had not woken up.
The instinctive reaction made her reach out to touch the familiar face. She just moved her arms, but she felt that something was missing in her body. His hands could not reach that face.
This seemed to be really a dream. Why did she have no hands? She was a little scared. She wanted to hug him, so she instinctively stretched out her hands.
But the moment she stretched out her hands, she only saw her outstretched right hand. It was so close to him that she could even feel his temperature, but the other hand was always cold to the end. Could it be that she was half asleep and half awake? dissociated state? So she lowered her eyes again and saw her left arm, which was empty at shoulder level.
After completely losing her entire left arm, it seemed that at this moment, because of the fear in her heart, she felt that this was a more terrifying dream. Her emotions seemed a little unacceptable. He would rather return to reality immediately. .
But at this moment, a strong big hand held her other hand, allowing her to truly feel the warmth and strength. At the same time, the other hand suddenly touched her cheek and rubbed it gently, She was able to truly feel that this was not a dream, this was the terrifying reality.
"Don't be afraid, and don't think you will lose anything. He is in your heart and he will always exist"
After hearing this voice, at this moment, Xia Chuqing's nightmare became completely clear. When all the memories came out at once, she thought that her last consciousness was on that aircraft carrier. above.
And now, she turned around and looked around. This was obviously not the aircraft carrier. The transparent glass around it allowed her to see facilities outside that she had never seen before. And the room she was in was still inside. There is a robot next to it, and next to that strange bed are some very advanced functional facilities.
The environment she was in had undergone such a big change all of a sudden, which made her mentally uncomfortable. She felt as if she was still dreaming. She couldn't help but open her mouth, and it took a long time before she said in a voice: "How long have I been sleeping? Here is where?"
After Xu Linyuan saw Xia Chuqing wake up, she seemed to be uncomfortable with the environment and facilities here, but she knew that if she told Xia Chuqing that she had only slept a few times,Yue Yue's words, perhaps through her connected memories, will invisibly create a gap between them again, and perhaps make her not know how to face him.
Regarding Xia Chuqing's true feelings when she first woke up, Xu Linyuan's heart seemed to be tightly embraced by something. Although he knew that he had always wanted to try to forget the past, after all, he once loved her deeply. He has passed her and has deep affection for her. Although time has smoothed everything out, the true emotions that emerge from this dullness are more real and unforgettable, as if the subconscious is suddenly brought back. Back to that time of innocence.
So at this time, Xu Linyuan told a lie and said slowly to her: "From the moment you woke up, your previous life has become a dream, and this is your current life"
"My past life?" Xia Chuqing murmured with some confusion. Looking at the unfamiliar environment around her, she no longer seemed to find it so difficult to adapt. She couldn't help but ask: "Did I die in my previous life? This is who I will be after many years." In this life, why do I always feel like everything that happened in my previous life was just yesterday"
Just when she said this, she suddenly saw the arm she was missing, and then looked at Xu Linyuan in front of her, her expression darkened, and she said: "This life, but he is an incomplete life"
Zhu Weng told Xu Linyuan that when Xia Chuqing wakes up from a serious illness, she may have some mental ups and downs. At this time, try to comfort her and let her make a smooth transition. Otherwise, she may suffer from violent mental fluctuations. His surname's sentiment changed drastically.
So Xu Linyuan just held her other hand and said, "Since you believe that your previous life was just yesterday, don't you believe that in your own life tomorrow, everything will slowly get better and he will get better again." Becoming complete, you feel like something is missing now, but when you sleep and wake up tomorrow, you may find that everything you saw today is not so disappointing, and tomorrow will be better ¡¡±
"I hope so, but you"
When Xia Chuqing heard his soft comfort, it seemed that she was willing to anesthetize herself in this way. There was no one else in the room now, which made her feel that the other voice in her heart had not emerged, and she seemed to have returned to her truest self all of a sudden. That side of her would make her act a little weak, whispering: "Lin, have you ever hated me?"
Xu Linyuan gently stroked her face and said, "Of course I hate"
Hearing what he said, Xia Chuqing suddenly felt like something was coming up in her heart, but then she heard him say: "I just hate why you never come back to me, and why you keep my heart with me." The soul has been taken away for so long, but despite hating it, I find that I can¡¯t hate it at all. Maybe just like now, my previous life has been taken away by your previous life. What we have left in this life is still there. Keep that innocence"
"But I feel that I am no longer qualified to have that innocence" Xia Chuqing's emotions were ups and downs at this time, and her eyes couldn't help but flow down like strings.
Xu Linyuan wiped away his tears and whispered: "No, he still remains in our hearts. No matter where we are in the world, even if we become passers-by, he will always be there. Nothing can erase it. It doesn't matter whether you Already married, even if I become her husband, he will not change"
Xia Chuqing raised her head and stared at him, finally thinking of what her teacher had said, she couldn't help but throw herself into his arms and cried: "But we belong to two worlds, and maybe we will never meet again in this life ¡¡±
Xu Linyuan interrupted her pessimistic thoughts and said: "But I am really in front of you now, so what if there are two worlds, even if it is hell or heaven, it is only one step away. With this step, I You will take the leap without any regrets, but you, who have no obstacles in this life, have lost the courage to take the leap?"
"There are no obstacles in this life, there are no obstacles in this life"
Xia Chuqing murmured these words and thought about it carefully. She suddenly realized that all the hardships and pains in her previous life seemed to have disappeared after she woke up from that dream. She was once confused as to how to face it. Now that the reality is right in front of us, what exactly is that obstacle?
At this time, E Lai walked into the room, and with him came a rickety figure, who was Concubine Ming who hurried back.
When Xia Chuqing saw Concubine Ming entering the room with a warm and gratifying smile on her face, she couldn't help but suddenly thought about what the teacher once said: "When you feel that you are in a relationship between two After the world creates demonic obstacles in your heart, the biggest obstacle in your life is not anyone or anything, but your heart. This is the biggest disaster in your life and the most difficult hurdle. You can overcome it.Once you pass, the sea and sky will be vast. If you can't make it through, it will be endless purgatory, which will become your biggest regret in this life"