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A calm summer night.
Even if we change to another world, the scenery we see will not be much different.
In addition to the stronger sense of unreality, both the unpleasant temperature in the air and the dim moonlight in the night sky are equally annoying.
"Ah¡"
She let out a hollow laugh, and then the girl's mood dropped to a place worse than the bottomless abyss.
It¡¯s too bad.
To actually run away like that, doesn¡¯t it look like you are being willful?
I have to blame myself, because I can probably guess what Guang Hui imagined Heh, he must be blaming himself because he thought her concern caused his own wounds, right?
It¡¯s actually true in theory¡
However, even if it makes her sad, someone is still looking after her, right?
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But such thoughts did not make me feel better at all. Instead, a feeling similar to sadness continued to rage in my mind.
Are you jealous?
Who is jealous?
Because there is no influence from others, the girl can clearly abandon the thoughts she does not want to admit and understand her own feelings.
But what if it¡¯s possible?
The other person is complete and doesn¡¯t need you anymore.
There is no connection anymore, and the other person is not as full of unreality about the world as I am.
Even though for me the other person is the only warmth, the only ground that can stop me from falling and make me feel at ease, here I am just a dispensable member of the air to the other person.
Just like the habit I developed when I was a child, I sat on the balcony of the ruins and hugged my knees.
A little bit can dispel the illusion of chill.
¡°¡¡±
For a moment, I missed the warmth of that guythe desperate person, the crying person, the person who couldn't hold on to anything except himself.
???????????????¡ Perhaps it was because it could become the only temptation that the other party could rely on, that¡¯s why I placed my hope in a lie that would be impossible not to be discovered.
????????????????????????? If only the lies at that time could continue Then maybe it can be another future
"Huh? Do you want me to keep looking like that good-for-nothing?"
"!"
A voice came from behind, making the girl startled.
"And that kind of future must be an ending full of despair."
The irritating guy who said sarcastic words had been eavesdropping on the girl¡¯s thoughts for about 11 seconds from a distance of more than 10 meters behind her.
No happiness at all, absolutely no happiness at all.
So the girl looked at each other with an empty expression
¡°¡Why are you chasing me?¡±
Although he kept his tone calm, there still seemed to be a trace of anger leaking out.
It was not intentional, definitely not to show anger on purpose.
"Just let me chase you."
It seemed that he wanted to ignore his own thoughts, so the other party turned his head while answering.
"Because you ran away so casually, Guang thought he had done something wrong."
It¡¯s such an unsurprising reasonJing Zhen doesn¡¯t even have a reason to be angry.
So I¡¯m definitely not angry anymore. I won¡¯t be angry for the other person.
"So, go back, okay?"
¡°¡¡±
It¡¯s too empty. There is no possibility of accepting such an empty reason.
"reject."
It¡¯s not a lie this time.
She simply rejected the other party's request, and then the girl ignored this irritating uma and continued to stay alone.
It¡¯s a pity that I can¡¯t continue to enjoy the quiet this time.
"Really? What a pity."
Not caring about the girl's attitude, the other party sat down next to the girl.
The air was immediately slightly polluted by the opponent's temperature.
¡°¡¡±
Without responding, the girl just buried her chin between her knees and arms.
¡°Okay¡ I¡¯m done with what I asked you to do¡¡±
"Yes, so there is no relationship between us anymore, so get out of here."
"Aha How mean. This doesn't look like someone who is trying his best to save me, even if he can't go back."
¡°¡¡±
I don¡¯t want to answer.
Can¡¯t answer.
If you answer, even if you lie, you will not be able to control your emotions.
So I just gave the other party silence and let an empty atmosphere fill the surroundings.
¡°¡¡±
As expected, the other party really lost the reason to speak.
However, it seems that he has been misunderstood
"Do you regret it so much?"
No.
¡°You regret it so much that you don¡¯t want to talk to me?¡±
no.
¡°¡¡±
There is a confusing smell of cigarette smoke all around. Reallyhave you really changed into such a harmful habit?
He turned his eyes away slightly, not even wanting to look at the other person out of the corner of his eye.
"Sorry, I was too self-righteous."
yes.
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"I really can't do this to save you."
Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes
"Reallyit seems like I'm not even qualified to say sorry"
Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes
"Thank you, and then, no goodbye"
Probably giving up, the other party finally stood up and prepared to leave without doing anything.
¡°¡¡±
it's over.
It¡¯s just a few words, and there¡¯s nothing left to say.
Empty, boring.
That¡¯s just the relationship between myself and the other party.
Without any external objects, there is nothing to communicate with.
Because the other party knows everything, the relationship between them must be just like the distance, it is nothing.
There is nothing you can bring to the other person. No matter who you are, the other self must be meaningless.
Really?
Snapped!
It¡¯s really bad to catch the tears with your hands before they fall, and the other person starts to feel sad before they are far enough away.
But, so what?
Next, I will definitely have no further relationship with the other party.
You will definitely be unable to bear the temperature of this world, and then one day you will disappear without a single sad person, while the other person will continue to run perfectly without forgetting you until the end of the world.
It trembled for a moment.
¡°¡¡±
dislike.
I don¡¯t like this ending at all.
¡°¡¡±
So, let me ask you one last time.
What do you hope for?¡ª¡ª
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Still failed.
Didn't say anything.
Let¡¯s end it like this. The other party will not do anything to destroy the world, so as long as you leave it alone, you should be able to continue your life peacefully, right?
¡°¡¡±
An empty life.
Hehe, why have I never discovered that I am in a world that is as confusing as a polluted fog?
Covering his nose, he took a deep breath of air through his fingertips.
The cold smell stung the lungs.
Makes people miss their hugs even more.
¡°¡¡±
But, is it impossible?
¡°I am just a guy who clearly sees the other person¡¯s despair and hope, but remains indifferent.
Use your powerlessness and lack of qualifications to cover up your bastard status.
"Ha, I'm such a scumbag"
There was no turning back, so the boy just took steps forward after laughing at himself, and then stopped.
¡°¡¡±
The sound of footsteps.
20 meters, 10 meters, 5 meters, approaching your own footsteps without hesitation.
"Heyare you ready to give up after just saying these few words?"
Get rid of all unrealistic sounds.
It¡¯s so scary that people don¡¯t dare to turn around.
But the other party didn¡¯t give Cheng any room. He grabbed Cheng¡¯s clothes and pulled him in front of him.
"What does it mean to prepare to run away without doing anything? Is it an attitude toward a benefactor?"
There were faint traces of tears that had not been wiped off the face that was slightly turned away.
No matter how tough you use it,His tone was calm, but his "stubborn" eyes were obviously trembling.
There is something in my heart that is broken.
"So, what should I do?"
Stupid question, but that¡¯s all Cheng can ask now.
¡°¡¡±
There was no direct answer, the other party just let his tears continue to flow slowly down his stubborn expression.
"If you don't want me to despair, just give me hope, bastard"
It was as if she didn¡¯t want Cheng to see her expression anymore, so after the girl said this again, she slowly leaned her body against Cheng.
The fingers holding the corner of his clothes still refused to let go.
"But, I have no hope either."
"Hmph, then why are you still chasing me?"
¡°¡¡±
There is a reason, but I can¡¯t say it.
It¡¯s just that the other person¡¯s aggressive thoughts have completely infected me.
Caught off guard, everything went blank, but the young man suddenly felt that all the previous worries and emptiness disappeared in an instant.
Smile, although the other person is obviously still crying, Cheng only smiles.
"Because at that time your sadness was crawling up to my neck."
"Really Do you want to do something happy?"
"¡as you wish."
??Worries, hesitations, and troubles, the young man realized in an instant that these were all unnecessary.
Rather than being hurt enough by your own thoughts to regret it, you will definitely choose a choice that does not waste time.
I can¡¯t abandon the other party, so I don¡¯t have many choices now.
Grab the other person¡¯s fingers and replace the corner of your own clothes.
"Two overlapping hearts will probably never let each other lose the feeling of loneliness, nor can they be the existence that the other can rely on From the beginning to the end, they will always exist in parallel.
But even so¡
Even so, it is enough as long as you can feel the other person's temperature.
Even if the pain is doubled, this fate does not make people feel the empty sadness at all.
Because as long as you are willing to stretch out your hand, you will definitely be there.
Even though it won¡¯t be as wonderful as other people¡¯s feelings, it will bring you the only warmth and real feeling forever.
The sky is starting to rain again¡ª¡ª
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so tired¡
It¡¯s been a long time since I¡¯ve been this tired
The socialite named Wakatsuki Shusuke couldn't help but sigh at the door of his room.
?????????????? At the beginning I just wanted to make some extra money from the detective agency game played by a few rich kid students to spend my first period in Tokyo But now it has become a full-time job.
"Ah¡"
Smiling bitterly, the silent imp now turned into a big devil, the overly lively little girl turned into a life-killing alchemist, and he himself became a man who had to confront and negotiate with monsters carrying tens to hundreds of thousands of lives all day long. "Ordinary people", and the high-maintenance president is still a high-maintenance president.
¡°¡¡±
It¡¯s so powerless. It¡¯s all because of the ancestor who pretended to be a primary school student No, the college student pretending to be an ancestor suddenly said, ¡°I seem to be too leisurely lately.¡± There must be some kind of training, which makes ordinary people like me so busy that they will almost die.
"Hacurse it to be pushed backwards every time it pushes Shota"
Quietly making a curse, Xiu Fu fell back into the loss of his sister not being at home.
"Hmm! Who?"
Feeling something abnormal, Xiu Fu immediately looked aside.
No one is there.
"¡Mistaken?"
¡°Forget it, I have to go to Mahora again to pick up my things¡ª¡ª
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¡°¡Huh.¡±
After carefully closing the door, the young man sighed helplessly.
If you were discovered by ordinary humans like thisit might become a stain on your life.
"Anyway, you have a lot of stains in your life, so this one more is not a big deal, right?"
The guy who said behind him behind him, of course, grasped his fingers stubbornly, causing both to become a guy with inconvenient actions.
¡°¡¡±
Sensing the boy's thoughts, the girl immediately frowned and let go of the boy's hand.
The simple house is not much different from where the girl is -¨DAlthough this place has been given to others a long time ago, Zero has not yet reached the age where she likes to arrange things Besides, she was asked by her friend to climb the snowfield a week ago.
"Is that why you came here?"
Without turning around, the girl just looked at every part of the room carefully.
¡°Well~ because after that incident in Arquette, I feel like there are surveillance eyes every time I go to the hotel.¡±
"¡Yeah."
He answered the reason without hesitation, but when the other party glared over, the young man realized that he had not told the other party about this matter.
"Thatdidn't do anything."
"I know, I just didn't expect you to be such an idiot."
Of course there will be no such silly plot as misunderstanding, because the idea will be understood the moment it is generated.
So the girl just turned away after "complaining" casually.
¡°¡What to do next?¡±
There was a hint of knowingly asking, but the girl still wanted to find a reason why the two people who were enemies just a day ago suddenly became such a relationship.
"¡how could I know."
He has long been accustomed to the girl's reaction, so the boy decided to interrupt the girl's thinking while answering.
I took a step before, grabbed the other's fingers and pulled it to myself -the palms that could almost kill everything, but now they are subtle.
Then, block those lips that like to lie.
"Well¡"
It didn¡¯t even take 0.01 seconds for the girl to resist or anything, before the girl complied with the other person¡¯s behavior.
"Hmmwell"
Because I don¡¯t do it often and lack experience, I just keep kissing until I suffocate.
"Hacould it be that the reason why kissing brings about impulse is because of the pleasure caused by suffocation"
"How can it be¡"
Although she was still adjusting her breathing, the girl immediately answered the boy, and then suddenly added as if she remembered something.
"Also, don't kiss others casually, as if you are a pervert."
"Well¡"
Although it seemed that he was being scolded, just seeing a little uneasiness on the girl's face that turned away made the boy unable to keep quiet like this.
Without hesitation, he kissed the girl¡¯s neck directly.
"Um¡"
From the contact, the girl was clearly trembling, but the girl still maintained a strong look - she just leaned against the wall.
"You don't need to be so self-conscious"
Feeling helpless at the other party's lack of cooperation, the young man had no choice but to complain.
"Nonsense nonsense, since you started it, it's only your responsibility to impress me!"
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There seemed to be nothing he could do to change the other person's attitude, so the young man had no choice but to continue sucking on the other person's unexpectedly smooth skin, and gradually moved the target of his kiss to the other person's chest, and then gently bit off the button on the other person's chest.
"You, what did you do suddenly!"
"Ah, don't you think clothes are in the way?"
¡°Hmm¡ I always feel like this is such a bad reason¡¡±
"But what happens next will be even worse with clothes on."
¡°¡¡±
Seeing that the boy had no intention of shutting up, the girl had no choice but to put away her complaining expression and sighed helplessly.
"Okay, okay, but"
Of course it¡¯s not because of retreat or anything, the girl slowly spoke out her request.
"Then, if you don't like using your hands properly, you won't be allowed to use them next."
¡°¡¡±
With a wry smile, the young man almost didn¡¯t know how to respond when he looked at the belt on the other person¡¯s trousers.
"Yes, yes, Your Lady Queen"
The young man only needs to continue to work hard to move his teeth and start trying.
"Hmm! Well you idiot, can't you even take off your belt?"
Apart from the difficulty of unfastening the belt, the sound produced by every friction gave the boy an unreal feeling.
? 7 minutes and 19 seconds, which is an incredible amount of time for normal times.
Even the young man himself didn¡¯t know whether he was deliberately acting clumsy at this time or whether he was really acting out of control, but every second the young man¡¯s sanity was stripped away.
"Haeven this has taken so long, what should we do with the next two items?"
The girl is stillHe kept leaning against the wall, but still had a slight smile on his face.
Looking up at the other person¡¯s expression from below, although he felt that he was actually being fooled, the young man was obviously charmed by the dazzling white in front of him.
Although it is a teasing expression, whether it is the breath that fills the senses, the slightly overheated skin in the hand, or the slight trace of water flowing out of the opponent's thigh, it makes people feel that being teased is not worth paying attention to.
Deciding to continue to fulfill the other party's "request", the young man decided to taste "himself" again.
"The one who will stop at this time must not be human."
However, the only ones who can stop it are humans.
"Bika~Qiu~"
The ringtone representing the short message immediately calmed the boy down.
¡°¡¡±
It was a girl¡¯s cell phone, but the boy picked it up and opened it to check the contents.
There is only one sender, and the content is just asking if you have found the truth and if you want to go back for dinner.
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The answer to the first question is yes, and the answer to the second question is no.
Not knowing what else to answer, the young man had no choice but to reply with a brief message, and then sat down on the floor helplessly.
Although the body has not yet calmed down, the mind has been repaired in an instant - and I immediately feel the illusion called "guilt".
¡°¡¡±
Probably knowing the boy¡¯s condition, the girl also crouched down worriedly.
"Why do we have this kind of relationship?"
??As if asking a question to oneself.
If you want to answer whether you love light, it must be yes
If you want to answer whether you can leave the girl in front of you, it must be no
It¡¯s not that there¡¯s one more person to love, it¡¯s just that there¡¯s one more person who can¡¯t abandon it No, it¡¯s just that something that couldn¡¯t be abandoned in the first place has come to the forefront of one¡¯s balance.
There is no choice between "one's" "heart" and one's own heart.
There was silence, and then suddenly the girl's laughter was heard.
"Ah¡"
"?"
(Touch head)
It¡¯s not flattering, but the other person¡¯s face is full of happy smiles.
?Can¡¯t understand.
"No need to understand~"
"?"
"It doesn't matter¡"
The hand that was originally just a gentle touch took the young man into his arms.
¡°¡¡±
Completely, there was no chance for the boy to say something remorseful and then leave.
"Even if you can't do it nowthen just think of it as masturbating"¡ª¡ª
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If I haven¡¯t written it well, I¡¯ll just mess it up
As expected, it¡¯s still too embarrassing
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