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Chapter 124: Future Direction (1)

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    The light in the room gradually dimmed from bright to completely dark, and the room remained in the daylight state. Bai Li sat slumped on the ground, and Isaiah kept watching her quietly.

    When Luo Dan entered the door, he saw such a scene. It seemed that he had completely fallen into the realm of no one. Bai Li kept a movement motionless. If it weren't for the subtle fluctuations caused by his breathing, he would be exactly like a dead body.  Looking at Bai Li who seemed to have lost his vitality, she glanced sideways at Isaiah who was standing still, trying to find out the reason for Bai Li's strangeness.  But Isaiah's gaze was only focused on Bai Li, and he seemed completely unaware of Rodin's gaze.

    Luo Dan looked back and forth between the two for a long time but didn't see why, so he exhaled impatiently, and she began to feel tired of Bai Li's sluggish state, no one had lost a loved one, but which one would be like Bai Li?  She has become a kind of nightmare, forever trapped in the game.  Walking to Bai Li's side, he squatted down and stretched out his hand to push Bai Li. Bai Li seemed to wake up from a dream, and looked up at her.  Luo Dan opened his mouth to reprimand, but when he saw Bai Li's eyes, he suddenly fell silent.  She withdrew her hand, a little dazed, stood up without saying a word, then wrinkled and walked out of the room without turning around.

    After leaving Bai Li's room, Luo Dan walked to the garden, took out a cigarette and lit it a little annoyed, while the cigarette was on and off, he recalled Bai Li's eyes, there was no life in those eyes, calm as a puddle of stagnant water  , if the previous Bai Li felt alienated and indifferent, at least he was a little angry, but now Bai Li Luo Dan took a deep puff of his cigarette, feeling more and more disturbed.  Her feelings towards Bai Li were actually very complicated, she hated her cowardice, but to a certain extent, she could understand her fragility.  Her parents died when she was very young, so she didn't have much affection. She and Roland depended on each other for life. In order to give her sister a better life, she dared to fight with her life when she was very young.  Roland is the only pillar of survival for her, and because of this, she will also value the people Roland values.  Because of the existence of relatives who are more important than life, she can understand Bai Li's pain. If one day she loses Roland, maybe she will become another Bai Li.

    "Have you visited Bai Li?"

    Just in the emptiness where Rodin was lost in thought, a deep male voice came.  Luo Dan didn't look back, flicked the cigarette ash, took a puff of the smoke and said, "Well, why? Don't you have the courage to go and see for yourself?"

    D behind him didn't make a sound, and continued after a while: "How is she?"

    Luo Dan turned around and looked at the man in front of him who was becoming increasingly gloomy because of his feelings. There were still some immature marks on his handsome face. Perhaps it was because of his fair complexion and delicate facial features that made him look like a boy of seventeen or eighteen years old.  It's average, but the increasingly gloomy expression between the brows adds a bit of maturity.

    "If you are worried, you can go and see her yourself now, and maybe you can comfort her a little bit. Besides, Isaiah is there, just asking me about the situation, can you feel at ease? Don't you want to make sure by yourself?  "

    Rodin's words made D's eyes narrow, and his eyes became sharp for a moment.  But Luo Dan didn't care much all the time, this man who originally hid his heart slowly revealed his dark side, it was impossible for Bai Li to respond to his feelings in that state, plus Isaiah had something special about Bai Li, he always  Not stimulating him anymore.

    d endured the boredom and jealousy in his heart, and asked with an extremely bad face: "Didn't you ask me to give her a quiet time? How is she?"

    Rodin exhaled smoke, and under the dim light and shadow, I couldn't really see her expression, but heard her say: "You should go and see her yourself, to be honest, her condition is very bad, you'd better be mentally prepared.  "

    D's heart skipped a beat when he heard the words, and he looked at Rodin's face subconsciously. He couldn't see clearly in the dim light, but the seriousness in Rodin's tone made him feel frightened.  Li's room.  But after walking a few steps, she suddenly stopped, and said in a suppressed voice, "I still won't go, help me pay more attention to her."

    Luo Dan looked at D's back, the cigarette in her hand was about to burn out, she narrowed her eyes and looked ahead, thinking of Bai Li's lifeless appearance, and began to wonder if it was still okay for her to put the bargaining chip of returning to the present world on Bai Li's body.  Have wiggle room?  Although the man in front of him may have suppressed his feelings for Bai Li for too long, so that it became a little intense after being stimulated, but fortunately, his reason is still there, and he is gradually learning to control his emotions. Only in this way can he become a mutual supportive  partner.

    There are people with different concerns in various parts of the villa, but these have nothing to do with Bai Li.  I don't know how much time has passed, she sat quietly on the ground, the cold ground and wall stimulated her body,?The body that couldn¡¯t sit still was already stiff and numb. In fact, she didn¡¯t think about anything, but she was just thinking about everything in the past. From the time she remembered to the day when she received the bad news, she recalled those somewhat clear fragments and memories over and over again.  Cruel images are interspersed with dreamlike beauty, so that those memories become broken and messy.  She thought about it over and over again, until all the memories were connected together to form a complete picture.  Everything was fixed on the last time I saw Baixue. At that time, Baixue was wearing a tender green lotus leaf skirt, and her whole body was as fresh as a lotus flower. Roland also laughed and said that he would marry her and go home. At that time, Baixue was just  Sitting on the white rattan chair, her face was smiling like a flower, until now she still remembers her shallow laughter at that time.

    When did these memories begin to be deliberately forgotten?  Most of the dreams left in her heart were scenes that made her collapse and despair, sudden bad news, black and white photos, funeral crowds those images entangled her every dream.  But she has been deliberately ignoring her own pain, shielding herself from touching all kinds of memories of Bai Xue, but the appearance of Isaiah slowly draws out all the emotions she wants to hide.  She was almost about to forget that she had such a good time, and that she had a carefree smile.  The more it hurts, the more it breaks the cage of memories. Not only the heart-piercing pain, but also the surging emotions rushed out. She could hardly suppress it any longer, and she unconsciously clenched her chest tightly.  The clothes, as if to relieve the pain of being squeezed in the chest and heart, tears gradually flowed over the face, and the salty taste flowed into the mouth.  The last time it was because of the stimulation of drugs and Rodin, this time he tore open his never-healed wound while awake, as if he wanted to pour out festering blood.

    She has always felt that one day she will slowly rot over time, like a tree that loses its roots and gradually isolates itself from the world around it, unable to feel the sun or dew.  swallowed by the mud.  But the sudden change broke what she thought was normal, as if a huge force broke her fortress, so she began to struggle under the impact, looking for a balance point that she thought, but from the beginning to the end, her so-called hard work,  The so-called hard work did not touch her inner consciousness subconsciously, as if it was just the situation that forced her to do it.  But now that she is drowning, it is the first time that she touches her own wound with full awareness of herself, and even tears it apart. She needs intense pain to feel the world, and she needs to truly be with this world again.  The world is connected, and she wants to touch them again, whether it is painful memories or unforgettable beauty.

    Crying almost silently, Isaiah, who had been silent all this time, walked slowly to Bai Li's side, stretched out his arms and hugged Bai Li, resting his chin on her shoulder, the familiar fragrance from his memory seemed to spread to his nose,  Bai Li was quietly hugged by Isaiah, tears soaked his skirt.  Isaiah hugged him tighter and buried his face in Bai Li's neck, as if feeling the same pain as Bai Li

    As if deliberately venting and releasing all his emotions, Bai Li gradually couldn't suppress his crying, and his slightly hoarse crying slowly overflowed the room.  Isaiah kept silent, just hugged her tightly, embracing her trembling body from crying, as if to give her strength.

    After a long time, when Bai Li's crying stopped, Isaiah approached Bai Li's ear and said, "I will always be with you, you still have me."

    Bai Li was still sobbing. At this moment, she still didn't have the strength to push him away, and she didn't have the energy to think about the meaning of his words. She was just like a wooden man, and when the tears dried up, she fell silent again.

    I don't know how long it took, the sky changed from dark to bright, no one stepped into this world again, and no sound from the outside world was heard.  Isaiah kept holding her. Bai Li fell asleep peacefully at this moment. The sun was hitting her face quietly.  , lowered his eyelids halfway, and slowly hugged Bai Li tightly, his voice was very soft: "You can't get away."

    I don't know if he heard Isaiah's voice, Bai Li frowned, and then twisted his body with some discomfort. The moment he opened his eyes, a black shadow helped her block the dazzling light.  Seeing Isaiah's face, Bai Li was stunned for a moment, and then the image of losing control of his emotions flashed through his mind.

    Bai Li was stunned for a while, and then wanted to stand up. Isaiah let her go first, and then stretched out his hand to pull her up.  She looked at Isaiah's hand for a long time before reaching out her own.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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