Li Shaohui felt bitter in his heart, who is that lively and lovely first love girl in his mind? is she still there Is this the one in front of you?
Maybe, no, definitely not, she must not be in this world anymore, she only lives in her heart.
Thinking about this, Li Shaohui pulled out his right arm resolutely without any trace, and Tang Fengling's pretty face, which was still smiling, choked slightly, but she couldn't say anything.
The two walked to the door of the shopping mall, and the LED display above it read "Eternal Classic, Immortal Love, 20th Anniversary of the Release, and the epic love movie "Titanic" that has attracted countless lovers to compete for love. The Righteous Man, show again."
Tang Fengling looked at the sign and suddenly became obsessed. Li Shaohui also remembered the sweet scene and the vows they made when they watched the movie together. I don¡¯t know how many times the two have watched this romantic movie. Every time I watch Tang Fengling, I can¡¯t help but shed tears. The fearless old couple, the band that is not disturbed by the outside world before life and death, and the one who played for their lover The woman who whistles, and so on, are all spiritual attachments.
"Every night in mydreams, i see you i feel you, thats how i know you goon" Whenever this sad melody sounds, Li Shaohui will be inexplicably teary-eyed.
Once, he also naively believed that there would be a great love in this world who sacrificed himself for love regardless of everything, but the reality is cruel and the society is ruthless. Understand that the so-called supreme, pure and beautiful love is just a dream, a gorgeous illusory dream.
? Until later, he met Xiao Bei, met this dishonorable woman, she used her fresh life to tell him what is love and what is affection, but¡ª¡ªbut
I don't know when, Tang Fengling was already in tears, sobbing, showing a begging look, and said: "Shaohui, why don't we go see it again?"
Li Shaohui looked at Tang Fengling expressionlessly, smiled coldly, did not answer, turned around suddenly, and walked forward. Behind him, Tang Fengling looked at the movie theater with a sad face and reluctantly left for a long time.
"Uncle, uncle, let's buy some flowers, we have roses, lilies, carnations" A shabby little girl timidly held Li Shaohui who was running fast, and said weakly.
Li Shaohui stopped and looked at the little girl. With a fair oval face and a pair of watery eyes under the curved eyebrows, there is a shy, pure and lovely tenderness. The little girl is wearing an indigo blue dress, although it is a little faded, but it is clean , like a lost elf.
"Then can you tell the meaning of these flowers? If you name one, uncle will buy you one. Okay?" Li Shaohui knelt down, touched the little girl's face, and tried to shake off the unhappiness just now. Wen Yan said to the little girl.
"Okay, okay." The little girl smiled happily and opened her mouth.
"What does the red rose represent?"
"Red roses represent love."
"Where are the carnations?"
"Carnation is mother."
"Then what does the yellow rose in your hand represent?"
"Yellow¡ª¡ªyellow roses" The little girl tilted her head, fingered her fingers and thought about it seriously. After thinking for a long time, the little girl couldn't think about it, her face turned slightly red, she stuck out her tongue, and ran to her mother for help.
Li Shaohui smiled, stood up, simply bought all the yellow roses left by the little girl's mother, and handed them to Tang Fengling. Tang Fengling looked suffocated, hesitated for a moment, and reluctantly took it.
The little girl gave Li Shaohui a sweet hug before leaving. Li Shaohui looked at the backs of their mother and daughter, and suddenly thought of giving flowers to others, with a lingering fragrance in his hands.
Li Shaohui and Tang Fengling stayed in the bustling square for a while, then walked towards the quiet moat outside the city.
The river is quiet and far-reaching, without the noise and bustle of the city, it looks extraordinarily clean and distant. Looking at the quiet lake, Li Shaohui was full of thoughts. He took out a cigarette and wanted to light it, but found that he didn't bring a lighter, so he couldn't help feeling a little discouraged.
At this moment, Tang Fengling put down the flowers, took a lighter from her bag, and lit it for him.
"Smoking is bad for your health, you should smoke less!" Tang Fengling tried her best to speak plainly, but the affectionate care in her words was still revealed silently.
Li Shaohui looked at her and sneered, his eyes full of sarcasm. Tang Fengling, knowing that she had said something wrong, lowered her head in shame.
Li Shaohui took a deep breath and let it out slowly. The smoke was indistinct, drifting away into the distance, and gradually disappeared completely.
"Shaohui, you said that fate between us?Is it vaguely tied by a red thread? When we didn¡¯t know each other before, we were all alone in different places, but when we got to know each other and fell in love, we became talkative. I have a partner and have an unforgettable love. And now we meet in different places, and we are all alone. Do you think this is God caring for us? Doesn't even God hope that we can start a relationship again in a brand new place? "
Li Shaohui was a little confused, and his heart was rippled by Tang Fengling's words. He turned his head to look at Tang Fengling, who was looking forward to it with apprehension.
Five years, five years, since the last time we parted, this is the first time I have looked at the beautiful woman I have never forgotten in my dreams so carefully, exquisite facial features, passionate eyes, beautiful face, good figure, mature temperament She is more attractive and charming than before, but why do I feel disgusted instead?
In my heart, that "she" is already dead, no one can save her, "she" has been deeply hidden in the clean corner of my heart, only in a dusk full of spring flowers, can I know I will pay homage to her with sentimentality, and to the ordinary years that were simple, beautiful and carefree.
So Li Shaohui sneered and said, "Really? This place is a strange place to me, but it shouldn't be to you Tang Fengling, right?" Li Shaohui smiled sarcastically, making Tang Fengling blush instantly and bit her lips lightly. , bowed his head in humiliation.
"It's over, it's over, it's over!" Li Shaohui made up his mind and threw the cigarette butt into the bottomless river. It fell into the river with a brilliant light and disappeared in an instant. Just like the love between Li Shaohui and Tang Fengling, it dimmed before it was brilliant, fell into the deep river, and was washed away without knowing where to go.
"Tang Fengling, I know what you mean, but you should understand that when you made that decision five years ago, the moment you left, our love had come to an end, it was over. There is nothing between us and nothing between us, what was lost has been lost forever and can never be found again. In this case, let's end with a smile and stop torturing and disturbing each other, okay?" After five years, Li Shaohui once again spoke kindly to Tang Fengling, but these words were gentle swords, as if they were going to be stabbed in the hearts of the two of them every moment.
"Is it impossible? Why? Why? When you had a girlfriend before, I didn't dare to think too much, and I couldn't think too much, but now you have broken up, why don't you give me a chance? This is also for A chance for you is a chance to give us love and happiness?" Tang Fengling raised her head and looked at Li Shaohui in a daze, she was crying heartbroken, with tears running down her face.
Li Shaohui sighed, turned around, and said, "What you said is that I broke up with Lin Yueer, but I still have her in my heart. In this life, I can't accommodate anyone else in my heart except her." , if I can¡¯t be with her in this life, I¡¯d rather be alone, I¡¯d rather have her smile and shadow in my mind and heart for the rest of my life, and I don¡¯t want others to take her place.¡± After Li Shaohui finished speaking, facing the already Crying so hard that she couldn't help herself, Tang Fengling, who squatted down, didn't feel soft-hearted anymore. He strode away, and Tang Fengling's sobbing sounds came from behind him, intermittently, like the flowing sound of an ancient river. Speaking of grief.
Li Shaohui's heart throbbed, and he suddenly remembered Xi Murong's poem: "When the lights go out one by one, and the singing stops, everything you left behind on the dark river can only become, how many people are quiet under the starry sky. It is quietly chanted, your past, my last night."
"Tang Fengling, please forgive me. Although time can sink and bury the past, it can't bury the grief and humiliation in my heart. Just because you left without saying goodbye, I wasted two years of time with loneliness, and because Your empathy and love, I am willing to degenerate, addicted to the romantic place, killed Xiao Bei, and hurt Xu Nuo; although your departure also indirectly made me grow up and mature slowly, but I will never I can't feel a little gratitude to you, the life mentor who created hardships." Li Shaohui thought of the past, and his heart was filled with sadness.
When he returned to the hotel, he suddenly worried that Tang Fengling was such a proud person. At such a sad and helpless moment, wouldn't it be dangerous to leave her alone by the river? ? Thinking of this, Li Shaohui shuddered and ran outside in a hurry, but on the way, he changed his mind, "I really can pretend to be affectionate, if she, Tang Fengling, were really so affectionate, she would have left without saying goodbye back then, and would have empathized. Love? In the past five years without her, didn't she still live comfortably and comfortably? Isn't she still beautiful?
In the end, Li Shaohui sighed heavily, let's just be like this with her!
The past will be written off, and the rest of my life will be safe for each other.
After figuring this out, Li Shaohui lost his spirits, went back to the hotel sullenly, turned off his mobile phone, and fell asleep soundly. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com)The past is written off, and the rest of my life will be safe.
After figuring this out, Li Shaohui lost his spirits, went back to the hotel sullenly, turned off his mobile phone, and fell asleep soundly. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com