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Chapter 80: Realization

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    The next day, Li Shaohui happened to pass by Jing'an Temple on his way to work. He looked at the temple and thought to himself: "Life is worse than death now. Why don't you seek enlightenment from the monks inside and find a way to get rid of it?"

    After Li Shaohui went in, he found that the monks inside were also very kind. He didn't encounter the situation Shi Lei said. Of course, he didn't see that kind of eminent monk, but luckily he met a young monk who was about the same age as him.

    The little monk has a postgraduate degree and once worked as a hard-working programmer in a big company. He has worked hard to save money for several years and wants to buy a small house in the suburbs of Shanghai.  When I paid the down payment, my girlfriend took me outside and went crazy for a few months, squandering everything.  The little monk was so angry that he wanted to sue the law, but when he saw his girlfriend crying to death, his heart softened and he let it go.  Since then, the little monk was also hurt by the woman, so he resigned and went to Jing'an Temple to find a job as a monk to learn Buddhism and seek the way to rebirth in bliss.

    ?Because the young monk is still in the internship period, he has not studied Buddhism enough, and has not appreciated the ruthless state of others. Therefore, when Li Shaohui talked to him about his recent experience, he also felt the same way, and he was sad for a long time with Li Shaohui.

    Later, Li Shaohui discussed the true meaning of love with the little monk who came here. The little monk thought for a long time and said: "The younger the person, the higher the expectation of love, and the more mature the person, the need for love is greater.  There will be less, because the expectations for love are high, and the final harvest will be difficult to satisfy yourself, and love and hatred will arise because of this. If you don¡¯t have such high expectations for love from the beginning, you won¡¯t be in the future.  It hurts so much, and there will be no hatred. Originally, the best love is a part of life, which is to let nature take its course, neither salty nor bland."

    Li Shaohui appreciates the spiritual words of the little monk, and he really can't agree with him. Regarding Lin Yueer, he can't be neither salty nor dull. He just wants to completely possess Lin Yueer. From the body to the spirit, he  He even hoped that the two of them could remain in love for the rest of their lives without any gaps, but he also knew that this was just an illusion. In the end, he sighed, it seemed that he really didn't have the root of wisdom, and he couldn't reach the realm that others said.

    When Li Shaohui was leaving, the little monk looked at Li Shaohui, a secular man with a dull face, and persuaded him again: "Love will never last, and wisdom will hurt you. You should let nature take its course in everything. It should be you who can't escape."  , don¡¯t force it to stay if it¡¯s not yours.¡±

    Li Shaohui understood this sentence, and he uttered it deeply once. The dark clouds that had been in the past few days were finally pushed away, and the sun was seen again. Some things should be faced positively.

    After Li Shaohui returned home, he looked at Lin Yueer, thinking of his moodiness these days and the actions he was about to take, his inner defense suddenly began to lose control, he stretched out his arms and hugged Lin Yueer, and cried out affectionately  , "Girl."

    "What's the matter?" Lin Yueer didn't care about Li Shaohui's impermanence a few days ago, and still smiled.

    "Do you love me?" Li Shaohui asked.

    Lin Yueer lowered her head in silence at first, then slowly raised her head, stared at Li Shaohui, nodded solemnly with her lips pursed, and said very seriously and very slowly: "Love!"

    Li Shaohui felt relieved, as if a passenger in an air crash landed safely, but he still didn't give up, and continued to ask: "Then¡ªthen do you still love your ex-boyfriend?"

    Lin Yue'er didn't answer immediately, but there were some subtle changes on her face, the changes were very subtle, but they couldn't escape Li Shaohui's piercing gaze, Li Shaohui felt a sense of sadness in his heart, as if his heart had been set on a timer and lit.  ***, it was about to explode, and Lin Yueer's sad expression was like ripples in the water, slowly and infinitely magnified, in Li Shaohui's heart.

    Li Shaohui hugged Lin Yueer tightly, using all his strength to hold her tightly, as if he was afraid that she would disappear in an instant, and Lin Yueer's body was also soft, snuggling against Li Shaohui without any strength.

    After a long time, smelling the faint fragrance from Lin Yueer's body, Li Shaohui smiled bitterly in his heart: "Girl, I'm sorry, right and wrong, there should be a conclusion. If you still like He Yonghui, then I will help you and never make things difficult for you."  .¡±

    The next day, after Li Shaohui and Xia Xue met, Li Shaohui asked again: "Sister Xue, is your husband back?"

    "I'm back, didn't I tell you earlier?"

    "Then did you tell him about the money I want to borrow?"

    "I've said it, I told him a long time ago, and he said it can be considered."

    "Then shall we meet at the bar tonight?"

    "OK, no problem."

    "Okay, then I will wait for you two to come." Li Shaohui looked at Xia Xue with a smile that was not a smile, and his face was full of smiles.There was also a tall and handsome man sitting there, it was He Yonghui whom Li Shaohui had met once.

    Li Shaohui looked at Lin Yueer and swung his arm. Lin Yueer understood in her heart and gently took his arm. At this time, Lin Yueer didn't see He Yonghui and smiled at Li Shaohui, but when she left  As she approached, she was stunned for a moment, motionless, and Li Shaohui's arm also fell down feebly.

    Li Shaohui's heart felt cold, but he still held Lin Yue'er's little hand and refused to let go. Her hand was cold, which made Li Shaohui miserable and jealous again, so Li Shaohui sneered and cared: "Girl, what are you doing?"  gone?"

    "It's nothing, I-I" Lin Yueer muttered, her face pale in panic.

    "Oh, is that so?" After Li Shaohui asked coldly, he pointed to Xia Xue who was not far away and said, "She is my colleague, you have met her before, as for the one next to her" Li Shaohui deliberately did not finish speaking, but instead  Looking at Xia Xue and He Yonghui, Xia Xue was okay, her face was cold, and she had no other emotions, but He Yonghui was different, with her eyes wide open, she stared blankly at Lin Yueer in front of her, her expression full of surprise and nervousness  Solution I even miss it a bit.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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