We left the scene with Cui Wei's mocking expression. There were too many stories this night. After experiencing too many ups and downs, I tried my best to calm myself down and stop deliberately thinking about unimportant things.
Under the green light of the bald all the way, I used the chips thrown by Cui Wei to exchange for a standard room in the hotel. After being tired for half the night, we were not in the mood to go downstairs to take a bath and relax. Qian Chen and Luo Jun threw themselves on the bed and hugged each other. Together, they snored, looking very tired.
At this time, Chen Wei and I were the only ones awake in the room. He opened the curtains of the hotel, put his hands on the window sill, and looked at the city that was about to go out, with an inexplicable silence on his body.
"Brother, what are you thinking about? What is in the past will pass away. Tomorrow will be a new day. Go to bed early!" I walked to the window and patted Chen Wei, whispering.
"It's nothing, but I just can't sleep!" Chen Wei turned around, took out a cigarette and handed it to me.
"I'll sleep with you in my arms, and I'll fall asleep soon!" I mustered up the courage to make a joke with Chen Wei.
Chen Wei lifted his foot towards me, I jumped away with a smile, he glanced at the clock on the wall, and said slowly: "Feng Tang, we have been brothers for so many years, and I have something on my mind, the only person I can confide in is you! "
"You recognize me as a brother, I am very happy. I have come through all the ups and downs all these years, and I can continue to go on in the future. I only hope that we brothers can get along well. Everything else is just empty talk! "
"Feng Tang, let me tell you this. When you were in college, you were the president of the Calligraphy Association. You had a glamorous appearance and charm. In addition, you were proud of the playground, so you were always glamorous, and there were always bees around you. Butterfly bursts. To be honest, I envied you and envied you at that time. As a poor student who will definitely fail every semester, I thought absurdly to find more girlfriends to compete with you. Hehe, you know , the more I got to the end, the more empty I felt. I didn¡¯t get a diploma when I graduated. At that time, I felt that I was inferior to you. After I left school, I was blocked in finding a job. I started a small business by myself and lived a fulfilling life , but what the hell, why did I not make it to the end with Zhu Mei, why did I hang out with Lei Zhen again? Life itself is a huge joke, I lost in the eyes of others laughing, and I became a joke after all , so today, I am so sad that I can't express it. The only sliver of comfort in all my frustrations is that you are still by my side and have not left!"
After Chen Wei finished speaking, he lit another cigarette for himself, and he looked out of the window as before, with sadness all over his body.
I don't know how to comfort Chen Wei. In fact, during the past few years of eating barbecue and drinking beer, I have also lived in a daze. Today, I am still single and shameless. I have not even managed to be alone. , How can it also help Chen Wei?
In Chen Wei's sadness, I also lost my direction. These years have not been good or bad, without goals, and aimlessly. I always tell myself that it is time for a change, but the new day always sums up the past. no difference.
"Brother, you must believe me, one day, we brothers will all get better, this is our common ideal when we graduated, so, from tomorrow on, let's be good people and do things well, so that we can see the moonlight when the clouds bloom! "
Hearing what I said, Chen Wei turned around silently, he hugged me tightly, and patted my back hard, which was the most sincere explanation for my earnestness.
"Drink something?" I picked up the hotel's fifteen yuan bottle of beer from the coffee table and waved it in front of Chen Wei.
Chen Wei took the beer and pulled the tab. It seemed that he needed the comfort of alcohol more than I did.
I moved the wicker chair and sat opposite Chen Wei, and had a leisurely drink with Chen Wei in such a quiet space, this is the first time since we have known each other for so long.
"Feng Tang, in fact, I didn't hate you a long time ago. Zhu Mei is a flirtatious woman. If she doesn't take the initiative to approach you, you won't be able to hold her back. Besides, if she doesn't seduce you, she will seduce you." Others. I've thought it through long ago, this kind of woman is not suitable for a life as a partner, so break up as soon as possible, don't you agree? "
After Chen Wei finished speaking, he took a sip of beer, and he stared at me very intently.
In fact, recently, I have been unable to face Chen Wei because of the matter with Zhu Mei. I didn't intend to open my heart to Chen Wei about this matter, but Chen Wei took the initiative to chat here. I think I have to tell Chen Wei Apologize.
"Brother, I did something that I'm sorry for you. I've been suffering every day these days. I'm talking here today. I only hope that after this glass of wine, you can forgive my mistakes and stop thinking about the past!" I said He toasted to Chen Wei, expressing his apology sincerely and seriously.
Chen Wei looked at me, raised his glass and said, "I figured it out a long time ago, last time I snatched Lu Xi from you, do you have any objection?"
"It's stupid, I have a lot of opinions!" I smiled and touched Chen Wei, and the two drank the glass of wine amidst gurgling laughter, which seemed to erase all the unhappiness before.
"Feng Tang, I have something to ask for your help!" Chen Wei put down his glass and spoke seriously.
"Don't be hypocritical, just fart!"
"I am dependent on that thing, what should I do?"
"I have less than 20,000 yuan left in my card, why don't you take it and deal with it for a while?"
"Your uncle, you know that's not what I'm talking about!" Chen Wei cursed angrily.
"Then what do you mean, let me accompany you?"
"I can't control myself anymore, look, is there a way for me to forcefully quit for a period of time?"
"That's all a lie. There are a lot of people who relapse after coming out. The key depends on your willpower!"
"Fuck, what do you mean, co-authoring me directly ruined it?"
"Not really, the key is up to you!"
"After I come out, I will no longer contact people in this area. I will live a simple life and restrain myself. Isn't that okay?"
"Since you said that, I can help you think of a way!"
Hearing what I said, Chen Wei finally had a gleam of light in his eyes. It seems that his awareness is not low, but some deceptive things are harmful to others, and he can't help himself.
In fact, I am willing to believe every word of Chen Wei. From the very beginning, I don¡¯t think that Chen Wei is hopeless. Some things can only be concluded after experience. How many things in the future can be foreseen?
It's like love, like the desire mixed in the depths of love. Many times, we are experiencing it, but we don't know how it will end.
Chen Wei's hope for life has rekindled my passion for the future. Life is supposed to be like this, isn't it? (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com