It was already off-duty time when I came out of the heating company, and it was meaningless to go back to the project at this time. Besides, I was heartbroken at the moment, and I wanted to find a quiet place to adjust my mood.
I am used to going to Nanhu when I have something on my mind, because Nanhu has too many good memories about me and Tang Xiaoyun.
In the sparkling light of South Lake, we reflect the best years of our life in the lake water. Whether it's an afternoon in midwinter or a late night in midsummer, there are our sweet and loving figures here.
But almost in an instant, everything is gone with the wind, and the stories about love have become tragedies.
Sitting on a pile of smooth stones in the middle of the lake, my heart is as cold as the lake water.
At this time, there are few tourists in Nanhu Lake, and I embrace the rare leisure in this city by myself. Qujiang in late autumn, withered leaves, yellowing weeds, all of them seem lonely and lonely like me.
After rummaging in my pocket for a long time, I found that I had run out of cigarettes long ago. I could only hold the lighter and face the desolate and cold South Lake, deliberately letting the sadness completely surround me.
Tang Xiaoyun said that she would give me two children, preferably a boy and a girl.
Tang Xiaoyun said that we must live in a tall building, and we must paint the walls sky blue. The lights in the living room should be warm colors, and she wants the lights in the bedrooms to be ambiguous.
Tang Xiaoyun said that she would learn to cook, and the first thing she learned must be my favorite Kung Pao Chicken.
Tang Xiaoyun said that when we get married, we must go to Sanya and Hong Kong again. She wants to go to the ends of the earth with me and shout out our love loudly.
She said that if one day my teeth fell out, she would chew them up and feed them to me.
But today she said that each of us has a new life. Are those words from many years ago really blown away by the wind?
In the past few years after graduation, I have never been sad because of any difficulties. I have already forgotten what tears taste like.
But today, just an hour ago, when Tang Xiaoyun said that, when I saw her throw herself into Liu Ming's arms, I couldn't help but feel sad. This is the only sadness I have experienced in many years.
Picking up a stone from my side and throwing it into the center of the lake vigorously, the circles of ripples slowly rippling, time makes them return to silence, but I can't do anything about my sadness.
What is the point of my life in this city? The city I had hoped to spend my whole life waiting for, because there is one less person, suddenly looks like an empty city indifferently, maybe no one cares whether I live or die, and no one cares whether I still love me till now.
There is such a line in Faye Wong's "Red Bean":
There are times when we get together and leave
? Nothing lasts forever
But sometimes I
I would rather choose to be nostalgic than to let go
? Wait until the scenery is seen through
Maybe you will accompany me to watch the long stream of water.
Many years ago, I may have naively thought that our love would last forever, but when all the scenery on the road of love has been seen, is there still someone who will appear inadvertently in the years when I least expect it, and accompany me to watch the flowers bloom and fade? Watch spring and autumn come with me, and count the rings of love with me?
Accompany me to watch the long stream of water?
The setting sun quickly fell behind the high-rise buildings, and the South Lake suddenly darkened. The tired body should rest, and the soul should be quiet after a day of running around. Suddenly, there was no sound between the sky and the earth.
I am lying on this smooth stone, not knowing where my home and direction are?
The mobile phone in my trouser pocket vibrated slightly, I took out the mobile phone, it was a text message from an unfamiliar number.
"I have won the contract for you and executed the original contract. Feng Tang, the fate is over, and I have a new life. I hope you too. I sincerely wish you a happy life, Tang Xiaoyun!"
When I saw this message, I didn't know what kind of mood I was in? How miserable would it be to let the woman I once loved sell her soul and body in exchange for the five words "execute the original contract" that the superior said casually.
Fate so far, what a beautiful four Chinese characters, everything disappeared with these four characters, the love of those years, the dreams of those years
Putting the phone into my pocket, I took a long breath, I opened my eyes wide and looked at the sky in the evening, there were a few pigeons gliding in the depths of the white clouds, the sky was still the sky many years ago, ??It is the pigeon that spread its wings and flew, but it is not the one it used to be.
The night slowly fell. On such a night many years ago, I walked forward on the straight road in front of my hometown. At that time, I thought that no one in this world could understand me, and I thought I was lonely. Tonight, Nanhu alone is still lonely.
There are no fireflies, insects, frogs, and sheep returning home in autumn nights in Nanhu Lake, because it is far away from home and even further away from home.
I was thinking about my own thoughts aimlessly, and just fell asleep alone in the quiet South Lake.
I don't know how long it took, but I was awakened by the vibrating sound of my mobile phone, because I forgot that I was sleeping in Nanhu Lake, and almost fell into the lake when I turned over.
"Feng Tang, where are you, why haven't I seen you back?"
It was Li Xin who spoke on the phone.
In the huge Xi'an, Li Xin is the only one who can remember me in the middle of the night and greet me. I have many friends in Xi'an, but no one called me at this moment.
If Li Xin hadn't called me, would I have slept in the South Lake until late at night, and when I opened my eyes, the whole world was dark and damp. I think I must have been extremely desperate at that moment.
"I'm in Nanhu!"
It was pitch black around me, and the stone under my butt was even colder at this moment. While I was talking, I stood up carefully from the stone.
Li Xin had no extra questions, she hung up the phone gently.
In less than ten minutes, Li Xin had already appeared in front of me.
It must be because Li Xin and I have a good heart, that's why she found me accurately in the shortest time.
Li Xin stood on the shore, she was silent.
I walked over and sat with her on a bench by the bank.
She took out a box of Monkey King from her bag and handed it to me, including the lighter in my hand.
"It's so sweet and kind!"
I really want to say loudly to Li Xin, "If you have a wife like this, what more can a husband ask for", but I am afraid that my abruptness will break the tranquility of Nanhu tonight.
"You really know how to enjoy life. The South Lake in the middle of the night does have a special flavor, but too many busy souls don't have time to stop and savor it. I will also make time to come here in the future, so that the soul and body will be together forever. Feng Tang, arrive Would you like to come with me then?"
Li Xin looks at the dark lake in the distance, she looks like a fairy in the sky who does not eat fireworks, she is so peaceful, she is so leisurely, and her demeanor makes me feel unprecedentedly beautiful.
"No problem, as long as you say hello, I will definitely come with you!" I said, lighting a cigarette with a click, and took two deep puffs.
In Nanhu Lake in late autumn, when Li Xin was sitting beside me, a warm current suddenly sprang up in my body. The warm current rushed up the tailbone, and when it passed through Ren Du's second channel, it burst suddenly, and the fiercely burning flames fell on my now vast wilderness Falling into my heart, the flame will swallow me and slowly melt me.
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