"I'm afraid you're cold." Still disturbing those who didn't want to be disturbed, Tang Yu had no choice but to say apologetically.
Ji Youqing didn't seem to realize that Tang Yu's clothes were on, but tightened his collar, and said to him, "Thank you."
She has come out of that sense of loss, and took the initiative to invite Tang Yu to sit in front of the sofa.
After a brief silence, Ji Youqing suddenly asked Tang Yu, "The rumors on the Internet are true or false, don't you want to ask a question?"
Tang Yu was a little surprised.
He was looking forward to knowing Ji Youqing's story, but he didn't expect it to be so soon.
"I want to ask, but I don't want to." Tang Yu replied. "I want to ask because I am very curious about you. I want to know everything about you and know you. I don't want to ask because I don't want to hurt you because of my curiosity. If the latter is more likely, I would rather live forever Don't even ask."
The man sitting across from him said these words with such a serious expression, which moved Ji Youqing a little.
But thinking of her purpose, she still looked away slightly and started her narration.
"My story is actually not complicated. When I was very young, I also had a happy and ordinary family. My parents are like ordinary people. Occasionally, there will be some quarrels, but most of the time, they are loving and tolerant. Yes. Until one day when I was in the sixth grade of elementary school, my father¡¯s business failed and he not only lost all the savings of the family, but also owed foreign debts.¡±
"Since that day, my family has changed. The changes in the family did not cheer up my father. Instead, he couldn't get rid of the shadow of being cheated. He drank and got drunk all day long and was addicted to mahjong. In order to pay off the debt, we sold I bought a new house, moved back to the old house, sold everything that could be sold at home, and paid off most of the debts. My mother will pay off the remaining small part of the debt in installments.¡±
"At that time, I felt that my mother was very tired every day. She had to work during the day, and after taking care of my father and me at night, she also had to pick up some odd jobs to do at home, so as to subsidize the family. And my father drank and got drunk during the day, At night, I go out to play cards, and I don¡¯t care about my family, I just ask my mother for money.¡±
"Sometimes, when my mother didn't have any money to pay, he would yell and curse, which later turned into beating."
Ji Youqing's eyes were dim, even if she spoke in a calm tone, it still made people feel her rejection of that memory.
Tang Yu wanted to stop her from talking, but Ji Youqing didn't give him the chance at all.
"At that time, my mother was often bruised and swollen. Whenever my father went crazy, she would lock me into the room and face it by herself. When my father had beaten and scolded enough, got the money and left home, my mother would leave me Let her out, hold me and cry. When I was young, I would only cry with her, afraid of my father. When I grew up, I would persuade her to leave. But she shook her head and said to me, when the debts are paid off, my father It will be fine, and this family will be back to what it was before."
"At the beginning, I believed her words. But then I found out that the old debts were gone, and there were new debts. How could an alcoholic gambler not owe new debts? My mother worked day and night He worked to earn money and pay off debts, but he never felt distressed, not only spending money lavishly, but also punching my mother."
"When I was older, I gave up on this family, and on this father. I advised my mother to divorce and escape that hellish home. I would leave with her, but she still didn't agree. I know that she is worried that I will be discriminated against and feel sad when I become a single-parent family. However, such a family with healthy parents is really not as good as a single-parent family."
"I persuaded countless times, but my mother refused countless times. I also tried to change my father, but he scolded me back. Several times when he was about to attack me, it was my mother who protected me. At that time, a large part of the reason why I chose the direction of psychology was because I wanted to know why why my mother lived so hard in this family, but she didn't want to leave. Why did my father become like this "
"When I went to school, I told my mother to wait for me. When I graduated and had the ability, I would rent a house outside and take her away. Even if she didn't want a divorce, as long as she could leave that home, It was good to leave my father."
"But I didn't expect" Ji Youqing's hands suddenly gripped her clothes, and her expression became ugly.
"Youqing, stop talking." Tang Yu said distressedly. Now he didn't want to hear it, not at all. He had already guessed what might happen later, and he really couldn't bear to let Ji Youqing repeat it again and experience it again psychologically.
"Let me finish." Ji Youqing let go of his hands. "During the summer vacation of my sophomore year, I was going to take a summer job and wouldn't go. But those few days I don't know why.??, I was always restless, so I ran home without telling my mother. But¡¡"
Ji Youqing's memory seemed to be pulled back to the darkest day in her life.
"Mom, I'm back." Ji Youqing opened the door with a key.
The house is very quiet, and the mother does not seem to be at home.
However, Ji Youqing knew that her mother was resting today. At this time, her mother should do some odd jobs at home.
When she walked outside the bathroom, Ji Youqing suddenly smelled a bloody smell, and a bad feeling came over her instantly. She knocked open the door of the bathroom without thinking much, and saw the picture of her mother lying in a pool of blood , in the blood, very close to the mother's hand, there is a blood-stained paper knife.
"mom¡ª¡ª!"
The picture of memories dissipated in Ji Youqing's heart-piercing exclamation.
She still came back late, and when she sent her mother to the hospital, the doctor announced her mother's death at that time.
"My mother committed suicide. When she died, my father was still playing cards outside and didn't even know it. When he finally came back, I was already doing the funeral for my mother."
Tang Yu couldn't bear it anymore, walked over and hugged Ji Youqing in his arms.
He didn't know how to give comfort to the past, so he could only hug her like this, tightly.
Ji Youqing didn't push Tang Yu away, and continued: "When I was sorting out my mother's belongings, I found out that she had recorded all the debts one by one and paid them off. I found that she put the last one The date when the debt was paid off happened to be the first day she left. I think she may feel that she has finally paid off all the debts she owed, and she is also tired, so she chose this way to relieve herself. And Perhaps, she was tired of paying debts all day long, and she didn¡¯t want to pay my dad¡¯s debts anymore, so she ran away, thinking that this is the only way to escape from my dad forever.¡± (Remember this website: www.hlnovel.com